Saturday, December 30, 2006
heyhey.
finally im back to blog.
i shall give a quick blog.
my knee!!!!
this morning went to CCAB for gym video-shooting.
i was supposed to help my ex-coach to do a new choreographed routine and i was supposed to be video-ed and let the whole singapore's primary school learn this new choreographed routine.
i kind of back out because i am afraid i might hurt my POOR knee again.
and so, i told my gym coach and she let me off.
in the end, i left early.
i was so happy.
i got to eat my breakfast cum lunch and i got to go home early! *leaps into the air*
haiya. in the end, i went home early. ((:
packed my messy cupboard and here i am!
online and blogging. :D
and i should end here.
what do i have tmr?
GIFT-EXCHANGE!!!!!!
lalalalalala. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
back to blog after quite some time. (:
where should i start?
hmm. previously, i ended with the pre-christmas dinner's excitement.
now i shall start with the post-christmas satisfaction.
how to start? ok.
starting.
the dinner was worse than what i'd expected.
people were all so well clad.
yet the atmosphere didnt quite well fit our dressing.
moreover, the service werent as good.
what i saw and what i experienced led me to say, "OH MY GOSH."
the person who's serving us hastily and looked rather inexperienced.
she was so clumsy.
why did i say that?
because when she wanted to remove the plate from our table, the spoon on the plate slipped off and dropped on the table.
that time was forgiven.
there came the second time.
when she was refilling one's cup. all right. pardon me. i forgot his name. think he's jermail or something. dont know how to spell la.
ok. back. she was refilling his cup then the cup toppled over and spilled the orange F&N on his white clothes. gosh. so terrible.
nvm. shall be gracious. forgive her. ((:
during the dinner.
mel and i took many "LAME" photos.
shall post it sometime later. lazy!!! haha. :D
then it was the christmas party cum teetee's birthday bash.
at first went on quite smoothly.
didnt expect the party to end so early.
and yes.
went to sams hse.
intended to stay over.
but it was spoiled.
nvm. it had a better ending in the end.
shall elaborate next time. (:
not now. im so lazy. :D
gtg and slp. so tired! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, December 23, 2006
tmr is going to be an exciting day for all of us. especially me.
haha. dinner is coming and im going to dress myself to the best.
haha. i believe everyone will want to and they will.
hope everyone will enjoy this dinner (:
God bless! :D - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, December 18, 2006
gosh. dear's going malaysia with his mom and gareth's family. ):
im soo so so so going to miss him mann.
nevermind. i shall remember what shawn told me.
we must have time to miss each other. (:
thanks shawn, i will always remember what you have said to me!
haha. a good one.
computer crashed.
well. nevermind. now everything is regaining to its normalcy. (:
have to start building what i had lost when my computer crashed.
DARN.
all my pictures. ):
SOBss. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, December 15, 2006
finally, im able to sit in front of the computer and blog.
these few days werent my days.
wednesday twisted my knee and in turn pulled my muscle.
SECOND TIME!!!! but nvm!
then intended to consult a chinese physician for my knee injury.
but guess what, before dawn, i vomited and fell sick. started to feel feverish and stuff.
my whole body was aching and suan-ing.
then nevermind. at 7 plus in the morning, i vomited again. thats when my fever came.
went back to sleep after that. couldnt take it anymore.
at 8 plus 9, my dad woke me up, saying that i must go see chinese physician immediately cos the queue will be very long.
reached clementi at 930. and guess what. it was opened at 1030.
sigh. REALLY sigh.
i wasnt feeling very well alr. and i'd to wait. ))x
and so my dad brought me to eat breakfast. hobbled my way there.
ordered kuey tiao soup.
ate less than 10 mouthfuls and i stopped eating.
the whole bowl, i ate less than 1/10 of it.
da pao in the end, of course. (:
went back to clementi chinese physician again and waited for almost 2 hours!!!
i was groaning in pain all along.
and finally, it was my turn.
the doctor used some suction thing and i can finally walk properly! :D
wrapped my knee with some medicine and im done.
sad thing is, my dad told me not to perform tmr.
yet i felt that i can.
dilemma. but i have to.
last minute, i cant say that i dont dance.
got all my costumes ready. (:
okok. gotta go and prepare to go for full-dress rehearsal. (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, December 14, 2006
PAIN
today is an unlucky day. SOB.
my old injury is back. twisted my knee again.
and YES. pulled my muscle at the knee area.
and guess what. i sense PAIN. (:
well. at least i didnt cry.
lol. last time i did. that was last year.
i could still vividly remember that is was 26 MARCH 2005.
please pray for me. need speedy recovery now. i need my muscles to dance and perform on sat.
OH MANN. so super unlucky. )))):
but nevermind. i''ll be able to make it with the Lord.
im sure He'll bless me. (:
so im not worrying it now. ^.^
well. tomorrow im going to visit a chinese physician.
and guess what. dar dar is going to bring me there.
so caring of him! LOVES.
thanks dear for bringing me home. (:
without YOU, my pillar of support, i wont be able to make it home. lol.
misses.
end here! (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
today started off quite badly.
BUT. it ended off quite sweetly too. :D
BUT. something obstructed the path of the sweetness. ):
but nvm. it doesnt matter to me anymore. *TWIST!*
im feeling so overjoyED!
haha. because i've got my dear dear. (:
but now he's having exams. so poor thing!
both of us are busy. but it seems like im MUCH MUCH more busier than he is! haha. :D
busy with what?
busy with my upcoming performance of course. (:
anyone wants to watch? haha.
still can order tickets, of course.
you are most welcome.
today, EARLY IN THE MORNING went ALL THE WAY to town to choose the colour of our cosmetics for the performance on sat.
WOAH. our budget was like. 500 bucks you know.
its kind of little. because knowing the price of STAGE make up, we'll surely exceed our budget.
but fortunately, we made it less than 500 bucks. haha. it was $496.15. lol.
we tried our very best to control the quantity of the different colours we are going to purchase. well. we made it. (:
but after we explained the problem that is going to exist on sat itself that some of the colours, we are going to share them. so it wont be enough. definitely. =X
so ms foo, our teacher, is going to buy more, i think. (:
haha. okok. i need to do something already. its already so late.
cant make dear wait for me for so long. (((: YEAP. miss you.
*LOVES. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
im so tired.
turning in. reached home rather early today.
at 0010. haha.
yest was at 0000. haha. :D
VERY EARLY INDEED.
oh. who still wants to order my dance tickets?
pls come and tell me. i'll order straight away. (:
many thanks.
LOVES.
i just miss my mentor. sigh.
she's away babiee.
i miss her!!! she's coming back on the 23rd of dec? haha.
hope to see you soon mentor!!!!!! ^.^ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, December 11, 2006
im so so so tired.
tangled up with so many many many things. so many many stuff to do!!
like. DANCE? and GYM? and tmr my ah gong's 1st DEATH anniversary. SOB. actually not tmr. but we doing it tmr. dont know why. =X
i miss my ah gong.
I MISS MY AH GONG!!
seriously, the day when he passed away on 21st de 2005, i wasnt really feeling sad. but what i really felt was LOST.
it was so sudden that i couldnt remember what my ah gong did for me when i was younger.
i jus couldnt remember. probably it happened to abruptly that i couldnt take it.
and now, when i think of my childhood days, im starting to miss him A LOT A LOT. even to the extent of tearing and crying. because i miss him! )':
another sad thing is he couldnt go to heaven. SIGH.
that means when i go heaven, i wont be able to meet him. )': SOB.
ok. back to my hectic schedule.
YEAH. we are going to be SUPER SUPER busy.
every day, we'll be having classes after classes.
and after each class, especially ballet class, we will hobble our way home.
because we will have swollen toes and painful nails which brought us such discomfort.
but its worth it after all. i just pray that the upcoming performance on sat will be a successful one. :D
pray for me pleasee.
thanks!!! :D
ok. time to turn in. NIGHTS! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, December 10, 2006
DANCE OR CHURCH?
it is indeed a tough decision to make.
at first, i was thinking of skipping church and go for my dance. just for this week.
but when i told xiang about it, he "TEACHED" me some values that have to be instilled in us.
like i, who always failed to prioritise, always made the wrong decision and do things which are not at the right time.
i believe everyone would want to do things in their own way.
but sometimes, we have to know which are the more important things that have to be done. (:
like: we have to always put God above everything else and this is what xiang had taught me.
specifically, we have to attend church instead of other supposedly-more-important activities that you have.
like mine: my dance teacher told me to skip church on sunday and only this sunday for dance rehearsal in the morning until night. 0830-2200. that's like 14hrs! (:
well, if we put God above everything else, God will bless us abundantly when we are called back with the Lord. hehe. :D
i know its hard to do things which you dont want to. but sometimes, when we really come to think about it, you will eventually think, WOW. THIS IS THE BEST THING TO DO.
but if you failed to think and do what we are supposed to do, you will regret. yeaps. (:
so haha. i've learnt a new thing. im feeling so GREAT. haha.
sidetrack a little.
i was at xiang's place eating dinner with his parents.
then his mom asked xiang, "Did you share God's words with deborah or not?"
then xiang replied, "YES LA. Got la."
then his mom said," you sure not? sure got share not?"
xiang said," GOT LOR. You dont know only."
then i looked at his mom and gave her assurance. haha.
somehow to tell her that his son is leading me in my spiritual life. though it might be a slow one. but this kind of thing cannot be a fast-paced one ma. it takes time. (:
and so, his mom smiled back at me. ((((:
im so going to tell my parents about my r/s with xiang.
i dont care what others might think la.
i just want to tell them because i dont want to hide from them anymore.
feel so guilty. well. i know im wrong in the first place la. but seriously, it happened so naturally. and so we are together ((:
thank God so much for xiang.
just kept me smiling since 8th aug 06.
and im still smiling every single day. :D
so people who are reading this entry.
must learn how to prioritise your schedule ok?
take care. ((: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
I AM TIRED!!!
im so tired! muscles just go BLEAH~
so strengthless. so feeble.
i think im going to fall sick soon. well, i dont mind falling sick at this time. ((:
danced the whole of today.
started at 3pm and ended at around 10++ pm. lol.
first was ballet. went on POINTE and my toes were gasping for air and struggling in my small pair of shoes.
then at 620 pm, its mr DAN's contemporary class.
COOL. danced till 7 plus plus.
rest for less then an hour and then, SHUAN's hiphop class.
danced till 1030pm.
woah. im totally a weakling. SAVE ME.
and tmr morning, i've to go ALL THE WAY to potong pasir.
SAJC. oh gosh. for GYM prac. yea. it'll be a time for me to lose some weight.
i realised that i'd put on much weight after O levels.
WHY?
reason is because, we eat, sleep and play. oh no, for me, please include dance and shopping.
well. that's how i'd put on much weight. ):
its time to go for GYM!!! haha. and tone myself up.
shall blog another time. im super tired. )))): - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, December 04, 2006
photos of RED CAMP.
tell you. RED camp was SUPER fun ok. with leaders like SHAUN, small MAX, big MAX, yong cai and TAMMY (juhi no.2). they are just so GREAT! oh how can i miss out, CLARENCE who had lost his voice after much shouting and cheering and also christopher. hmm. (:
and.. i saw JIN HUI. haha. so cool. xiang's friend. :D
huimin allysa and i. at aerospace. (:
jolene and i. BESTIES.
yuxian and i. WE ARE DANCERS. ((:
they just look like they are praying. (:
jolene when she wanted someone to aim the sweet into her mouth! so funny. its a candid pic. :D
this is taken by allysa. PHOTOGRAPHER. ((:
jolene stil couldnt close her mouth. (:
eileen anyhow carry shermaine.tsk tsk.
im sick ):
my baby.
eileen ong and i. we are so SWEET tgt. ((: HAD FUN. LOVES*
in pretence to sleep.
we had yoshinoya for dinner on the 2nd day of the camp. ((: WOOTS.
jolene and i. enjoying our food. (: DELICIOUS.
this is SHAUN. everyone is CRAZY about him. i find that he looks like PAUL TWOHILL. haha. :D
CLARENCE and YONG CAI rock to the max. oh ya! WHERE'S MAX?!?! SHORTY MAX IS GONE ):
US and TIMO. (:
IDA and us. she looks like MRS CECILIA LOW!! haha. our emaths teacher (:
BIG MAX seriously ROCKS. :D
SHAUN and ZAID. and US of course. we LOVE Them. they were our emcees. (: ROCK TO THE MAX people.
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, December 02, 2006
sorry if i had said bad things about NRA.
just because rachel mentioned "HIP HOP" thingy, that's y i WAS angered. well, im truly sorry la. but the choreo was really lack of variety. my point of view is different from urs. many will stand in ovation for the production. NEVER will there be a production perfect. i never say that DANCEPOINTE's production will be perfect. but dancepointe's production is going to have a wide range of genres.
different ppl have different point of views.
i guess previously i wasnt discriminating NRA. i was making a comment of my own; my point of view. :D
so vivien, if i had said anything wrong or discriminating NRA. im sorry.
yes i really really wanted to join NRA cos it was THAT good. i can put two thumbs up and i can proudly said that, you guys are superb in your hip hop dancing.
my girls here are not good at hip hop AT ALL. serious. neither do i. i admit.
im not here to cover up or anything inorder to benefit myself.
im just trying to purify my words which is necessary. :D
not trying to make myself appear angelic or what. im just doing what i should do. (:
i can see how much effort you guys have put in to perfect your steps. i can see that. i can see that your choreographer had put in infinity effort in making this production a catchy one. but all were fast-paced which certainly for me, wasnt quite good. in addition, the production was supposed to be a 2-hour one. yet we sat there for 3 hrs. our patience is limited. so yea. perhaps you can feedback to the organizers of the production that next time, have to improve on the duration of the production.
i bet you sit there for 3 hours isnt good either.
i admit that the dances were really good la. ^.^
you guys want to continue to criticize or whatever, i cant be bothered already. and i guess i was the FIRST who let this thing off. i chose to stop. so dont make yourself appear noble please. (: thank you for your cooperation. your heart knows the truth. try digging it now. ((:
about the tags, sorry if xiang had gave you the impression of "ah-beng" or what. haha. it meant that things should be talked face to face so as to resolve this conflict as effectively as possble. its not a confrontation of whatever sort you guys thought it was. i'll be at 27/31's square one day. try slapping me la. slap only what. im not in the wrong. see who's the riduculous one. it doesnt even concern you in the first place so yar. :D you can consider again but if you still want to stick to it, its totally fine with me.
i would prefer things to be talked out nicely. and not like, using fists or kicks or even acting like cats doing a cat fight. because i dont want to see you, rachel sow, to break your legs or any part of your body. i bet if you do, your bf will be super HEARTACHE. (:
dont worry about my situation with xiang.
not worth your time talking about it too. ((: just SMILE and dont bother ya?
my mom will get to know it la. dont have to worry about this. or dont have to wait for the moment where you will get to cheer when my mom is angry about my r/s with xiang. (:
dont worry dont worry. what mistakes which happened in the past, its alr over. (((: CHEERS!
stay mature if you yourselves claim to be. (:
i claim myself to be a matured, 16 year old, innocent, confident, caring and creative young lady.
im not angered by your harsh/ provocative words.
because i know God will give me peace and comfort when i need them.
so you can happily blog about me or whatasoever. i WONT be bothered. ((:
may make a few comments, thats all.
SMILES! ^.^ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, December 01, 2006
after much persuasion and stuff. i decided not to continue the childish WORDY warfare anymore.
im changing for myself. and not for hao en or whoever. but truly for myself.
as i was thinking about my actions, i felt that a christian shouldnt live a life like this.
and so, i decided not to say bad things and stuff.
not surrendering or give up or whatever.
im just providing a way out for everyone.
now i am happy. and im so overwhelmed with JOY. haha. :D
indeed God has showed US the way. and i really thank Him like how grateful chris and i are now. =P
tmr have RED camp. haha. its ssoooo fun! WOOTS. i am going to my FUTURE school. haha. NGEE ANN POLY. (:
dear is in ZOUK now. im feeling so lonely. haha. but im fine. im still contacting dearie. ((:
miss him a lot nia. =P have fun dear. ((: takkaire. i love you. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
