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    Saturday, April 28, 2007


    YEAH!
    great day today.
    had school. though it was a little boring. but the subsequence events made them all worthwhile! (:
    went to town&met darling.
    intended to catch a movie. but was afraid that i would be late for m BBQ. (oh well, i was still late.)
    so, we went to eat something, we shopped around PS, walked to&fro along orchard road.
    and i had my NAVAL PIERCING done! ((:
    finally. ^.^
    darling bought a shirt&it was on promotion. so it was like. buy one get one free. he bought his&he gave the free one to me.
    baby. you are so generous. muack!

    reached east coast at 10pm. HAHA!
    VERY early indeed! (:
    paiseh. was so late.
    had fun for awhile (1hour)&we left.
    im feeling so tired now.
    misses to my dear! LOVE YOU!

    am chatting on the phone with him.
    baby. you are so nice to me.
    i felt so comfortable lying on your shoulder&being in your embrace throughout the journey home.
    *MISSES!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, April 27, 2007


    should i go home?
    or should i just stay in school& wait for boy till he finishes?
    then i make my way down to east coast.
    the OG leaders are leaving at 4plus yea.
    im so indecisive. HAHA. :D
    thats me. (:

    im feeling so tired. should i just take a nap now at the libary? haha. :D
    enjoying the freezing place here.

    IS this morning.
    i can just declare myself a BLURQUEEN now.
    there's no class today at 8am!
    and guess what. i thought there is.
    mann. anyhows.
    i thought i was late you know. the supposedly-class actually starts at 8am.
    but i only reached at 830. so i was like, frantically rushing my way up the classroom.
    in the end, i couldnt see any students. HAHA. :D
    such a dumb deborah here.
    I NEED BEAUTY SLEEP. I JUST MISSED AN EXTRA HOUR OF SLEEP!! )x

    it sucks. need more textbook. ohmann.
    hope to get them soon. want to read them. (: & do well in my semester. (:

    tired. going to rest now. im super duper tired. to the max. ):

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    NRA, HERE I COME! (:
    went for its audition. & the best thing is i got in! (:
    THANK GOD.
    practise next week! (x

    ballet just now.
    darn lethargic. but i gave my best.
    ankle weak today. oh wells. it happens once in a while.
    DEBORAH DID PRETTY WELL TODAY.

    slimming down is the best thing.
    keep working on, deborah. (:

    i miss baby.
    shit. i need beauty slp.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Tuesday, April 24, 2007


    bought my "ROCKS" today. i swear they weigh a million tonnes.
    bought POA, BCA books. have yet to buy two more books which also weigh a thousand tonnes.
    my shoulders were on the verge of breaking into million pieces. ):

    and my family too.
    my dad left home, my brother was chased out of house just now. a few 10-mins ago.
    i was pretty shocked by the reason he was being chased out.
    its not that i was shocked that he has a new gf, but i was shocked to hear that the reason of him being chased out was due to the arrival of some girl name BEISHAN at my house this afternoon.
    the cause of this event is that my mom forgot to bring her hp out this morning and she came back during lunchtime (i guess), to get it.
    so unfortunately, he was caught. im not sure of the exact events of what what had happened, but yea. that's what i heard from my brother.

    the moment i heard of the piece of saddening news, i teared.
    oh, so whatever.
    but i did, still.

    but anyway, not going to brood too much on the depressing stuffs, but lets talk about my achievements today.
    i'd managed to finish my POA homework, though i just bought the book WHICH WEIGHS A THOUSAND TONNES.
    mann. going to go for next lesson.

    gonna be late! (x

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    im so depressed.
    today is my LAST day of hiphop with shaun.
    i'll only resume hiphop once money comes to me.

    HIPHOP WAS FUN YET CHALLENGING!
    i always love to take up challenges, though it might be disheartening at times, i would still put in my best to make out BEST i can be. (:
    thats how a dancer should be by the way.
    hey shaun, are you reading this?
    yes. this is dedicated for you.
    eversince you came to teach hiphop, ive improved tremendously.
    previously, when i first took up hiphop, i crapped my way through okay.
    i just danced. well, i admitted that it was TOOOO much of ballet style.
    you are a great teacher, seriously.
    and the times spending with the hiphoppers&you will never be forgotten.
    it'll be etched deeply in my heart. (:
    LOVE YOU people&you teacher. ^.^
    might drop by next week. surprise okay. (:
    HUGGS.


    darns. i really miss hiphop. nearly teared baby.
    HAIYA. shit mann. im so going to miss you guys.
    *sob sob*

    tmr schooling!
    havent done my tutorials!!
    HAHA. shits.
    yea. FAECES.
    going to turn in. HAHA. :D

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Saturday, April 21, 2007


    fell into deep sleep once i closed my eyes.
    frightening dreams came haunting me, wondering what was wrong me when i regained consciousness.
    dreamt about myself returning to st margs. (perhaps i really missed that place)
    abigail was in, too.
    i could only remember this part where abigail and i wanted to take pictures.
    however, due to the school rule which says, "no using of hp in school premises", we decided to go to the toilet and cam-whore.
    we ran and went towards to last cubical (squat), i didnt look into the toilet and i just turned around, wanted to grab abigail's hand to take picture tgt.
    a scream was just being led out. without even looking what was happening, i escaped and ran for my life.
    as fearful as i was, i peeped into the toilet towards the last cubical and saw a bunch of hair swirling around the toilet bowl. abigail was sucked in.
    -THE END.

    what the freak. how could i dream these dreams. frightening. )x

    morning was a good period today.
    doing housework without eating breakfast was a torture.
    but i still did my work, vacumming the floor.
    then my mother came back and started checking the floor.
    zomgz.
    shes freaking irritating. saying here not clean there filthy.
    WHAT THE. F*
    told me to vacuum the whole darn house again! ):
    spoilt my day.
    bad mood all the way.

    i miss going to school. haha. :D
    anyway. my young little small juniors did well for chinese dance SYF competition.
    they achieved a GOLD award.
    a little disappointing. but they werent as good as the senior batch, frankly speaking.
    so i didnt actually expect much from them.
    as long as they did their BEST, its fine with me. (:
    too bad i did see how they did.
    didnt have time to. ):
    such a bad senior i am!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, April 20, 2007


    yeah baby. you are well! that means i can go to school with you on monday.
    i can have my lunch with you almost everyday!
    YEAH. LIFE'S GOING TO RESUME ITS NORMALCY. IM SO HAPPY.
    baby. you know i was so worried for you!!!!
    thank God that the negativity is over. WHAHA. :D

    school today is fine. (:
    though i was a little late for class. but it doesnt matter because its the FIRST week of school. so, lecturers would be linient to us.
    but from next week onwards, work will starting to flood me.
    and attendance will be stricter&late comers will be dealt with harsh consequences. ):
    not really harsh though. just that if you accumulate&accumulate, you'll be marked absent&be barred from exam. how sad.

    have to buy my macro textbook soon!
    SHEEZE!!
    i need it so by monday okay. its not funny. sigh.

    going to meet my mentor soon. (:
    finally got time to meet up with her. HAHA. :D
    mentor must have missing out a lot on my life. (:
    going to catch up with her soon. hahhaha.
    FINALLY!

    baby. i miss you. ^.^

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Thursday, April 19, 2007


    im stoning.
    firstly, im feeling super tired. but because i want to blog. i forced myself to stay awake for perhaps, the next 15 mins? (:
    secondly, i want to be by my honey. he's feeling super weak and im not beside him, serving him.
    im feeling so useless you know.

    after school, went over to his house to see how he was feeling.
    my gosh. it was burning hot okay.
    and he still dared to tell me he was fine in the morning when he was running a temperature at 40 degress celsius!
    FREAK!
    bee. how can you lie to me. just let me worry. its okay. i just want to know how you are feeling. and i'll just do whatever thats needed to soothe your discomfort.

    what kind of doctor is she to tell darling to not sweat and switch on the fan?
    HELLO! a feverish person should perspire his fever out¬ to get in contact with cool air!
    sigh. dont what to say. because honey was like telling me to listen to doctor.
    i was feeling so. URGHHHH. you know.
    you listened to me in the end. i felt so happy when you were perspiring like a dog and your fever was almost gone!
    i was so happy.

    bought porridge for him. and yar. sacrificed many stuffs.
    i was already carry many things and id got no more limbs to carry anymore stuffs.
    oh well. i want to buy honey porridge. so yea. persevered all the way to his home with my heavy bag on my shoulder, my heavy laptop, my bulky shoe bag&the container of porridge.
    YEAH. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

    i walked through the heavy downpour. (many people know that i hate walking in the rain)
    i forced myself to walk with my high heels through the puddles of water streaming down the covered shelter.
    i hate the feeling. but i really wanted to get something done. so i heck care. (:

    deborah. im so proud of you! (x

    baby. you must get well. im so worried for you.
    i cant live without you. i love you.
    i'll bring my misses to you tmr. i want to just give you a tight hug.
    allowing comfort ruling your body.

    tmr class is at 8am.
    going to catch my sleep now. (:
    im loving what im doing now.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    im seriously missing my honey choong rui xiang now.
    he's sick my gosh. having fever and everything.
    SIGH.
    all i want now is to rush to his house and see how's he.
    and i want to take care of him. feed him and give him water to drink.
    dont let him switch on the fan.
    pull the blanket over for him to sweat his fever out.
    deborahs so helpful to sit down here and just keep my mind focused on him!

    baby. i told you to sleep early.
    but now i felt a little regretful to had said those words.
    im missing your voice. at this time, i would have heard your voice will i sleep!
    but im not on the line with you. you are asleep. ):
    im feeling something is missing! SIGH.

    baby. i hope you wake up now.
    give me a call.
    I WANT TO HEAR YOU!

    yeahs. meeting honey tmr and going to school tgt! (x

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday, April 18, 2007


    finished lecture at 12pm when it started at 11am!
    lecture for ONLY one hour. haha.
    because it was supposed to be TWO hours of lecture.
    ended early and went to canteen two and had lunch with cheryl, hanizah, phyllis, ben&his friend.
    today we are the carbonara gang. we had carbonara for lunch.
    ALL OF US!

    baby came to find me as he was having his break.
    he was seriously not feeling well.
    he's freaking having fever&cough&whatever other symptoms that are going to give him insomnia.
    i believe he wont be having good sleep tonight.
    SOB.
    baby. take care of yourself yea. (:
    i love you.
    anyway. i hope he's feeling better.
    bought him bread and panadol and drink.
    SERIOUSLY HOPE HE'S FEELING BETTER!

    cheryl and i were like the guai kias of year ones.
    we were like copying notes like hell. haha. :D
    while we were busying copying notes, the lecturer was like.
    "i see you people copying so much. but actually you people dont need to copy because its going to be posted in the website. "
    -.-
    thats the face we gave.
    we felt so cheated! haha. :D

    saw many year two students too.
    they are retaking this module. haha.
    so united. one retake, the rest also retake. haha. (:

    nothing much. just that, im so worrying for him. he's sick!!!
    oh my. im so worried for him.
    going to accompany him home later!

    saw many people today!
    excited. (x

    this life is going to carry on.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Tuesday, April 17, 2007


    today didnt go to school for any lessons.
    there were no lessons anyway. (:
    but.i went school to collect my long-awaited notebook!
    HAHA! :D
    was soooo excited. ^.^

    oh my!!
    my lenovo V100 3000.
    super light (to me), and yea. its cool okay.
    i knew nuts about the functions and everything.
    was freaking figuring out the functions and everything.
    so kuku!
    didnt know how to activate the wireless!! )x
    but anyway. helpful people came along.
    like honey and his friends. ((:
    --
    in the end,i'd to bring to notebook helpdesk to do it.
    then you know what.
    the wireless thing was all right already!
    oh freak!

    downloaded those necessities.
    so lame. i havent got to try them out.
    tooms shall try it out. WHAHA.

    im still unfamiliar with stuffs in my precious notebook!
    im so going to struggle with it. =X

    oh anyway.
    yesterday, i was talking about something which i intended to blog today.
    yes! and thats my own bank savings!
    haha. i want to save my monthly earnings into it. and hope it'll be enough for my future dance education.
    but in the interim, i'll spend some on my own and of course, my needs. (:
    used atm card on my own for the first time! - top up my ezlink card.
    --
    it was so cool! WHAHAA :D

    oh YEAH. (:

    things had been fine for me.
    tried so hard. but will fail at times.
    oh well.
    YES DEBORAH. YOU CAN SURVIVE OKAY.
    YOU ARE PRETTY AND YES! BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN DO IT AND YES! YOU CAN DO IT.

    mann. super comforting myself. =X

    thats all for the day.
    i love myself!

    some pictures before i end. (:


    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    all right. i left my last footprint on sat.
    so i shall take the initiativeto give a brief summary of my days after sat. (:

    SUNDAY
    everything was just like clockwork.
    woke up and went off to church and attended only service! (:
    im sorry pastor ayan. i couldnt wake up. was enjoying my beauty sleep.
    oh well. after service, i was kind of in a hassle.
    rushed to seng kang from chua chu kang to meet my jie, took my salary from her and rushed back to jurong east to visit my grandma.
    she had an eye operation.
    imagine me chatting with my grandma in hokkien okay!
    went to ballet at 430. met bi feng at a very random place.
    REALLY RANDOM.
    nothing much. was just very tiring!

    MONDAY
    FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! was so excited.
    met honey at panjang to go to school tgt.
    he was late. so in the end was late for school.
    yea. nevermind. i was super early then.
    went for CCA fiesta. nothing much.
    kind of boring yea.
    signed up for NRA.
    HAHA. AUDITION (x
    gonna get busy soon. )x

    after school. something special happened.
    shall blog about it tmr.
    went for hiphop.
    REALLY GREAT.
    had gastric. and yes. thats it.
    felt tired and all. really sucked.
    bt honey bought hot drink for me. YEAH.
    thanks honey. i love you.

    never leave me. because i seriously need you sooo much!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Saturday, April 14, 2007


    im badly ill.
    and im feeling weak.
    my notebook will only be coming in on tuesday.
    so slow. ):

    on monday, im going to open my own bank account.
    oh well, i didnt ask for my parent's consent.
    oh mann. im going to die so much. ):

    IM SO FREAKING WEAK!

    miss my honey.
    he's slping and piggy-ing now. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    early in the morning, went to school again.
    the last thing before the orientation ends for good.
    while travelling in train, the sky poured heavily.
    so sick of the stupid wet weather.
    but oh well. id to bear with it.
    so in the end, my legs were all drenched!
    it sucked. the feeling sucked.
    i just want to be dry!

    reached school and walked to the sports complex with greg and our camp leaders.
    met the rest and waited for donkey hours!
    leaders were late, everyone was late.
    so in the end, programme started late.
    id to leave early to accompany honey update his passport stuff.
    hence, i only went there to watch TWO performances and cheer.
    thats all.
    the performances were great!
    really great.
    MAGNUM FORCE AND SOME DRUMS ENSEMBLE club.
    it worth our claps and cheers. (:

    my period came today.
    oh mann. so weak. cant stand properly. ):
    moreover im ill. (x.x)

    only realised after we left immigration centre and reached bugis.
    we walked and shopped.
    haha.
    finally got my shades!
    AWW. so pretty. aint they cool?
    haha. :D

    had a great day, really.
    thanks darling.
    i really love you. (:
    hugs to you.

    school is starting soon.
    the ever-exciting journey is about to begin!
    WHOO!
    NP-BA! HERE I COME!
    but my notebook is only coming to my house on tues.
    what the..!
    but at least i still get one in the end. (:
    satisfied. ^.^
    lectures for the week.
    its just going to be so dry. but whatever. going to enjoy it no matter what. (:

    i love myself. i love my dear.
    pretty deborah.
    charming ruixiang.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, April 13, 2007


    BAoc

    ive made great friends from this orientation but the sad thing is that we are not going to be in the same class!
    so now comes the question, "WHAT'S THE ORIENTATION FOR?"
    answer&explaination: nothing. we bonded so well, yet we will be separated. then we'll get into a new class with new people with new faces, and we have to bond again. so is there going to be a second orientation?
    HAHA. WHO KNOWS.

    the aftermath of BAoc is im sick!
    ok. sick in the head. (oh whatever, im not!! haha!)
    im seriously ill la dammit.
    after much cheering and playing of games (apparently not really games).
    im having sore throat&cough&blocked nose.
    oh well. its really quite dry. but yet, satisfying&enjoyable.
    especially the times we all laughed&joked.
    and the times we strengthened our bonds. (:
    its really heaven having made those bonds; friends!
    --
    looking forward to be in the same class, el dorado 7!!!

    class timetable is out! go check it out babies. (:
    ok. same class as greg. (:
    waiting for others to tell me which class they are going into.

    okay. more about the orientation!!
    pageon was one of the programmes and it was a disappointing one.
    the winners of BA pageon (male&female) were like those who cannot-make-it-ones.
    it was soooooo disappointing!!
    mann. when they announced the male winner of the pageon, my leader went, "WAHLAO! HE SO CANNOT MAKE IT CAN!!"
    when they announced the female winner of the pageon, all of us were like so quiet. no comments. but my heart was like. ERRR. so cannot make it. )x
    - oh well. shall just live with the disappointing results.

    lets carry on with the games and fun we had.
    first day when we first met each of our team members, we were like so quiet.
    and i bet all of us were like thinking, oh mann. this orientation was going to be an uninteresting one.
    however, to our surprise, we started to make new friends!
    the first friend i made was gregory. oh well. he actually took the initiative to talk to me, and of course the rest.
    then the next friend i made was cheryl. HEY. SHE'S ALSO A LEFTHANDER! haha. :D
    as time went on, we started to familiarise with the people we are mixing with. like. edwin, shaun, denise, nisha, hanizah, jun rong, run jie, yu yang, gary etc. and leaders such as eunice, hannah and hsien tze. they are like, so chinese speaking. but i was fine with it as i was from a chinese speaking family. (:
    but cheryl and greg couldnt take it. HAHA. :D

    games was quite boring. but the rest of the programmes were much more boring. hence, the games in the end wasnt as boring.
    we had much time laughing la. esp edwin, greg, cheryl&i. (:
    missed cheryl. didnt really get to see her today.
    busy meeting her bf. HAHA.

    today was the finale.
    after the experience of shivering in the convention centre. my group leaders&i went for dinner at bukit timah road.
    you knw the stretch of road of food stalls?
    they have very nice foods there!
    we ate rice with different dishes. (:
    really tasty.
    made my tongue excited! ^.^
    went with edwin, shannon, hsien tze, eunice, hannah and the other girl whom i dont know her name. had GREAT laugh.
    our laughter filled the whole air okay.
    and everyone was like staring at us. haha. :D
    because we were very noisy.
    oh whatever. we had fun.
    the end. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Tuesday, April 10, 2007


    switched personalities
    i feel so sorry for abigail. she's like a younger sister of mine, rather close to me. cannot say close to THAT extent. but she's still close to me. dote on her a lot with LOVE&CONCERN.
    anyway. today after hiphop class, abi and sandy just went to have a bite (GUESS THEY WERE HUNGRY!).
    but her mother&maid were waiting downstairs for her to return home tgt.
    guess after waiting for a long time, they still didnt see abi.
    they "panicked"&rang up DP.
    these all people can understand.
    --
    here comes the ridiculous part.
    MAID was the one complaining the most. saying lots of nonsensical stuffs.
    QUAK so much negativities about dance stuffs.
    whatever.
    heard from abi that maid hits&scolds her often.
    though you were in the QUAH family for 14 yrs from when abi was borned, it DOESNT give you the right to ABUSE her with all this faeces (shaaeet i mean).
    and know what. she actually scolded abi right in front of ALL the hiphoppers.
    abi also have dignity okay.
    dont be snobbish you little crap!
    her mom only said that the night is getting old and she has school tmr.
    THATS ALL OKAY!
    oh! whatever nonsense!
    you were like bah-blahing all the way saying what.
    "MUST CALL HER FATHER ALREADY. CANNOT CONTROL HER ALREADY."
    do you know your voice reverberated the whole compound?
    ynay ynay ynay all the way. WHALA! like a mouse.

    oh. thanks julia sweetie who had treated my drowsiness before hiphop started.
    i was feeling so tired&cried too hard for TWO DAYS!
    its beyond your imagination. it was really hard.
    so i was slping in between rest-times.
    too tired. )x

    HIPHOP was GREAT.
    *two thumbs up!*
    hey shaun, are you reading this? feeling excited about hiphop once again?
    HAHA. :D

    thanks baby. for accompanying the whole day.
    though the first part of the day wasnt pleasing to me.
    im sorry. but i really didnt feel good. )x
    im sorry.
    but you are so nice to me.
    just that youre petty at times. serious.
    im sorry!

    went for dinner-supper after hiphop.
    ate minced-meat noodles.
    aaaavvveeeragge la. =X
    baby missed his LAST train.
    luckily he still had his bus. (:
    THANK GOD.

    being beautiful is my mission. WHALA!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Sunday, April 08, 2007


    if i'd knew this were to happen, i rather not talk to you than to repeat this.

    anyway, last wednesday was supposed to work and ended up, when there wasnt anyone in the office, girlfriend and i had a good laugh at our own shots!

    to make things easier, i combined all of them to a collage. (:
    we were on drugs. thats y all the funny and eccentric photos are all here.
    tmr church!
    EASTER DAY!
    i miss you.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, April 06, 2007


    W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R DAY!

    woke up late at around 1130am.
    because i am a P-I-G.
    thanks. (:

    well. i slacked around as i woken up by my mom.
    i didnt wake up myself.
    so i took quite awhile to warm up my brain-cells.
    my brain cells need to get use to the environment you know.
    was actually in the BLURBLUR condition.
    then, went to eat breakfast cum lunch in the kitchen.
    --
    halfway through my lunch, ive got a T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E tummy ache.
    obviously, the L-O-G-I-C was , I HAD TO GO TO THE TOILET. (to relieve my bowels)
    i took a L-O-N-G L-O-N-G time, of course. (guess its due to eating too much chilli for my dinner- minced meat noodle.)
    my mother was actually running late for her interview for her supposedly new job.
    so she was like zomg darn irritated.
    thus, she began screaming and shouting at me, saying why i took so long to have my lunch.
    i said im in the toilet la. tummy terribly aching.
    --
    so nevermind. after spending quite some time in the toilet.
    i went back to cont my lunch (had my hands washed!).
    so the screamings stopped.
    after my lunch, there came my H-O-R-R-E-N-D-O-U-S tummy ache. A-G-A-I-N!
    so ive to clear my bowels once more.
    really horrrrrrbiGIble la.
    --
    so my mother was super irritated and started her non-stop screamings.
    W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R!
    i couldnt just leave the toilet wad.
    i was irritated also okay! not as if im emotionless.
    irritated because ive to answer her stupid questions and yet i was doing SUPER BIG BUSINESS at that point of time!
    here comes the non-sensical part.
    she came with a chair and started banging it against my toilet door, forcing me to get out of the toilet.
    i was like. WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT FROM ME!
    I JUST WANT TO SHIT MY LIFE OUT LA.
    screeching her voice to the max, ive gotten my business done and opened that loose, collapse-gonna-be door.
    whatever.
    accusing me for trying to escape doing the DAMN STUPID HOUSEWORK (which apparently NOT true).
    WHATEVER!!!
    then saying my sister needs to bathe badly.
    WHATEVER!!!!!!
    there came the FLYING CHAIR.
    WAHLAO.
    luckily i reacted fast.
    it was just a split sec for that darn chair to reach me.
    i pushed the chair away. with my lousily postitioned hands and fingers.
    hence i'd gotten my knuckles innocently knocked.
    its now bruised.
    WHAT A DAY.
    bullied me to mop this mop that.
    WHATEVER.
    i did it anyhow.
    because i thought it was SUPER SPARKLING CLEAN can.
    i can even see my own reflection dammit.

    oh well. though it was a horrendous experience.
    but ive got something else which cheered me up!
    they are. my ballet class and my honey!
    hehe. thanks.
    I LOVE YOU!

    worked at dancepointe today.
    it was SUPER FUN.
    oh well.
    VERY the BUSY yea.
    parents complained many.
    saying the workmanship not good. super lousy.
    saying the leotard all those exam attire came so late.
    yea. WHATEVER.
    you think ms foo wants it meh.
    WAHLAO.
    there's only O-N-E good supplier in SINGAPORE OK!
    SONATA!
    haha. (:
    kinda like promoting. but. yes.
    it is the one. (:

    cant work on sat already.
    dammit. i was supposed to work. and jennifer happily called waileng to work.
    DAMMIT.
    money drop from the sky please.

    my laptop!
    my parents cant apply for the NTUC income LOAN.
    DAMMIT.
    at first was my dad.
    cause the law was against him.
    then came my mom.
    saying that she DOESNT have payslips.
    WHATEVER.
    i dont really believe.
    because i think ALL companies are supposed to give their workers payslips!
    i guess she just doesnt want me to get a laptop and benefit more than my bro and herself dammit!
    WHAAAAATEEEVERRR LA!
    haiya. so problematic.
    can someone just let me use your account to pay for the monthly instalments and i'll just pay you back whatever the amount is.
    PLEASE.
    desperately needs it.

    im so going to open my own bank account.
    handle my own pay and yes!
    save up for my future. (:
    since my mother DIDNT SAVE UP MY PAY FOR MY FUTURE AT ALL!
    wth.
    oh well.
    my 500++ bucks flew away to PUB and M1.
    byebye my money. ):

    wordie entry.
    gonna post pictures the next time round about yest.
    about gf and i. crazily taking pics when we were working. (:
    HAHA :D
    hug hug girlfriend.
    we had a GOOD laugh. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday, April 04, 2007


    had to work today at 12 plus.
    guess what. i woke up at 1230!!
    looking at the clock, i immediately jumped out of bed!
    and forgot to call dear dear.
    said will call him but because i was rushing, i forgot.
    i cared less and just focusing on rushing to work.

    when i was in bus 30. this old ah ma talked to me.
    zomg.
    SHE'S SO FRIENDLY AND CHEERFUL!
    we started our conversation with a smile.
    then she asked me where i was heading.
    then i said, im going to dance.
    but actually im going to work. because i forgot!!! (my mind was thinking DANCING when im in bus 30, you see.)
    so her eyes lit up!
    she asked me how many years have i engaged myself in dance.
    i said proudly, 10 YEARS.
    she was VERY amazed and excited.
    then she told me about her interests.
    especially when she was younger, she loved dancing. and she danced before! (x
    she was asking where im learning. i said. taman jurong CC.
    she was like. ORH~
    she asked how much. i said a few hundred over three months.
    she was like. so EX?!?!
    i said, because we are not under CC. we are a private organisation. (:
    she went, OOOO.
    HOW COOL CAN!
    loved it. (x
    even fate-meet-ups can be like this.

    ate jennifer's fav food for lunch.
    REALLY THUMBS UP!

    worked worked worked at dancepointe.
    calculated the amounts till i was going bonkers.
    recalculated MANY times okay.
    finally it was just one digit which caused me to press the calculator million times!
    WTH.
    but anyway. was really relieved that i got them done.
    YES DEBORAH. YOU DID VERY WELL!

    headed home alone as uncle lance and ms foo had to head to somewhere else urgently.
    so yea. lonely trip.
    and something really dumb happened to me.
    --
    bus 240 home.
    was going to alight at interchange and guess what.
    i could feel something resisting my knee to straighten.
    it was somewhere near my cartilage. (i guess)
    but i could care less because i was the last 2nd to alight. if i had dragged longer, i would be in the bus alone with the bus driver for split second.
    and so, i just forced my knee to straighten and my knee just went *CLIAK!*
    mann. it really hurt. A LOT!

    as i made my way to berth 242, my knee hurt all the way.
    all the way home. )x
    gotta go visit a chinese physician one fine day.
    WHATEVER.
    no money.

    nothing special today la.
    the end. (:
    around of applause please.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Tuesday, April 03, 2007


    WHEN IS MY LAPTOP COMING?!?!?!
    so suck.
    has the application approved?
    when are you efficient people informing us?
    its going to be TWO weeks from when i had bought my laptop using hire purchase ok.

    tmr morning, i need to make a trip down to a CC to enquire about singpass thing.
    lousy singpass website.
    just cant "BACK" my page.
    i seriously need my transaction reference!
    bloody hell.
    i need those stuffs by tmr can.
    why are these things happening to me at THIS time?!?!?!
    ARH!!
    --
    gotta get those forms signed today!

    oh well. honey's blog.
    ermm. its seriously a little disrespectful.
    i still have to take the hardships im facing.
    no choice.
    who asked me to be borned in this family? quotes my mother.
    well. honey only heard part of the whole thing. which is only my story and my complaint.
    didnt hear my mom's part of story.
    perhaps she has some things to say too? (:

    YEAH.
    im back for hiphop today. really enjoyed it.
    i seriously regretted giving shaun cold shoulder.
    should have been more like. friendly and crazy?
    mann. where's that deborah today?!?!?!?!
    *SLAPS*
    WAKE UP DEBORAH.
    the world is still revolving. life has to carry on honey.
    *PATS myself*
    --
    though im back to class today.
    i might be only attending three more lessons in order to fulfil the whole term.
    so yea. in the end still have to pay about 150 plus.
    sucks.
    money is an issue.
    it will be ALWAYS.

    my gums are like aching like shit.
    so are my muscles.
    darn.
    this is the aftermath of attending ms foo's sunday classes.
    but i enjoyed those challenges being put up in front of me.
    i love those crazy moments doing stupid stuns with kelly.

    life is good. i just love my life.
    deborah is surviving. WOW.
    claps claps.
    going on deborah. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Monday, April 02, 2007


    i cant take it when my photos are gone!
    photos which i took on the last day of my performance!!!
    so frk out.
    SUCK IT OUT.

    justine is away for camp today.
    just hope she'll enjoy eventhough i backed out.
    well. at least she has her boyfriend to accompany her! (x
    she's gotten herself a partner. after so long. (:

    my handphone bill had been constantly rising.
    from 30 bucks to 40 bucks.
    well. at least i maintained at 40 bucks these few months.
    was drinking some hot drink last night and my mother came giving me a heart-wrenching scolding!
    WHATEVER.
    i give YOU my pay is because i respect you.
    i give YOU my pay is because i thought you'll save it up for my bloody future.
    i give YOU my pay is because i want to use it as a relief for my laptop and sydney trip!
    NOT to GIVE you and pay for starhub cable tv, electrical bills etc!
    those stuff are neccessary and they should be coming out from YOUR bank account and NOT MINE.
    i know they didnt go into your bank and spend it.
    but you should at least save it up for me!!!
    WTH.

    i want to buy theraband!
    i want to buy some freaking hard stuff to massage my muscles.
    super aching now after yest's training.

    more money please.

    I MISS MY HONEY.
    honey, my mom bought something for you. (:
    haha. pass it to you on fri or something. ^.^

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;