Saturday, January 28, 2006
WHAT IS THE DARN PROB WITH ME?
Y AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WHO PICKS A FIGHT?
Y AM I LIKE THAT?
Y AM I SO PETTY?
Y AM I SO UNREASONABLE??????
all i can sae is tt im really sorry.
i cant hold my tears back alr.
wait................................
ok. im done.
i noe i kept doing that.
i myself wanna noe y!
feeling so helpless.
can i ever patch it back?
can i heal them?
i guess not.
='(
-sccooootts off-
doing homework.
really hope everything would turn out fine........ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, January 19, 2006
HMM. wad a dae. early in the morn getta noe some SHOCKING NEWS. wow. really indeed.
i duno y. im pissed. super pissed. and tt was the dae tt i ask u guys. wow.
ferget it. since tat grp separated us. FINE. im so fine with it. i cant stand it animore.
we are frens fer so long. yet u sorta gav it up fer that group. HOW WONDERFUL.
must i thank you guys? MUST I? ='(
wad were you all thinking?
jealousy.
NO!
oh mann pls.
wad a thing to sae.
dun even think abt it. =/
i dun even hav my LAST chance. well. fine.
FINE.
PISSED OFF PPL.
darn it.
so pissing me... OFF!
fine..
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
yo. im bored. ltr hab to finish up my bio. i jus rmbed!! haha. oh no. im supposed to hand up last week!! oh no. darn. haish. die alr. duno if ms poh wil accept. hmm. yea.
received a news. and i was worried. i cared fer you gal. pls tell me wad happen to you.. ok? hees. in fact all of us are rather worried. and oso.. yea. she dint wana tell us wad happen to you. yea. but i really care fer u gal. haha. pls tell me wad actually happen ok? yea. takkaire gal.
wow. today's gym was like. haha. using chairs to dance out our item. haha. LOL. those chairs with wheels. haha. LOL. so fun!! hees.
all of us were enjoying it. haha. LOL. and we kenna scolded by laoshi. cos we were playing catching with those chairs.. yea. and we dint help to keep the mat. haha.
so laoshi scolded us. haha:D
eunice. anw. can send me the photos asap? hees. thanks. takkaire gal. =))
byebye. -scoots- - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, January 14, 2006
boo. time is like flying. now. so soon. its alr sat. EVENING. hai. haven touch my hw. die. =/
todae. had performance. wow. this is the 1st time i dint sweat in a performance. clean dry. well. did sweat i little. not much! =))
WOW. my grandfather made the pumpkin cake. duno wad's called. haha. its soo nice! i love it so much. hees.. fried----GOLDEN BROWN! whaha. im so enjoying it. whee~
tmr stil mus go church. sians. im bored. feel bored. dun feel like gg. feel like a routine. every sun go church. just to listen to sermons. hmm. i duno y i kept fallin aslp. whaha. mayb cos its plain and bored? haha. unlike my sch. so hyper. well. ma teachers sang well. haha. esp mrs khor ms shen n ms ho. haha. wow. they're the t-r-i-p-l-e-t-s in ma sch. haha.
duno wad's the prob w me nowaedaes. yea.
i duno wad's "frens".
i dun get it..
i cant get it.
they really confuse me!
i felt so out of place suddenly.
i duno wad to do. just to stand there alone.
wondering like nobodii's business.
wad a world it is.........
sorta conflicts are happening.
previously, there's totally NO WALL in between us.
now. im feeling like.. wow. so cold. duno if its me or its you.
or perhaps its YOU ALL. i dun get it. im staying.. in a corner??
we WERE v GOOD frens.
now..
HORRIBLE.
COLD. though we are good on the surface. im so sad.
perhaps im gg to lose you. as a fren. im so sad.
you may not noe who im referring to. but i guess some of them will noe. =/
just bcos a group appear. i felt so left out. hav you guys ever felt that wae?
its horrible!
i guess its not only me.
there's somebodii else too. i duno if she feel that wae.
but tt's how i feel.
i hab a decision to make now. and i dun tink i hv a choice.
cos this will b the one and only chance. haha. well.
SAD. yes. that's the word to use.
DEPRESSING. yea. another apt word. =/
well. guess i'd **** all of them out. yea.
not feeling too good. hee.
thanks to all my frens who are willing to keep by my side.. and encouragin me. thanks JOLENEHENGWEICHEE! haha. thanks gal. ^^ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, January 13, 2006
hee. im bored. and i've got nthg to do. im only flooded with lots of hw. perhaps not alot. but.. im quite sick n tired of them. whahaha. im gg to work hard fer my O's. whee. im finally sec 4. sec FOUR! haha. =))
well. tt's like 2 weeks ago or smthg? hha. LOL.
hmm. knew smthg very shocking yest. whaha. it was really SURPRISING you noe. i never knew tt! wow. wad a good play. haha. i did before. but she followed. wow. im so shocked. hee. :D
ehs. now. nothing but homework. haha. but its not like last year. LOTS AND LOTS. well. come to tink bout it agn. i tink its worst den last yr. haha. LOL.
hmm. got nthg to do. waiting fer call. im bored.
tmr got performance! haha. whee. im performin. well. i dun feel like putting make-up. im so sick of it. and moreover. im no longer impt. i mean fer this. hmm. will i ever get a chance agn??? *pondering on it*
well. there's nthg i can do. but just to get over those performance. haha. jus too bored.. yea. slpy. gg to slp. whaha. gotta wake up early tmr. haish. darn. performance. in the MORNING! hmms. well.
i hope they don come. haha. yea. really hope that [THEY] wont come. whaha. darn. hate it. just duno y. haha.
- w h y i s t h e w o r l d b e c o m i n g l i k e t h a t?? - - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, January 09, 2006
heyyo. im bored. eversince sch started. i's alwaes been v bz. esp with my 'DEAREST' HOMEWORK. oh mann. think bout it. it reminds me of yest!
i only slept fer 2.5hrs?? oh mann. thanks to the history assignment. i just wana do my assignment well. i sacrificed my PRECIOUS TIME fer it. chiong fer EVERYTHING last nit. it was.. HORRIGIBLE! ya.
OBVIOUSLY!
tt's how it went. did some hist stuff. slept at 12am. woke up at 1.30am. did history assignment. til around 3am. continued with.. amaths. HORRIBLE. anw. i must really thank mel n mag. fer helping with my work. LAST BUT NOT LEAST. my DEAREST jolene heng wei chee. haha. thanks fer helping me do the pair work. haha.
its not my work. haha. i noe tt. but i really had no choice. hees. dun understand.. =/
anw. tmr's HARI RAYA HAJI. haha. holidae. holidae again.. and guess wad i am thinking? whaha. only mag noes. haha. parents arent workin agn. haha. sian. bored.
but its good. my dad will bring us go eat breakfast.. lunch n dinner. haha. PERFECT PLAN! whaha. im bored. sleepy head.
so long dint blog alr. haah.
OH! surprisingly. todae. i wasnt really tired. though at times.. during class time. i was like.. gg to doze off that kinda pattern. well. i held on to it. i persevered. and i did it! esp fer chem class. haish. was kinda boring. i wana do well fer my o levels. though i may nt g to JC. but if i do well. i wld hab a darn high chance to go to poly and oso my preferred course. haha. yea. :D
im bored cann. haish. and todae. english teacher gave us our targets fer our eng o level. guess wad's mine?? 2.45!!! super high larrh. sooo high! my grade now is like wad.. 42%?? yea. how am i gg to meet that target? or how can i ever meet that target.
its my dream to even get a B3, for goodness sake.. =/
i doubt if i cld ever make it to the top. hmm. no space fer me! sadist.
RACHELKOHSHIYI. YOU ARE SITTING BESIDE ME NOW. HAHA.
SOOOOOOOO RPOUD TO HAB YOU. HAHA. WADEVER~ HAHA. WELL. WE SHALL WORK HARD FER O LEVELS YEA?? HAHA. TAKKAIRE GAL. :D
ok. i gonna blog til here.
IM FINE. DUN BOTHER TOO MUCH. ='( - i just wanted to say ...# ;
