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    by ice angel



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    Wednesday, July 04, 2007


    these few days had been hard on me.
    the days werent as stable as how we used to be.
    yes, your actions cause me to be traumatized.
    i shivered as i ran away.
    i was cold-sweating.
    i felt like vomitting.

    i didnt knw what i could do.
    all i could think of was just to run away (temporarily). like. i just wanted to cool down and stuffs.
    i just want us to keep calm.
    is that wrong too?

    sometimes, i just wonder if we should really be together.
    i mean, we kept quarrelling&stuffs, which is actually causing our relationship to worsen further.
    then, now the only medication to it is to cool down for 6months.
    to prevent any further complications.
    (though i know we'll miss each other like. insanity.)
    but i just want our relationship to be better.
    by letting things cool down, and recuperate from previous wounds.

    ive thought about it many times, and i still feel that, our relationship should stop for awhile.
    if not, things will get worse, as i could see from the things i'd done& the aftermath of it. ):
    like, it could be solved by not letting anger take over your actions. ):
    i was seriously traumatized.
    SIGH.

    i seriously do enjoy every moments with you.
    but i dont seem to enjoy those times of heated controversy with you.
    i seriously hate it.
    thats y im so wanting to let go for a few months.
    then we'll talk about it again, as your mom has agreed to (:

    i really appreciated how your mother took care of these things. and i really treasure my relationship with her.
    you might think she's really talking rubbish.
    but those words might be stuffs which are able to help to improve our relationship.
    can we take a break for awhile?
    please.
    i'll still keep my promise not to meet edwin or leslie or marcus like alone or what okay?
    even im going to be alone, i'll just stay alone¬ them okay?
    (:

    ive said my piece.
    take it calmly, my dear.
    the future will be better!
    LOVES!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;