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    Saturday, September 30, 2006


    this morn. woke up at 11 plus.
    was supposed to go bsc to help mrs yeoh to handle bsc kids.
    and in the end, i was late!
    went down to bsc, the door was locked.
    saw jing bao and jin an (brothers) and i brought them to macs at gek poh.

    and so. i am THAT irresponsible.
    upon reaching macs, i apologized to mrs yeoh.
    SORRY. )x

    then. ate macs. mcspicy. haha.
    its been a long time since i last ate mcspicy.

    after that, went to to get my things and rushed down to bsc for tuition.
    thought i was late.
    in the end, i was the earliest. WHAHA.

    oh! my arm is fine now. siao one lor. played prank on me.

    ok. blog again next time. now want to go my popo's hse eat mooncake!
    i love moon k. CAKES! ((:
    nice~

    bye. ((:

    oh. last thing.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLENDA!
    love you!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, September 29, 2006


    omg. didnt get to blog yest. oh well.
    there are practically tonnes and tonnes of things to do!
    yucks.

    dont knw what was wrong with my elbow.
    wonder if it was the muscles or the boney or wadever.
    i cant bend too far.
    there'll be a sharp pain in it. and nerve impulses will be stimulated and unconciously, i'll quickly unfold my arm.
    darn it. what's wrong mann..

    i guess i have to amputate my arm someday..

    do you know something?!?!
    i cant believe i couldnt hear my alarm for the past TWO days!
    all right.
    let me begin.

    YEST
    the alarm didnt ring when i woke up. something told me in my dreams that i should wake up and that something was rightfully wrong. especially the atmosphere. blabla.
    and so i woke up with a snap and i notice something was wrong. (was still blur at that time)
    the surrounding around me was blue- black in colour.
    and i could hear birds chirping.
    then i went, "oh bloody hell. im late!"
    i took a look at my hp and it says, "SNOOZE." and the time reads, 6.30am.
    omg la. i rushed like hell. and i took a peep at thre living room.
    my dad was sleeping at the sofa. (not in his room)
    i was like. great. could ask him to fetch me to school!
    then i went. oh no. im in DEAD SHIT. sure get scolding. hell. hell.

    whaha. in the end. my dad just fetched me to school. and was in school on time! WHOOTS.

    and then again. TODAY.
    what's washed over me?? i kept waking up at 6.30!
    and this morning was the case.
    but it was a little different.
    nothing called me to wake up. the alarm rang this time and i was awokened by it.
    i thought, "OOH. i can wake up today!"
    carrying the joy with me, i looked at the time and wanted to estimate how long i have to prepare.
    it read, "6.36am."
    aww. the goody goody feeling in me went. DOWN.

    i rushed again. went out to the living room.
    didnt see my dad. was intending to take taxi to school. using my ang pao money.
    then i 'happily' went to the toilet and wash up.
    then.. i heard a knock and my name echoed through the door.
    i was startled.
    my dad said, "so late already why are you still in the toilet???"
    then i slid open the door.
    saw his angry face. and i said, "I COULDNT WAKE UP.... i'll be quick ok?"
    then he went lying on the sofa.
    i went to change.
    and yar. i came out and he slipped into his shirt and drove me to school.

    didnt scold me after that.
    thank God.
    instead, he asked me do i have money?
    must eat breakfast ok. cannot dont eat.
    then as he drives along clementi road and stopped at red light, he told me to go to the back of the van and take one loaf of bread to eat!
    okayy la. not to shock you guys but it was just raisin rolls. haha. :D
    really thank God that i was saved by the nagging and reprimanding. ^.^

    these few days, i'd been vacuuming the floor.
    whaha. :D and probably that's the cause of the pain in my elbow!
    SIGH.
    training my arms. haha. prob today i'll be mopping the floor.
    i really feel like a MAID.
    oh mann. new status. not bad what.
    ahahahs.

    now that i m blogging..
    i neglected my studies.
    free period. whahas. supposed to be a time for me to sleep!!
    ok. today no assembly. but we are supposed to be in class doing our work.
    today will be a moderation day for all of our PRELIM PAPERS.
    im in DEEEP SHIIIT! sigh.
    fated to fail larh.

    my friend beside me is like crazy about some japanese stars. haha.
    kept watching their video. from YOUTUBE. blabla. ah. whatever, not my business. ^.^

    ok. im done with my long story. tired.
    can barely open my eyes. tearing!!!! )x

    rachelkohshiyi
    ok ok. you didnt pon school. ahah. unlike others huh. pon school. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday, September 27, 2006


    replying tags.

    just dance:
    you ar. little boy.. good job. well said. haha. thanks for it. cos that person is really irritating. (:

    ramizah:
    YES I DO! you are always remembered by me! haha. couldnt forget what happened when we were primary 6! :)

    germs:
    you ar. tag like that only ar? haha. bored isit? study hard for bio and chem! jiayou jiayou! ^.^

    anda:
    dont care bout THAT nicole au person. she's just another person who was expelled by st margs. she's just finding trouble. but i dont care! (: SMILE. :D

    gareth:
    so you are ending your promos soon! wow. i stil have my Os. Os!!! finishing the race soon. (:

    mentor!:
    haha. dont laugh.. hahahhaha. i noe its funny. sigh. not meeting you again. next week then. ((: see you soon. miss you soo soo soo much!

    ok. today. many many people not here. they are absent.
    let me name them.
    they are. bliss teresa genevieve rachel sandy germs (she came aft recess).
    they ar.. pon school.

    teresa is right. what's the use for going school this week?
    we are just doing practice papers again and again.
    all these we can do it at home right. so we are going school to slp.
    know why?
    because we are waking up so early. feeling so super lethargic. and there we go to the class. and SLEEP!
    we arent absorbing anything too. )x

    if lets say. we dont know how to do.
    we can always go to school to ask. (:
    so no prob!

    anyway, next week we are checking papers.
    so it'll be more interesting to go school next week!!! (:
    want to pon school.
    so tempting! because teresa ponning too. SIGH.
    so more recess buddy. :'(

    oh mann. have to start to save up money.
    need to pay back all the debts.
    sher - 20 bucks
    erika - 10 bucks
    teresa - 5 bucks

    ok. pocket got a hole already. )X

    so tired. sigh.
    miss you baby. ((:
    HEARTs.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    im now in school.
    SOMEONE IS NOT HERE TODAY.
    dont know where she is. haha. pon school.

    oh well. today is the school-ponning day.
    so many people are not in school!
    teresa. germs. sandy. bliss. genevieve. rachel.
    quite a huge number. i bet ms siti got a shock.
    Os are coming and yet, they are not here.

    probably they think that staying in school now is totally pointless.
    because, we are just doing practice papers. and we can do it ourselves.
    just that when we dont know how to do, we dont have any teachers to consult.
    but we can always go back to school and ask them.

    come to think about pon-ing school, and stay at home for this week..
    its rather a good idea. because can wake up later. i can actually do my housework.
    i can study. i dont need to force myself to open my eyes and stay alert in school, attending those boring lessons we are going to have.

    since next week we are checking our scripts, and this week we are just doing practice papers which we can complete them by ourselves, y not stay at home? is more fruitful to stay at home what.
    waking up early makes me feel very lethargic.
    still have to go school. i cant concentrate what.
    sigh. )x

    yesterday. was quite a bad day.
    was being forced to vacuum the floor.
    i was thinking that i can vacuum it after watching my korean drama!
    however, my parents were back. and my mom started screaming at me again.
    so pissed off la.
    my brother wasnt doing anything either. and there was he, in front of the computer for SO SO SO long.
    dont know what he was doing. chatting and meddling with some stupid things. some unimportant things.

    my mom can tell him to do what.
    why must I do it?
    its so unfair. he's using more electricity than me. i was only watching tv. and obviously computer uses more electricity what.
    there's is this chinese idiom which say.. "ZHONG NAN QING NU"
    sigh. what is the world coming to?
    practising favouritism???
    GOSH.
    - NO -

    well. i was reminded and advised by anda that i should do it for the Lord. and not for worldly being.
    and to seriously consider it, its not a bad idea.
    but why, being such a stupid girl, didnt i think about it earlier.
    so i would be able to do it willingly.
    but right, i was calm and didnt flare up at my mother. WHAHA.
    omg. have to do housework again today.
    SIGH.

    anda's working today. at 6pm. so busy lor.
    but its ok. still able to meet him.


    <b>sob. buddy never read my blog.
    never tag too. :'(

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Monday, September 25, 2006


    its been a long time since i blogged. oh well.
    fri. ok. i cant rmb what exactly happened.
    sat. AHAHA! went to sentosa with my family. some family day.
    then stayed overnight there. hence, i wasnt present at the YOUTH FELLOWSHIP!
    sorry ayan and HAOEN! didnt tell you guys that i would not be going! )x

    and so. i was tanned at the seaside. carnival. blablabla. BLACK. charcoal black.
    then. dusk came. so. i was sleeping. was awakened by my parents to have dinner.
    my sister was still asleep. so when we finished everything, practically every single food.
    my sister la. didnt want to eat at first. then she wanted to eat. said that she was super hungry.
    my mother and i brought her to the KOUFU there. ate guo tiao tang. kuey tiao soup. then. this fellow came to ask me for number. it wasnt a guy. it was a GIRL. bung.
    however, it wasnt her who wanted my no. but it was HER COUSIN who wanted it.
    i rejected it, of course. (:

    so went back. was so full. slept quite early. BUT. woke up, wanted to call anda. but failed. daddy was stil awake!! so i slept till dawn.
    then. watched this movie from HBO. wow. got SCV cable. haha.
    was kinda nice. interesting! whaha. cutting it shorter.
    ok... then went for ballet class. so tiring. but fun afterall.

    dinner time. was VERY pissed off. with my parents. they still think that im THAT SORT OF person. so angry when i was badly malign. dont talk about it already.
    life is never fair. so super obvious. ARGH.
    want to know? come call me. and talk to me. whaha. :D

    im going to do hsework already. so late le. stil not done. )x
    no more maid. sigh. im the new one.
    maria..... instead of "maria".. it'll be debraaaa..
    okok. gtg. takkaire. blog more next time. fingers are geting tensed up! )):

    BYE

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Thursday, September 21, 2006


    woah. you all ar. not online. then i cant get those photos. )x very kiam pa leh.

    was a boring day today. lifeless creatures lying all around. in my class. we were just having the usual lessons.
    expected the results to be released todae. but. our hopes were crushed! TAN wants to have a meeting with the teachers before releasing the results to us. ((:
    we are going to do well. WHEE. woots. BUT not me.

    all right. have yet to complete the english compo on STARS.
    such a tough topic to write! haha. but still, we have to do it. (:

    gotta go. takkaire.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    woah. you all ar. not online. then i cant get those photos. )x very kiam pa leh.

    was a boring day today. lifeless creatures lying all around. in my class. we were just having the usual lessons.
    expected the results to be released todae. but. our hopes were crushed! TAN wants to have a meeting with the teachers before releasing the results to us. ((:
    we are going to do well. WHEE. woots. BUT not me.

    all right. have yet to complete the english compo on STARS.
    such a tough topic to write! haha. but still, we have to do it. (:

    gotta go. takkaire.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday, September 20, 2006


    YEAH. it was a relaxing day today.
    after sci MCQ paper. my gang and i went to east coast park. did things such as roller-blading (taught most of them how to roller-blade), building sandcastles and chit-chat.
    HOWEVER, most importantly, we celebrated YUXIAN'S BIRTHDAY!
    whaha. she had fun. CONFIRM. guarantee chop. whaha. :D

    im waiting for yuxian to send all the photos to me now. hopefully, i will be able to upload them in this post.

    about what happened today---ROLLER BLADING class.
    yuxian, crystal and i knows how to rollerblade.
    the rest - eileen, jolene, hui min, shermaine and salina dont know how to rollerblade.
    and so, YX crystal and i offered to teach them and let them get the feeling of 'rolling' around.

    the beginning.
    after they wore the blades. they were screaming like hell. except SAL.
    cos she didnt want to rollerblade! she wanted to cycle and so she did.
    so extra huh. ((: but its ok! whaha. we had LOTS of fun yea?

    thenn....
    they were walking on the grass, then the sand, then the hard core- ground.
    they were hardworking and so 'into' the 'training'. could actually see the seriousness in their faces.
    oh well. have to start from scratch ma. so that you can learn.
    from afar, i could hear.. JOLENE and ONG's screaming.
    wahlao. was so SUPER loud la.

    and then. return the blades 2 hrs later. den we sat down somewhere to eat MOTHER SALINA'S beehoon. whaha. it was nice ok. compliments. ((:

    then, we proceeded with activities at the beach. took lots of pics and also. screamed like hell. haha. FUN DAY. stress reliever. =.+
    soon. people started to leave. and left the five of us- crystal Yx jolene eileen and i.
    then we started our sun tanning plan. and also going into the sea. soaked our undies wet!
    we have to make it dry. WE as in crystal YX and i. the two of them, jo and ong, went to macs to chill. ate their dinner there.

    soon after, we left for bedok interchange.
    took mrt and headed towards boon lay (jurong point) for our dinner. jo left halfway at city hall.
    walked around JP and then. HOME SWEET HOME!

    sigh. have she sent the photos??? )x
    nvm. another time. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Monday, September 18, 2006


    something really pains me. eventhough you are just a friend to me, it still pains me, as a friend.
    to see you like that. to see you being so depressed, i feel really guilty and also. in a way affected my mood too. SIGH.
    what should i do. i know what i can do now is to give you time. all is about time.
    sigh
    ok. shall stop here. )x

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    HAHA. :D there are some photos to upload.
    went for NUS dance performance on sat. and these are some of the photos we took.
    or rather kelly and i took those CRAZY pictures.

    this is kelly. ACTING CUTE. (x














    this is kelly during the interval. (:



















    in the toilet. :D














    kelly, showing where's the toilet.














    DAN KWOH and my teacher! LOVES them.














    BESTIES. PARTNERS for LIFE. love you!




















    we are picture crazy. we love photography! haha. take more next time! ((:
    anw, the NUS dance performance was SUPERB. *claps*
    going to have a dancer performance, mainly from dancepointe( singapore) in dec! haha.
    buy tickets from me. eh. but not yet la. im just too excited. :D

    WEDNESDAY WILL BE MY LAST PAPER! WHEE. SO HAPPY. THEN I CAN HAVE MY BREAK! ((:

    all right. go off now. <3

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Saturday, September 16, 2006


    hello. today is a saturday. it is wonderful because my mother is off to work.
    im happy because she's not at home to nag and vent her anger on me.
    feeling so GOOD now.

    just spent the whole morning on computer, trying to change my profile.
    friendster profile. dont think its very successful. but i tried many many ways. ((:
    oh well. momday will be my last "important" paper. which is AMATHS PAPER 2.
    then on WED, will be my BIO cum CHEM MCQ. yes.
    YES! then all prelims will be over. all the sleepless nights will be over! WOOTS.

    all right. time to switch off the com. so lag some more. have yet to eat something. haha.
    did not eat anything since morning when i wake up. HMM.
    fried rice again. can i have something else which is more delicious???? sigh. shant grumble.
    there's people out there who do not have food to eat. )x
    POOR CHAPS.

    scoots. off!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, September 15, 2006


    GOOD NEWS!!!

    whaha. someones bra got confiscated this morning. serves you right.
    dont act like nothing happen all right. trying to let people think that something good happened to you. just cut it off la. no point acting. its USELESS!

    and i thought you would stop all those nonsense already. and there you go starting all over again.
    how worst can you become? i think you are just one of the worst people i have ever seen in my entire life.
    and ONE thing. dont ruin your image. hey c'mon la. you did a GOOD TRY but it stil failed. WHAHA. there's NO SUCH WORD as lesbianiety but its lesbianism. go and check the dictionary la. dont try to show off your good vocabulary skills. i know my weakness is english and im a F9 scorer. so what babe. at least i know the right word this time. please learn more.. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. DONT WORRY.

    finished emaths paper today. wow. it was rather difficult. just hope good results will just pop out of nowhere. i tried my best ok. just hope my L1R5 can get below 28. pray hard. because this prelims seemed to be in favour to me. ((: CHEERS.
    for most people, its going to be their last paper on monday. POOR sci girls. we have a paper on wed. ((: but thank God its just MCQ! we just have to practise on a lot of MCQ questions. WHEE!

    its going to be over soon! WHEE.

    -ANDA-
    MUST have more discipline ok? jiayou. dont kan chiong. missing you loads.
    <3
    `080806* - will always be remembered. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Thursday, September 14, 2006


    after the moo moo and the cow cow and the farm thing.
    shall get back to serious things such as PRELIMS.

    did amaths paper 1 and bio paper today.
    did not managed to finish my revision.
    was surprised that i was able to do the questions.
    though not all the questions but most of them.

    not in the mood. im so bloody pissed. what are those RUMOURS for?
    my ---. *points to my butt* may God take you away from earth.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;




    WOAH! HEADLINES HUH.
    go to the cow cow blog and read it. read the cow's blog. looks like one, behaves like one, acts like one. =D
    how contradicting can this stretch? look who's moo-ing there. only know how to follow the crowd. get your ass off mann.
    you speak for christians? my gosh. NO WAY. you can just go to the farm and be one of the UGLIEST animal there. HAHA. i'll go and visit you. DONT WORRY! whaha.
    dont even dare to mention MY name uh. what a loser. you RACHEL. go and reflect on yourself la. please dont go and show off whatever love you have for people la. like NO ONE can see like that. those who dont know you will know you are those who FLIRTS around. behaving like one would behave. please dont comment on people's boyfriend la. just look at yourself into the mirror. i bet the mirror will just shatter into infinite pieces. the words you speak will tremble the whole earth.
    oh. forgot to mention. that cow is YOU. so PRETTY.
    pukes. thanks for the gossip. i really enjoyed reading it. that junior ar. your mouth stink la. nothing but rubbish just comes out of your mouth like fountain.

    i am a chaste. thanks for the gossip. GREAT that you posted it. and now i've come to know about it. you are no better. lay your body everywhere. go back to your farm la. be it dairyfarm or farmart. just stay put there. dont ruin your own image.
    this is an advice.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Tuesday, September 12, 2006


    oh. updating about my previous papers.
    firstly, ENGLISH.
    MY WEAKEST SUBJECT!!!
    it was difficult ok. just hope the examiners mark liniently. HEHE!

    follow by. today, emaths paper 1.
    oh mann. couldnt finish. had spent too much time on those stupid questions which worth only ONE mark.

    after that. its chem paper.
    it was quite ok.
    exam started at 1115. at it was supposed to end at 1230.
    but we started early at 1112 and ended at 1227.
    and so. because we were taking together with the pure chem students.
    there's the other timing on the board that was meant for the pure chem paper!
    it showed 1112 to 1257. and so i was doing and came towards the end of the paper.
    i didnt know that i had only till 1227 and not 1257!
    so when charles low announced or rather remind we girls that we had about 17 mins left.
    my heart nearly jumped out of its place! *smack head*

    my writing started to feel wabbly. felt so weak. couldnt continue.
    yet i puched myself and told myself i have to continue. by God'd grace, i managed to finish the paper. however, i left out those i couldnt do. such as MOLE CONCEPT!
    haha. that one im going to polish up for my O levels. hehe.

    tmr will be my history paper. i lost my history textbook.
    left it in sec 3 (NA) class and i think they have grudges with me.
    THEY THREW MY BOOK AWAY!
    wth. but its ok la. hope to get the book soon from teresa!
    THANKS TERESA!

    see you guys soon. (:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    these few days?
    yes. stressful.
    blame who?
    ME. haha =D
    WHY???
    because i cant study at home!

    im hoping one day my mother will see the need for me to go out to study and revise!
    now, she's just so ignorant. she doesnt know and have yet to realise that I AM LAZY!

    oh mann. listening to my friends' complains such as not enough sleep, slept late, studied too much, going bonkers etc, i am too slowly experiencing them subconciously! i dont want to have WHITE HAIR. not because im eating too much maggie noodles kayy.

    im experiencing stress too. i slept at 12 am plus last night! or rather this morning.
    and guess what? i HAVE TO wake up at 5 am! my dad have to shout at me and lug me all the way to the bathroom.

    this morning, i took a long time to change. i locked myself in the room for a long time!
    then, my dad came knocking at my room door chasing me out of the house. he was saying i was going to be late, when i wasnt! hmm.
    that's because i was packing my things in the room that took me so long to come out! oh mann.

    just imagine that this life is going to continue till the end of the year.
    i think i'll just suffer from depression halfway through.
    aint going to survive. BUT! im going to thrive on and succeed.

    PROVE THEM WRONG ((:

    misses. this is the 35th day being together.
    COUNTING ON........
    loves. <3

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Sunday, September 10, 2006


    all right. FINALLY i get to blog. yest cldnt blog ALL BECAUSE OF MY MOTHER! i really have the urge to tell her off. but because i still respect her a LITTLE, i prevented myself from doing it, i held back my words and my temper. i suffer everything alone despite telling them all to my frens. i have many things that i wana thank God for. MANY THINGS!

    firstly, yesterday was a happy day. i was really happy. it was nothing but full of surprises.
    it was our ONE MONTH, and i receive nothing but love. just PURE LOVE alone. i know what you mean my anda. ((: i want to thank God for giving such a day to experience those. anda, i really enjoyed it. REALLY!

    and then. went for english tuition. nothing much. just went through some english compre. at least i passed! MUAHAHAH! :D

    and then. went to meet my mentor haoen and her sister haozhao for dinner and talk. and there's another party around. shant say much. haha. YOU know i know. haha. ((: then yar.
    my mentor could read my mind! muahaha. she knows that i like GREEN! oh mann.
    and oso. anda burnt my something in a cd. and also written a card for me. BUT. oh mann. left it at MACS. dint bring it back. so sad! :((

    and so i came back home. so wanted to blog about my exciting day, yet my mother, playing spoiler, dont let me blog. gave me some reprimanding instead. was really MAD at her ok. she really annoys me. even now.
    i was just chatting with wan zhen on msn. and there's she goes, TOLD YOU NOT TO CHAT ALREADY YOU STIL CHAT?!?! the irony is.. MY BROTHER CHATS! see how bias this can be. how can i not be mad? i have the rights k!

    and so. i waited till now, den i blog bout it.

    today, went out to east coast. wanted to bring my buddy buddy along.
    but she wanted to study. and so. i let her be. did not force her.
    i so wanted her to be there. alright.

    we played frisby today. it was really THAT fun k! ((:
    afterwhich, took david's car to yue hern's place and played pool with ray and isaac. tgt with me and yue hern la. ((:
    quite fun. learnt how to "open" the ball. haha. isaac and yuehern and ray taught me. though ray did not really teach. but just showing me. BLEAH!

    went to my popo's house after that. walked there. with all of the guys. didnt know where they were going but i just went to my destination. kind of tired mann.

    my mother is going to chase me away again. when i just started using! oh mann. so unfair. how life is so unfair! can you believe that my mom is like that????? she ALWAYS treats you guys so nicely, yet you guys dont know how she treats she at home! that's a sad thing! ))x

    its very sad. ))x
    cried last night because of HER!
    heaved a sigh.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Thursday, September 07, 2006



    im so bored. so decided to come online. YEAH. tmr is the day. haha. YES! tmr is the day. OUR wonderful day. just pray for us. want to spend time together. and so. just hope my parents wont spoil our wonderful plan. ((:

    today. was eager to start my revision. yet i cant sit still. in the end, i began to take out my nail polish, started to paint my ugly nails. haha. now look much better! then. i laze around the house.

    LOOK! i CANNOT stay at home to revise! my parents need to know the seriousness of the situation. of MY situation.

    just pray for me for tmr. freedom comes. for tmr. ((:
    anyone want to offer me help? O.o

    PRAY FOR ME. TO BE FREE FROM THE JAIL (HOUSE). SHANT BE BOTHERED BY MY MOM AND DAD.

    hohoho. LOVES. AISHITERU. i love you. you made my world more colourful. thank you so much anda!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday, September 06, 2006


    my sixth sense was wrong!

    i was supposed to have history class today. from 8am to 10am.
    i woke up at the time which i m supposed to have reached school!-----7.30am
    i live very far from school and need to take about 1.5hr to reach sch.
    i knew i will be late. and so. i didnt turn up for it. im playing truant. oh well. i felt quite bad about it. however. i got to know that they were just going through SBQ questions. i was very much less worried about my presence.

    i had no where to go then and so i went to THIS place.
    i napped awhile and i called home. my aunty picked up and she told me that my mom wasnt working! i was in the state of shock of disbelief. i didnt expect my mom not to work today!
    i was terrified! and i decided to go home. i had this feeling that SOMETHING REALLY BAD is going to happen.

    and so i went home with a heavy heart... spoilt my plans of the day.
    just pray for me that FRIDAY wont be like this. OH MY. ))x
    i trudged home. no mood. was in the doldrums when i went home.

    i reached home. my heart pumped so fast that was beyond my control. i breathed hard, afraid to face the consequences if my mom gets to know about i not turning up for lesson.
    in the end. she didnt say anything, her expression and mood was quite the same, quite normal.
    i knew nothing happened. my spirit lightened up...

    i fried my own egg for lunch today! my sister was singing praises for me for my egg! haha. she found it nice and she wanted more. (:
    all right. getting on with revision. SIGH. needed a place for me to study. HOME.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Monday, September 04, 2006


    YEAH. i got to eat my long-not-eaten food which is MAGGIE MEE!
    whahah. though its unhealthy, i didnt care. all i care was to fill my stomach! and guess what. i am hungry again now. i just ate it like. an hour ago?!
    oh mann. putting on weight. BLEAH.

    im happy. staying happy forever! ((:

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    stress period.
    these few days havent been blogging. now. i have difficulties retrieving data from my brain!
    all right. let me think. i last blogged on fri. and today is sunday. or rather early in the morning of monday.

    what happened on sat?
    my brother and i went to PTL. which is PRAISING THE LORD event. my church, which is SHALOM BAPTIST CHAPEL, took part and YES! it was so sounding. i could feel God's presence dwelling in us. dwelling the place. so overwhelming. GOOD!

    then. went back home. and this was the horrible time of the day. my mom commanded me to pack my things. and so i did. i did it slowly, i confessed, because i was just too tired. my mother, the hot-tempered one, walked around, here and there and caused me to be very irritated! she wasnt just merely walking around! she was inspecting the things i had in my closet! she was scrutinizing the way i packed my things. WHICH WAS REALLY IRRITATING! in the whole process, i was REALLY IRRITATED. i tried to calm myself down. and WOW. I DID IT! *CLAPS!* in the end. i havent finish packing those things in my other cupboard. ((:

    what happened on sun?
    PERFORMANCE! hip-hop. the same dance which we danced for the international physics olympiad 2006.
    then some hip-hop cum jazz workshop. haha. SOMEONE came to watch. i was in the air. was able to fly. and i flew. haha. okok. so. the dance was so exciting and challenging. despite the challenges, we had fun! smiling all the way. we all tried. so HAPPY. ((x

    and then, went to my da gu's house. talked to my ah ma. IN HOKKIEN! haha. i'd difficulty ok. was trying to think before i say just in case my ah ma feels embarrassed about her DEAR GRANDCHILD wasnt able to speak hokkien! managed to squirm through. a little here and there la. ((: I'VE MADE IT! learn more next time. speak more. :))

    now. blogging. just finished blogging. going to be on the phone.
    BUT. before that. i m going to transfer the photos. ((: to THAT thumbdrive. ((: FOR YOU!

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday, September 01, 2006


    HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

    want to say a big THANK YOU to all the teachers who have taught me despite my unwillingness to learn. haha. im a rebellious kid. so. every teacher will hate me to the core. WHAHAHAHA.

    im going out soon. going to prepare. if not later i'll be hastily rushing here and there. LOL.
    all right. after a day and half of rain, the sun is out! ((:

    okok. bathe now! haha. bye.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;