Tuesday, October 31, 2006
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, MY BIOLOGY PAPER TOMORROW!! THANKS! (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
on sat, the SERVERS had combined youth activity with ACTS and GNBC.
it was entertaining watching the different groups of people playing against each other.
it was competitive. especially my game with yixin jiejie and chris.
WOW. it was like, match-point. the worst thing was our score was 14-14 at the crucial moment.
either one will lose of we missed it.
and so, mag and i missed.
but it was i who missed it.
well, it was just a friendly game. so it was still quite fun though we are actually playing against the wind which was rather frustrating.
overall, all of us had a great time.
TOO BAD MENTOR MISSED IT. BUT MENTOR'S SISTER DIDNT. so share with her. (: will send her an email soon. :D
and on sat night, before i went pastor's house and had my stay there, my mother told me to do her a favour- to transfer the camera photos into the com.
and my sister was pestering me to let her see what i was doing.
and so she was hiding behind me, apparently climbing up the window grill.
what had happened after that???
haha. she fell off, together with the window grill.
-.-
she was frightened. shocked.
her lips turned pale. she was stoning as if she couldnt remember what had happened previously.
i'd got a shock out of my life too.
and so did my parents.
O.o
and today, i mean yesterday, i had my O level chinese paper.
it was quite hard. i couldnt do the first section.
however, as i proceed on with my comprehension, i was doing fine.
and let's pray for my paper/ answers that they were really fine.
i came back home late. really late.
and my dad was asking me about my paper.
i said it was ok. and so i let him see my question paper.
he said wrong wrong wrong.
my reaction was. OH NO.
but of course some were right.
in the end we were quarrelling over my answers.
SIGH.
did i really do badly.
im so worried.
but well, what's done cannot be undone.
just leave everything to God.
He'll bless me with good results. (:
today, i came home very late. it was at the "eleventh hour". haha. :D
serious, i came back at 11pm.
had dance will 10 plus PM.
and waited for my bus and everything, reached home at 11pm.
dance was exciting. was enjoying a lot.
many stunts and arduous steps were thrown to us, the more flexible ones to do.
CAN DIE AR!!! =X
but i LOVE it.
want to watch it?
get the tickets from me yar? thanks.
eh. got a comment from mr shawn lee.
he was telling me, "Keep on dancing.." and all he always does is to give me SMILES.
(((:
good sign huh. (:
all right, my brother's turn to use the com (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, October 29, 2006
TOMORROW IS O LEVEL CHINESE. PRAY FOR ME PLEASE!! (:THANKS! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, October 27, 2006
am i your precious?
NO!
am i just another prostitute from some places?
perhaps. i dont know. only you know.
am i rubbish to you?
YES!
do i just spend your money and laze around? in other words, worthless?
YES!
the above
i was just pondering on some things.
things my mother would think about me.
for whatever i do wrong, you will always say that i dont take initiative! you will always say that i am stupid.
then what can you do to make me smarter?to become your precious?
to become one whom you can show off to your friends?
sigh.
its at the end of my tether!
i cant be bothered anymore! :((
just came back from tuition.
i am so happy.
currently in good mood.
why?
cos towey says that my situational writing is NOT BAD!
GOOD!!!!!
whahahs. :D
off to bathe! (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, October 26, 2006
life is no longer mundane but hectic!
sudden change of life.
getting use to it.
nowadays, studied at somewhere.
and it was fruitful. (:
i killed two birds with one stone.
because i was able to see me dar.
and yes. haha. spent almost everyday together.
but now, we've to make a 180 degrees spin.
sec school is closing today. as in everyone else, except for the ones taking Os next yr. whahah :D
so, i will not be meeting my dar as often as before. :(
sobs. :'(
well. after Os, everything will be back to normal again!
whee :D
its going to end in 3 weeks time!!!
eh. let me think. somehow 3 weeks time!
feeling so excited!!!
im so going to be a NP student next year.
and after i get my diploma, i might be flying away for years.
people, dont miss me!
i know my dar will. definitely.
finishing my chem!! woots.
achievement of the day. (:
have to start on my amaths and bio.
gosh. bio is on next wed!!!
papers will be flying to singapore soon.
gosh.
quick quick finish!
looking forward to the day when i'll be another person.
a bird being set free after living in a jail for thousand years.
i shall be that bird.
every thing of me, physical and emotionally, will change!
hahahah. :D
dont get shock! =)
im going to bathe alr.
waiting for dar to reach home and give me call! ((:
whees. miss you!
hugs.
takkaire. :D - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
finally able to blog at home.
seriously, i dont know how to start my post for today.
basically, i enjoyed my day waiting.
indeed, i studied quite a lot today.
chiong 5 chapters of bio and still going on.
read a few good essays from the essay book.
tried hard to memorise them (:
hope to be able to pour out everything during the exam and not let those things vanish into the air. (:
able to recap la. so not to worry.
my worry for now is AMATHS!
gosh. that's my F9.
not proud to have a F9 ok!
*sigh*
im so happy.
i could actually read your mind! (((:
i knew there's a tinge of jealousy developed!
haha. its just h****. dont worry.
he's not one to be afraid of ok? =.+
dont know why you kept thinking that he's better than you.
i seriously dumped that thinking.
for once. ONCE, yes.
but the more you look at him, he's just another ordinary guy.
get it?
you are special. special. ok?
dont fear all right?
i know my actions and my words do contradict.
but have faith in yourself and even if you dont have confidence in youself, have faith in God ok? ((((:
gorged myself with 3 packets of tidbits today!
wow. impressive isnt it?
was coughing non-stop for awhile.
it soon diminish after i drank my water. (:
no worries!
i miss my mentor!!
she's off to perth.
this sat is combined youth activities.
playing bball when i didnt know to play?!?!?!
playing badminton too!
im going to be so worn-out!
nevermind. once in a while.
im going to have my dinner soon.
feeling so famish right now.
the aroma from my sister's packet of chicken rice is lingering up my nose! (:
hahaha :D
off to dine! +.- - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, October 23, 2006
is life full of jealousy?
is this a sign of the end of a wonderful reality?
i really dont know.
i cant say anything.
i have absolutely no right to.
because its my fault for being so kpo.
yupp.
im pondering and i believe that i'd taken a right step.
and a step towards my future. and till the end of the world comes.
im holding on to this wonderful trust.
you are also holding to this wonderful trust.
i know and im aware.
however, i think i somehow broke it.
many times.
can it ever be mended it back?
sometimes i am afraid to face such a circumstance.
putting myself in your shoes hurts.
hurts a lot.
i m one who dont think before i do things.
i am sorry.
so super sorry.
i guess now, whatever i say, no matter how i apologize, they're useless.
i dont mean to break such a precious gem which holds closely to my heart.
perhaps i know its nothing. really nothing. REALLY REALLY NOTHING.
and so i carried on, but i didnt realise that the other party was thinking or suspecting otherwise.
is this going to go on non-stop?
is this wonderful trust and reality we've created going to end?
im afraid.
just like im very much afraid to die.
or rather people's phobia of dying.
though i dont really afraid to die. ;(
what's happening next?
i dont know. i dont want to know.
emo-ing. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
hello! im back to blog after so so long.
currently at some place illegal. haha. :D
im pretending to be one. (:
haha! and passers-by were taken in!
because i've all the necessities.
oh well. supposed to study la.
but im stealing some time out to blog.
if not, i'll NEVER have a chance to. (:
yesterday was a sunday.
of course, went church. then after 'lunch', went for my dance class.
all i can comment about the class was one word - "xiong".
it was terribly sucking my energy out of my soul.
at first it was still all right.
only when we started in the centre, everything turned to the opposite.
rather enjoyable. but i was so shag. shag to the max.
did dan's class. because there'll be a performance coming up!
whaha. :D and of course, i'll be performing.
DUH----------
im one of the pioneer batch people.
hoping to get a chance to perform for funky jazz item.
yearning for that day to come. (:
ticket sales. eh. let me recall.
matinee show cheaper. -duh.
think its 15/ 20/ 25 bucks.
night show (gala night)
more ex.
20/ 25/ 30 bucks.
think its like that. (:
tell me how many you want. and who going.
so i can have all the names and i can book the tickets easily. (:
thanks a lot.
feeling super excited.
oh. went to jp with my mom last night.
had my dinner at kopitiam.
hokkien mee. very tasty.
probably because i was so hungry. (:
was standing at the stall queuing for my food.
then the next order was 2 plates of hokkien mee.
NO BEANSPROUT!!!
lol. i was not surprised.
i have friends who dont like tao gei either.
but. i dont get the reason why they dont like them!
tao gei is so nice la. WHY WHY WHY.
probably im a veggie lover. =X
my tummy muscles are aching!
everywhere is aching..
someone please massage for me.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. O.o
im so xing fu. (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, October 19, 2006
pictures time!
ah lian pose(: 
miss you.
ok. enough pics. lazy to post more(: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
im back to blog.
i think i wrongly accused my mother for taking the stupid cable away.
WOOPS.
oh well. probably it was because i dont trust her.
it is accumulated over a period of time....
that's why. ):
i'll pray about it.
today, i had my bio/chem prac.
it went well. thank God for the calmness He'd instilled in us.
peace had roamed over the whole room for most of us during the prac.
HAHA. :D
my brother was right!
for chem, they'll surely give us QUALITATIVE ANALYSIS!
omg. thought titration will come out. or redox. or rate of reaction.
HAHA. my brother is so going to be the fortune teller!
whaha. :D
biology, we were given two leafy shoots and told us to write down what we would observe after 30 mins when the two leafy shoots were placed in different environmental condition.
one in a test tube filled with water and the other in an empty test tube. YEP.
the other one was blue cobalt chloride paper. place on two sides of the leaf. upper and lower.
test for water vapour thing la. (: and explain why is this so..... :D
then the last one was..
MAIZE GRAIN!!!!!
gosh. labelled wrongly. but pointed at the correct spot. still wrong anyway. )x
supposed to label embryo and endosperm. GOSH. sigh.
im feeling so sad.....
lost the most TWO marks.
if not then one mark. sigh. =X
that's all about it.
and dear waited for me and sent me back home.
dear dumb dumb.
alighted wrong stop.
then before dear reached where i was, i saw ken and boat in the bus. (:
they were laughing. gosh.
they were being so bad!!!!!!!! ):
he's supposed to call me after he'd bathed!!
hmm. =X
im waiting you know. haha. but its ok.
i also made you wait for me.. (always)
miss you.
oh ya. want to clear some misunderstanding.
about the msgs in my phone.
sigh.
that day when you read it, i know you were badly affected by it.
because of all the contents that were inside. )x
sorry. those were not what you think.
i can explain. i found them sweet and so i saved them.
no other implications. ok?
love.only.you. (x
thanks for accompanying me.
hope that not the reason why you came. ): - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
omg. i cant believe that im back to blog. (:
because my mother took that stupid cable away again!
however, its a different story now. )x
she took the telephone-headed one to work.
sucks.
im so bored.
tmr will be my prac.
gosh.
gosh.
im so scared for my prac tmr.
SO SO SO SCARED.
hmm. hmm.
hmm. hmm.
hmm. hmm.
dont really hav anything to blog alr.
finish studying chem and bio prac.
but not everything.
not going to blog anymore.
sians. bye. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, October 14, 2006
just came back from chalet not too long ago.
what's happening tonight will be BBQ.
and my parents will be staying over at SAFRA chalet.
WHOOTS.
my brother and i will be staying at home.
i know my dad wants me to stay over at SAFRA with them.
i seriously want to stay with him. but if my mom isnt going to be there, definitely, i will be staying over.
but now. its not the case! )x
so i might as well stay at home.
moreover, it'll be easier for me to go church in the morning. (:
the condition of haze is deteriorating.
whaha. my wish has come true!
haze, haze please come back.
haha. :D
oh. it isnt a good idea afterall.
because my O levels are coming! )x
im feeling so scared.
especially the oncoming practical im so going to face.
its not just an exam. its O LEVEL exam.
no play play.
im so going to be dead.
-dead-
so scared can. )x
all right. im going to start going through again. (:
all the tests which are likely to come out.
every single topic has a little chance of coming out. )x
sobs.
so i must revise EVERYTHING.
gosh.
heavily- burdened.
probably its ok.
because, its just going to be a month plus plus! (:
keep going deborah.
you can do it!
hope everything goes well. (:
SMILE. :D
OCTOBER BABIES OF THE MONTH
-crystal
-joey
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I AM SERIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH YOU! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, October 12, 2006
im so missing you badly. (:
because you just left my side. )x
tmr will be the last day of school.
but please. dont tell anyone. (:
because i want to go out and study. let me try out for a week.
see if its more effective.
sigh. i need to wash my own clothes from now onwards.
my mom is not going to wash them for me. but washes for everyone else.
i didnt help her vaccum the floor yesterday.
and she was furious. blown off her top.
no joke.
she was really spikey at her words.
poked my heart.
then, she carried a knife and stabbed my heart.
i didnt say anything.
because it was my fault anyway.
of course, i was furious too.
the things she did to me last night, was really NOT her.
as a parent, she shouldnt do it. but she did.
she was really acting so disgustingly. i hate it.
i was actually sitting on the carpet in the living room.
she was vacuuming the floor. and she came over and used the stupid vacuum cleaner and banged against my butt.
whats more. i left that place and shifted to somewhere else.
she came over and hit my feet!
sigh. was really frustrated.
still, i kept quiet.
its my fault anyway.
i hate her!!! but when can i tell her that?
life without her rocks.
rocks totally. -.-
but i found comfort from the bible.
God gave me advices and wisdom, of course.
i was really glad.
i went into the room, and flipped open the bible.
saw a few verses. they werent for me.
and so i told myself, "Surely, God will want to tell me something. cannot be. flip more and i'll read something that is more for me."
and so i did.
i flipped a few times and it read before me, "colossians." then it continued, "rules of a christian household."
and i had this feeling that that passage is for me.
and so i read it on. (:
and.... TADA!
i found comfort.
flip open your bible and you'll know what i meant. (:
ok. in case you dont have the bible, i shall post them up. (:
colossians 3:22-23
salves, obey your earthly masters in everything you do; and do it, not only when their eye is on you and to win their favour, but with sincerity of heart and reverence for the Lord. Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men.
colossians 3:12-14
therefore as God-chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.
its so comforting. (:
today, dear passed me vodka absolut bottle. haha. so pretty!! (: *kiss*
and yep. (: enjoyed my day lots.
LOVES` - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
im so so so fat! cant stand it.
felt so heavy.
hey teresa. remember to lose some weight! haha.
:D before going for prom. (:
stay pretty.
im so bored.
just completed some of the worksheets.
darn. i feel so nerd. )x
sulk sulk.
nvm.
A NERD IS GOOD. (: EVERY PARENT WOULD LOVE TO SEE THEIR CHILD A NERD!
this is so so so true. my parents want me to be like a nerd..
for example. kuek kuek, qinglun. hmm. who else?
these two came into my mind with a snap when i come to think about nerds..............
haha. :D
no offence. (:
smile. takkaire. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
back home. tired.
my dear's still sleeping like a pig.
i think so.
because i msged him and.
one min passed......
two mins passed....
threee mins passed...
five mins passed.......
ten mins passed.....
twenty mins passed.........
thirty mins passed.....
one hour passed........
NO REPLY!!!
sigh.
but im still waiting. )x
i shall be patient.
cant blame him la.
stayed out the whole darn night.
admiring the stars only.
why?
because i wasnt there right???? haha. :D
im still waiting la. )x
nvm. i shall go on with my work. (:
bye.
-leave a tag-
thanks to you. for your understanding! (: loves you! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
oh yes. back to blog once again.
teresa not here today.
sigh. im so super tired. shall catch a wink later. (:
im in school now. at the library. im so so so lazy to do my things!
anw, dear is a little drunk. haha. :D
he must be tired la. stayed out the whole night.
and when i woke up this morning, he's like still awake?!?!
whahas. but some of his friends were already knocked out by ABSOLUTE.
oh wells. (:
christians cannot be alcoholic but can still drink alcohol rite? =S
thought christians shouldnt even harbour thoughts about drinking alcoholic drinks.
personally, im very tempted to get drunk.
why?
because i didnt get to experience the feeling of getting REAL-DRUNK.
shall wait till im emo then i drink. ((:
so i can actually pour out my sorrows -alone.
O levels is just round the corner!!! oh mann. hell hell.
i cant believe at the state im in. oh mann.
give me strength of Lord. )x
all right. i should get on to REAL BUSINESS.
talking about my dad's birthday celebration.. LAST NIGHT.
we went to teban gardens to eat steamboat. again. ordered some dishes. (:
and yes! we enjoyed.
and my dad was overjoyed to receive the birthday card made by me.
i made it last minute ok. took less than ONE hour. haha. :D
im happy to see my dad happy. :D
then, we went to swensens to have our dessert. haha. ice cream.
yum yum.. delicious. (:
all right. that's about all.
dear's still at chalet. (: -> :(
whaas. O.o
bye. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
whaha. back to school.
today is the 10th of OCTOBER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!
sigh.
i dont think i'll be able to study today AGAIN.
because my dad bring us out for a sumptious dinner.
and then, we'll reach back home late.
actually yesterday i could still remember that its my dad's birthday today.
but i dont know why, probably due to STM, i couldnt remember when i wake up.
only till now, when im having my free period, i'd to log in to show that im present.
oh well. we'd to write date blablabla.
and so, allysa asked me what's that date today,
i said 10th OCTOBER.
10 october.
10 october.
10 october.
10 october.
10 october.
10 october.
AHHHH!!!!! 10 october!!!!!
i remembered.
wondering what im going to eat tonight.
and today, dear's going to changi aloha.
did i go there the other time?
haha.
with a well-planned day, it wont boring.
if there are no planned activities, it'll be rather boring you know.
so get prepared with all the games or whatsoever. (:
and what. im going to miss him for the next two days!!!!
sigh sigh sigh.
come to think about it. an indescribable feeling washed over me...... (like nobody's business)
oh no....
haha! last night, i made my own cupboard for my books!
whahahas.
so innovative. (:
use boxes... and cut it into two. EQUALLY.
heh.
but i feel that my room is still as messy as before. =X
all right. gotta switch computer with allysa. haha. :D
byebye. leave a tag before you go. SMILE.
pray for me. exams are coming. sigh.
im so da*n scared la. -.- - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, October 09, 2006
oh. im supposed to blog yest. but i didnt have to chance to.
because, i went to visit my grandma at her place.
talked to her in hokkien.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!?!
whahahs.
all thanks to my dear who always talked to me in hokkien.
i meant sometimes. and so, i managed to cling on till i left my grandma's house and YES. back to chinese and english. (:
i am happy. forever and ever will be happy.
yesterday was our 2month. sorry. didnt manage to celebrate with you dar, cos i've got ballet class till evening and then, my parents came and fetch me for dinner.
but im happy still because i know you love me! (: and also i know that you are missing me! (x
and today, we met up. and yes. dear, i enjoyed my day dear. i bet you enjoyed it too. miss you so. (: ilu.
there're so many things i've gotta do.
SO MANY TILL IM SUFFOCATING!
and so... im leaving my last few words here and. ahahaha. go and pack my things and do my work.
tonnes and tonnes to do. )x
-im sorry. i cant go back to the road i used to walk with you.... its destined like that and so we must accept it. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, October 07, 2006
with my trembling hands, i have to update still.
early in the morning (not that early though - 1330), i was woken up by my dear brother.
he practically shook me out of bed.
opening my eyes, i read the time and rushed to wash myself up and started washing the toilet, vacuumming the floor. and lastly, mopped the floor.
mission accomplished!
but now, my hands are trembling in tiredness.
ate hor fun for lunch. not very hor fun but its still hor fun.
all of it is in my stomach, going through the process of digestion.
not going for tuition already, because i finished my housework late. and by the time i go down, people will be starting to pack their bags and leave.
so what for i go down? haha. :D
still, i have to study.
will be going church later for latern festival.
BSC kids again. =X
tired. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, October 06, 2006
do all fathers want their daughters to wear hot-shorts? mini skirts?
haha.
this is just a thought lingering in my mind. (:
because, a few days ago, after our dinner, my parents and i went to one of gek poh apparel's shop. and yes. my mother went to buy lingerie. and i did too. ok. shant be so explicit. (:
and yar. my dad was just hanging outside the shop. and suddenly, he took a display set of a pair of hot-shorts and told me to try it on. haha.
obviously i took the big big size. - L
in the end, i bought one.
just now, i went out to take in all the clothings from the teko.
and guess wad. all the teko started falling. one by one. haha. i just looked at the teko drop.
didnt really care la. would be embarrassed if there was someone there. haha. fortunately, there wasnt! (:
my dad loves to eat steamboat.
i know that.
because, just now was already running late. at about 9, we still hadnt have our dinner.
my mother requested that we just eat some hor fun or wad, then go home.
but my dad insisted in eating steamboat. haha. :D
and so we did. its some fishhead steamboat.
called, YU TOU LU. aiya. i also dont know how to say.
nvm...
oh no. record for not seeing my mother is still 2 days.
actually the record was a week. haha. last year, i rmb that i went NZ.
and i didnt see her for a week.
seriously, i didnt miss her. haha.
i still love my dad! (:
`LOVES.
yeah. my sms and my free calls is going to be renewed in 15 mins time! (: WOOTS. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
ok. im late for school today. haha.
forever late one la. too frequent till i dont really care.
but most of the time, im not booked. because i've reasons. whaha.
the office ahma so blur.
my name, the time i entered the school and the words on the late coming slip went, "DO NOT BOOK!"
that BLUR ahma couldnt read.
and there she went, "WHY YOU COME SO LATE?!?! DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO COME AT 7 AM IN THE MORNING?!?!?! (she thought i was late previously already) WHAT TIME DID YOU COME IN?!?!
i went, "huh? was i supposed to come in at 7? i dont think so leh."
then she pointed at the back of the slip. i was like, "eh. this is the first time im late leh. i wasnt late previously, and i so i dont need to report at 7!"
then she asked what time i came in, i replied, "its written on that paper!!!!!!!!"
she went, "then why you giving me this slip of paper?"
i went, "im supposed to come in and take attendance!!!"
she was like, "oh. but taking attendance isnt my job."
i went, "oh. but stil, i have to take attendance!"
then she went what's your name?
i replied, "DEBORAH LOO MINYI! or rather, LOO MINYI DEBORAH."
whaha. then she ambled to the cabinet and get my class attendance list and ticked my name.
so lame la. -.-
im so bored now.
pure humans and im not taking pure humans.
whah. that's why im always so freeeeeee. (can fly)
oh no. i have not done towey's homework.
haha. but its easy. just write a letter. that's all. (:
hope today goes well.
2 days never see my mom already.
because she wasnt awake when i left house which was at 0545.
and before i slept, she wasnt back then.
and so today will be the 3rd day if she does that again. (:
im a happy girl. living just with my dad, im happy enough.
i love my dad!!! haha. i actually told my brother that i dont miss my mom at all. haha. WHEE~
ok. time to reply tags.
anonymous:
who are you ar? hmm. isit meimei? haha. ok. i'd sort out my thoughts. i shant let anything waver my decision. haha. so dont come and manipulate me to go JC ok? SMILES` oh and im a dumb person. dumb + blur = stupid. (:
dear:
haha. sure anot. haha. ai zai. (: ok. i will reach out for the stars. even if i failed, i will still reach the clouds! (: haha. then you will see me there. UP THERE. ^.^ must rmb to say hi to me k? hehe.
mentorr:
MENTORR!! haha. thanks for tagging. thanks for reminding me that God is always with me. LOVES YOU!`
KF:
haha. linking. (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
updating my prelim results.
just now went to bsc and told amos korkor my results.
haha. what was his reaction? shock, of course.
but he said its ok. because im not going JC anymore.
i've my mind set.
POLY!
which poly?
ngee ann of course.
why?
because i like the environment there.
even winston korkor also agreed with me. haha.
he even discouraged me to go nanyang. because he's now in nanyang. (:
why not JC?
mainly its because, i dont want to experience the same procedure as what i am going through now.
2- year course. and have practicals and also must mug for A levels.
its such a mundane life. i hate such a life.
and so, my choice is NGEE ANN POLY!!!
whahas.
time to "show off" my 'GOOD RESULTS'. haha.
english - D7 [ failed ]
chinese - B3 [ (^.^) ]
emaths - A2 [ (: ]
amaths - F9 [ WOW. full marks leh. ]
ehum - D7 [ expected ]
sci chem/ bio - A2 [ satisfied ]
amaths will not be full marks for my Os. dont worry. (:
chinese? sure. im retaking it again to try my luck.
english? at least a pass i hope. currently writing extra compos for my teacher to grade.
emaths? A1 of course. however, i m afraid i will be careless again. i hate being careless!
ehum. i just hope for a B grade. whahas. :D
sci.. A1 of course. i was from pure. only this year i dropped to combined sci. hence. all combined sci girls' target is A1. no less than that. or maybe close one eye.. A2. maybe close two eyes. B3.
no less than that. because no more eyes to close already.
im happy without my mother. seriously.
whenever she's at home, she'll start to find trouble with me.
she'll take me as her stress ball. so its like, when she's feeling stress, she'll squeeze me.
no choice. im scared of her. tigress!!! ok. im so bad. )x
but...
all right. i'd completed my tasks. ((: burnt discs.
going to start revising. no time to waste. (x
tag before you go! hehe.
thanks. LOVES. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
today is a depressing day.
many poeple broke down like nobidy's business.
why?
because of the stupid results.
caused so much unhappiness in us.
ok. let me clarify somethings.
somethings which is so dumb.
its my fault la. amaths paper.
just reached home and i checked my pile of prelim question papers.
and guess what?
THAT IS THE STUPIDEST THING I CAN EVER DO.
i didnt hand up my amaths Q1 to Q4! and there goes my 20 marks.
ok. i've saw them.. maybe i lost a few marks. so there goes my 15 marks.
OH MANN. what's the problem with me?!?!?!?!
all right. no point crying over spilt milk.
i shall just revise and study with meiryl .the smartie...
and also teresa.
kind of surprising that teresa did quite well for her prelims.
but she really deserved it la. cos she really did studied very hard.. ((:
jia you teresa.
im so distracted. all right. i shall go mug now, and yes. i shall prove siti and my parents wrong.
i believe God has good plans for me. hehe (:
all right. sad day. depressing day. stupid day. had enough of these. im so ARGH.
nevermind. so stupid la me. the dumbest person on earth. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
im in the school's library zuo bo.
supposed to do my english summary. if not, 5 marks will be deducted from my prelim english exam!!!! )'x
arhhh. i dont know la. yesterday, i wanted to study and get down to real work. but i m feelin so reluctant to. however, i still managed to complete one compo for RAJ's extra work. )'x
all right. i just stepped in the library and now, the library is closing. so lame rite? gosh la.
the mrs cheong ar. chasing us out. whaha. but we ares till happily sitting down here.
we are supposed sign in before we use com, but we didnt.
sec fours are like that. always so ignorant and rambunctious.
its ok. we are graduating soon!
polka dots are cute ok! just like my uniform. (:
some people ar. took my uniform and cut and bring that piece of clothe for the making of his POLKA DOTS BAG. ohmann. my uniform is missing!!!! :'(
whaha. what you'd read above is just a joke. wahaha.
going on POINTE shoes is so gooddie. ^.^ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, October 02, 2006
all right. got back my papers.
today no siao siao. didnt enter the class and nudge people with "YO! TODAY'S GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY!" (no monday blues)
was really a monday blue then.
because all of us are getting back our prelim papers today.
the most satisfied paper is my chem paper.
passed with flying colors!!! A1.
emaths paper 1 was a disappointment. 54/80. B3
social studies. careless. stupid freaky me. didnt see the stupid source clearly. lost THREE marks just like that. (flew away) got only 22/50. E8. the THREE marks could have allow me to pass! GOSH.
hmm. what else?? (:
OH. the most important one. my L1.
ENGLISH!!!
failed, of course. its inevitable. expected.
but at least i improved you know. hahahahahaha. found some satisfaction in me.
at least i'd improved from the previous exam (MYE)!! whahas.
eileen ong ar. so emotional. only failed by THREE marks for emaths paper 1, cried like shit.
i failed english like.. by 5 marks. i didnt even cry. ((:
but well, i shouldnt be proud of myself. but at least i'd shown improvment. (:
tmr is going to be a BAD DAY. amaths paper 1 (i think), emaths paper2 and.... hmm. haiya i cant remember.
so worried for my marks la. )x - i just wanted to say ...# ;
ah lian pose(: 
