Saturday, February 25, 2006
TODAY. IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY FER...
THIS IS HOW THE PLACE LOOKED LIKE WHEN THERE'S NOBODY.
NICE. ISNT IT? HEES. ITS NICELY DECORATED FER THIS SPECIAL DAY. =))
HAISH. FORGOT TO TAKE PICS. DARN. OKAY! NO MORE PICS! HAHA.
NVM. WAIT FER RACHEL TO SEND US THE PHOTOS! IF SHE NV. I'LL COMMAND HER TO DO IT. HEHEH. xP BUT I'D TAKEN SOME PHOTOS OF MYSELF! 
LIKE THIS! xP
FOR XT AND JONATHAN, ITS REALLY A BLESSING! HAHA. THEY HELD THEIR WEDDING CEREMONY AT THOMSON BAPTIST CHURCH. THAT IS THE PLACE WHERE UNCLE PHILIP AND AUNTIE KIM BE HELD THEIR WEDDING.. ABOUT.. 20 PLUS YRS AGO! =))
WOW. SO MEMORABLE!
SO ENVY! HAHA.
HOPE TO SEE THOSE WEDDING PHOTOS SOON!
[FOR XINGTI]
sorry bout everything. but well. i am not able to choreograph the dance in time due to some reasons. and im guilty fer not being able to perform fer your wedding. i felt so.. ARGH. i really do hope to dance fer your wedding. i'd tried ways and means to make it possible. but its stil impossible.
but i've an item to present to you.. which is also the opening ceremony fer dancepointe, ma dance sch. i would like you to watch the performance. heheh. ours is the FIRST item!
hope to mend it back. though its not on the actual dae of ur wedding. but i really do hope that you'll be there.. and watch me dancing fer you. treat it as a wedding performance fer you and jonathan. =)) is it alrite?
my dance performance will be at taman jurong CC. in the hall, 2nd level. 11th MARCH. pls do come. =))
I WISH THE BEST FOR YOU AND JONATHAN.
AND.
zao sheng gui zi!!! heheh.
TAKKAIRE.
HUGS!
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, February 24, 2006
HEYOS.
THINK TYPE IN CAPS IS BETTER RITE? =))
NICER. xP
HEHEH. ACTUALLY GOT NTHG TO BLOG ABOUT. HAHA. TODAE. WAS GOOD! ULTRA GOOD. HAHAH. WAD A SURPRISE I GAVE. HEHE. IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! >.<
IM REALLY PROUD TO BE DEBORAHLOOMINYI!
HEHEH. IM SO BORED NOW. THAT'S Y I DECIDED TO BLOG. HEHEH.
STUDIES NOW SEEM FINE TO ME. =)) HOPE IT'LL BE FINE ALL THE WAY...
BUT I DOUBT SOO..
MANY PPL TELL ME O LVLS IS EASY! I DUNO WANT TO BELIEVE NOT..
IM SO STRESSED OVER IT. SCARED I WONT DO WELL. WELL. HOPE I CAN RELLY DO WELL. AND SHOW THAT I CAN REALLY DO IT. AND I CAN DEN PROVE TO THOSE PPL AROUND ME WHO ALWAES STRESS ME AND THINK I CANT DO IT!!! >.<
HAISH. FERGET IT.
IM THINKING WAD TO WEAR FER TMR'S BIG EVENT. =))
HMM. SO FEW CLOTHES FER ME TO CHOOSE.
BUT NVM. IM TRYING TO THINK OF SOLUTIONS.
-.- HEHEH. IM THINKING NOW!!! HAHA.
ALRITE. THINK I GO OFF 1ST. HEHEH. LET MA BRO USE. xP
SEE. IM SO NICE. I SHARE.
HAHAAHAHAH. =D))) - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, February 23, 2006
HEYOS.
IM BACK TO BLOG.
LONG TIME SINCE I LAST BLOGGED.
OH NO. I FAILED MY ENGLISH COMPO AGAIN.
VERY BADLY.
SOMEBODII JUST DARN BIIG MOUTH.
JUST CANT KEEP HER MOUTH JUST SHUT FER MINUTES.
WL. DARN PISSED LA PLS.
ITS LIKE [YOU] DUN HAB TO ANNOUNCE TO OTHERS IN THE CLASS??
IF I WAN TO, I CAN DO IT MYSELF.
THAT'S MY MISTAKE FER GETTING SO LOW!
I DINT GET TO THE POINT. BUT U DUN HAB TO ANNOUNCE IT!!! RITE?
NVM. ITS OK. AFTERALL. ITS OVER. =))
JUST RMB NEXT TIME DUN EVER EVER DO THAT TO PPL.
ITS RAELLY SADDENING TO HEAR THOSE AWFUL STUFF.
IT REALLY HURT ME ALOT. REALLY ALOT. AND I NEARLY SOB.
I DUN TINK U NOE THAT! ='[
ANW. SOHPIE. I READ UR ESSAY. HAHA. I NEARLY CRIED OKAY! HAHA. ITS REALLY SHORT AND SWEET. =)) REALLY DESERVE TO GET 21/30. YEAH.
I GONNA SCOOT OFF. TAKKAIRE. =))
HUGS. <333
H.E.M!!! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, February 18, 2006
im facing music.. every moment..
sigh.
wad a thing that happened last nite. im so sad.
SUPER SAD.
stil ponderin why singaporeans are so selfish.
stil pondering why people are like that.
y cant he/she just return me my phone?
so cruel.
so greedy.
so inconsiderate!
im so ANGRY!
come to think of it.
tears just rolled down my hot cheeky face.
i just cant stand it.
why ma mom have to treat me nicely when she came back just now.
and.....
all of a sudden...
SHE SCREAMED AT ME!!
wth.
i've got nthg to sae. cos its ma fault. fer being irresponsible.
fer not taking good care fer ma own things. such an impt thing. i can lose it jus like that.
i dint wan to go out to. though i wan. i wan to support ma fren.
ma fren called me and asked me if i would b able to make it fer jac's concert.
i said i will try. and i really wanna help her. so that the ticket wouldnt go to a waste. but.
ma hp.. poor hp.....
im just trying to help.
and in the end. its all my fault.
ma mom said..
you never go out den u wont hab ani problems alr la!!!---in chinese.
i was like.
wth.
i noe u dun wan me to go out. cos u just tink that im WASTING MONEY!
wad bout kor? isnt he wasting money too?
i noe i used alot of your income. fer my ballet. fer ma school stuff- magazines and wadever.
but u tink i wan?
fer ballet i've got nthg to sae. cos i really hope i can hav ballet as ma career next time.
there was once. i admired ma cousin, who is an air stewardess.. and i told my mom. i wan to b an air stewardess too. cos i can earn quite alot there.
den she said. papa pay so much fer your ballet. and yet u wanna change target fer your future! wad do u tink u take this fer??? --referring that im wasting money again.
im just saying out of admiration. out of envy. wad's wrong? =/
i just dun understand but trying to understand though..
im alwaes a CURSE in your eyes. EVERYTHING turns out to b my fault. even u realised its ur fault. u will NEVER admit and sae sorry!
i really got have got nothing to sae.
-speechless- - i just wanted to say ...# ;
well. jus came back from jac's performance. JAC!! YOU ROCK MANN! u REALLY danced well. yea. =)) H U G S !
well. the history repeats itself.. wad do you think it is???
I LOST MY HP!!
ppl jus duno how to b honest. just duno how to b considerate. i HATE U. steal my hp. why must this thing happen to me again???? WHY? i just wana question myself why.. why ppl just wan to steal my hp?? i dun think im tt blur aftall. i dun think ppl should behave this wae. its such a selfish act!! ='[
im so sad. must really thank wahchun. he's the one who accompanied me all the wae back to raffles place. and to the victoria theatre. and to the macs. and to wait fer the taxi.
luckily he was there. if not i could never ever get home. yea. ='[
im so sad. why ppl are behaving such a wae??? im seriously darn sad. this is the SECOND time in TWO years. that i lost my hp. haish. 1st time was last year. at macritchie. this year. at victoria theatre. i wonder where will i lose my hp next..
as usual. ma mom scolded me. my mom ignored me. its not as if i wana lose my hp. do you noe how my hp is precious to me. thought i wanted to change it like.. long time ago??? but i seriously treasured ma hp. i noe myself that i am NOT gg to lose it again. and there it goes..
-GONE-
this is really a sad dae. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, February 11, 2006
yes. im so sad. cant help you to celebrate your birthdae. yea. im so DARN sorry.. ='[
y will it turn out this way??? im just merely helping her to celebrate her bdae.
im not gg there to wad. waste my time. im jus helping her to cheer up. im JUST cheering her up. and WHY CANT I?
why can my bro go out whenever he likes? WHY CANT I?
im so sad. feel as though im in jail.
maggie.. now den i understand the feeling of being locked up. i finally understand the feeling of living in jail.
i've already finished my DARN homework. and WHY CANT I GO OUT??? wth.
nvm.
i shall 'gladly' accept it. im so yi han. not helping her to celebrate her birthdae.
all THANKS to my mom.
i dint ask my dad. cos i dint want to. i dun wan anymore conflicts between me and my family. sigh. i feel so sick after crying.. im so sick..
i want to be part of your guys. but im so sorry. wo shi yue le!!! DUI BU QI!!!
may you have a blessed birthdae.. =]]
smile yea?
though i noe you cant smile. sorry. yea.
but stil stay happii.
i understand how i feel.
=X im so sorry. ='[[ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
wad a 'good day' it was yest.. sigh.
o level results. its really a scary thing..
many did well. many did badly.
i jus dun understand y parents need to b soooo particular bout their child's results. i just dun understand y..
my perception fer parents wanting DESPARATELY fer their children to do well. is becos..
they scared losing face.
cos normally, they will tend to compare their own child with other ppl's child.
like how well they did, y you cannot b like them? get many A1s and A2s?
BLABLABLABLA and so on..
but they should think bout how much effort their child had put in?
how dificult the papers were..
ppl are born with different abilities.. different capabilities.. different talents.
some work at a slower pace. some work at a faster pace.
some (like me) respond slower. and OBVIOUSLY need more time to get facts rite.
yes. im slow in responding. fer me. im better in maths. im not good at memorising facts.
AND. THAT'S THE FACT. -.-
parents should think about it. perhaps.. they should understand how the education system is now. how difficult the syllabus is now...
mayb teachers of their children should let parents go fer lessons and take exams.. jus to let them noe how difficult it is to cope with teenage life.
if everyone does well. all would hab gone to HCJC.
den y must the govt open many schools of different levels???
everybody can go to just ONE school. the govt can just open ONE school. and ALL the teachers and ALL the students can be there studying..
can make more new frens..
haish. i just dun understand y.
y must parents threaten their child to confiscate this. confiscate that. dun allow u do this, dun allow you do that.
y cant they speak properly.. and understand their child's situation? y must parents alwaes resolve those issues with 'inhuman' methods?? eg.. to take away one's freedom.
fer teenagers. FREEDOM is the FIRST and the LAST thing they can ever take away.
w/o freedom, u might as well live in the jail. u are allowed to eat, allowed to drink. allowed to live.
there's no difference.. riite?
perhaps there's here and there. but.. arent the ALMOST the same?? =/
how i wish my parents can b more understanding. and how i wish they can tok to me more nicely.. yea.
tt's wad i wish fer everydae in my life.. -.- - i just wanted to say ...# ;
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NICE. ISNT IT? HEES. ITS NICELY DECORATED FER THIS SPECIAL DAY. =))