Thursday, November 30, 2006
yes, i am DESPERATE. does it concern you?
im sorry if i'd interrupted you through whatever sms or msn or email.
i know there's no need for you to reply such a WHORE like me. i clearly know and understand that.
at least send a nasty reply to me or whatever saying a stern "NO".
dont you think its necessary to give me a msg telling me that you are not going anymore so that i wont even bother asking you again?
this is courtesy and obviously you have no sense of courtesy AT ALL.
this part is for rachelsowyuhan. thanks for your comments and haha. mind your words too. i can see HOW sweet you and your boyfriend are. no need to show off like that too. what you said is DEFINTELY NOT my bloody intention. so whatever you dont know, shut your mouth up. THANK YOU.
why are most RACHELs like that. haha. its wierd.
maybe its a curse. O.o
BEWARE.
haha. do you think my house is like your houses?
mag and rachel, this question is for you.
my house is definitely, absolutely SPARKLING clean and obviously, no rats, no cockroaches no lizards and no spiders will be in sight, even at night it will be still as SPARKLING CLEAN.
your statement is held questionable. ((:
think about it. rmb, dont use your BUTT. use your brain. c'mon. :D
my DEAR mag, *PUKES* you should know that whenever im overbloated with stupid stuffs like this, my attitude will be like that. OH!!!! perhaps or MOST PROBABLY you had forgot and CLEARLY erase all of them. but haha. im here to say, im still as innocent in the sight of others. and yes. my attitude is like this and i'll change them when needed. eh. NOT for you or rachelsow. haha. but for myself.
i dont even give a DARN about the DARN christmas party anymore.
its so restricted anyway. (:
actually chris, you should have saved up the paper you'd given to me to give it to someone else. it DEFINITELY more worth it. CHEERS.
haha. oh! did i pull your friends? lol. perhaps i tried. but in the end still failed right?
oh!!! i could actually see how strong the bonds of you and your friends!!! WHAHAA.
dont even need to flaunt it all over the place right. you know, this place is kinda dirty already. haha. dont try to make it even dirtier. (: thank you for your cooperation. singapore will love you.
did i in the first place help you to become STRAIGHT, MS MAGDALENE CHEE JIA MIN?
haha. perhaps i'd forgotten that i did. but well. it didnt work wad. so? rub your concern off my back. *shudders in disgust*
oh by the way, i dont have to SPECIALLY show the SWEETNESS and the LOVELINESS that my boyfriend and i share. it is a natural thing you know. i dont need to flaunt and i guess people could just see it. oh. provided they have brains like the SMARTIES. people like you, mag and rachel, dont have such talents, sad to say. sorry. ):
oh oh. really glad to see you (MAG) happier without me. please name my in your blog. dont be afraid babe. dont let people guess who the hell that- "YOU" person is. haha. though its quite fun. but you can continue doing so. no one can stop you.
just let everything happen naturally. let the actions of yours, rachelsow and magdalenechee, depicts the truth.
anyway, i didnt treat the bag you gave to me as a garbage of wadever. know the truth before you make a comment. haha. because you guys are just tarnishing your image.
truthly, the bag is still in PERFECT condition. dont worry. =X
you simply call yourself a christian rachel sow.
watch your words. and well. am i judging? haha. i guess im still not. if i did, im sorry.
im ALWAYS careless with my words like how you people are, too.
and also. if the breakup had made her so super upset, then. so what?
i've to make the first move to make everything possible and RIGHT.
you jolly well know that homosexuality is wrong and there you are encouraging mag like that, letting her indulging in her own world and not giving her any chance to salvage her situation. you jolly well know that what you have been doing is SO contradicting.
i admit i was once blur and everything. and immature. hello. use your brain, use your brain, use your brain!! you are much more mature than me. you should know which are right and which are wrong. i can differentiate them now. please make full use of it. im not commanding you or whatever. just telling you. God is always there to judge people.
once again, if i'd judged anyone at any point of time, im truly sorry. O.o
if you want to continue this wordy warfare, go ahead. i guess people will be reading and getting excited and wanting the next episode.
thank you.
this is the end of episode #4. :D - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
REALM DANCE!!!!!!
hello people.
im going to have a performance on 16 DEC at UCC theatre.
keep this day free to relax and enjoy the magnificent dancers DANCEPOINTE SINGAPORE has been nurturing! (:
i will assure you that this is not just another performance but its a showcase of the talents' work!; to show how capable we are!
the ticket sales are still on and if you guys want to enjoy this performance, call me at 92299373.
for your information, the theme of this whole show is "REALM DANCE".
interesting, isnt it? :D
so what are you waiting for? quickly give me a call and order tickets from me.
feel free to help me push the tickets sales to your friends or relatives.
eh. of course, this is not free.
and the tickets are sold like this.
matinee (1430) - $20, $25, $35
gala night (1930) - $25, $35, $45
its not very expensive and im sure its worth all your money. (((:
thanks for your cooperation and support for us.
last but not least, part of our ticket sales will be given to SINGAPORE AUTISM SCHOOL for their uniforms and everything.
isnt it a meaning full one?
so what are you waiting for? quickly pick up your cell phone and call all your friends to watch this performance!
call me asap at 92299373, ok?
thanks a lot. (:
may God bless you. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, November 27, 2006
25 dec party. i dont think im going due to some reasons.
a heated controversy is going on in my msn.
i dont know what to do seriously.
im not angry or what over the voting.
because as what voting is, its FREEDOM of speech.
i've nothing to say. decided not to brood over this stupid thing too much.
because i dont want to be like someone. haha. :D
everything has changed. even some young adults.
i dont know whats with them.
once used to be SO close to me, and now, ignoring me like hell.
im rejected.
for everything i do, nothing seems to be pleasing to people.
i've corrected my mistake and changed for the better.
yet things arent changing.
those which are supposed to change for the better, it didnt but headed for the worst.
those which are not supposed to change, it changed.
i dont know what YOU are thinking. eh. not talking about you, mag. dont worry.
HAHA. :D
well. i'd enough of all these nonsense.
thought at first, you're trying to make things better.
but then, you are heading for the worst.
why initiated in the first place?
i could still remember the day you tried so hard to talk to me.
at long john. NO MEH?
lol. =X
oh well. i tired of you. seriously.
such a pessimistic girl.
cant handle you. only you can decide for youself how you want your life to be.
i'd tried what i've got to do.
and im really to the end of my tether. ):
fed up with you girl. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, November 26, 2006
on friday, there was this MAD woman screaming and yelling in the dance studio as if it was her house. GOSH. couldnt stand her. but i remained calm. the only thing i did was to tell her not to 'talk' so loud. it was so echo-ish that it kept ringing in my ears even after it had happened. ): SOBS. my ear drums were kind of destroyed by her.
ok. continue my pics presentation of PROM NIGHT. (:
this is the only pic i took with priscilla. (: cheers. PRETTY babes.
this is MRS RAJ who always reprimand me in class. ):
meiryl and i. my sister since 2003 (:the innocent days of SEC 1. i LOVE YOU mei. :D
we are DANCERS of st margs. (: yuxian and i.
we are BIMBOs!
we are dancers too! clarissa me adeline.
sarah would like to try this COOL thing. =P
xiaoxuan sarah&lydia melSHAN. getting bored. =X
we are the ONE-ONEs. sec 1/1.
sarah and i. TWO-FOUR. ((:
after prom. 3AM. haha :D
i guess thats all for PROM thing. (:
it was QUITE boring la actually. ):
food wasnt that nice either. :'(
nvm. (: we were still at our most gorgeous. :D
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, November 25, 2006
PROM NIGHT
reached sheraton at 6 plus with xiang. (:
languidly walking towards the lobby with my hand laid on his well-held arm, i see no one.
then i realised how early i was.
my prediction was wrong.
i thought all of them will reach super early to take photos of every corner of the lobby. haha :D
the ambience was just too perfect for any couple to be in. (:
was taking photos upon my arrival until 715 PM. haha.
dear was my photographer. GREAT! THANKS an infinity my dear boy. you are just so sweet to me.
you are just so GREAT. LOVES*
then dinah came msging me asking me a favour- meet her at the NEWTON control st.
haha. so dear went with me and then left for home.
as soon as your shadow disappeared, i started to miss you badly.
wanted so much for your presence.
many were clad with pretty dresses from DANIEL YAM.
haha. particularly the blue-green combination tube dress.
FIVE people were wearing the same, please.
two were wearing the silver dress, cheryl tang and some indian girl from 4/3. i couldnt rmb her name.
MOST of them were wearing the same design la.
YAWNS!!! SO BORING!!!
come to think about it, luckily i didnt buy the dress from DANIEL YAM.
haha. :D
thanks dear that i'd heed your advice that no one wore the same dress as i did.
this year, SURPRISINGLY, the PROM QUEEN, miss cessquarade 2006, is ANGELIN TANUJAYA from my class 4/4.
never did i expect her in the list. haha.
i bet sophie was VERY disappointed! ):
nevermind. ((: SMILES!
after the dinner, allysa, xiaoxuan, meiryl and i proceeded to ESPLANADE.
haha. we were thinking, we were so properly dressed up, gorgeously, dont tell us we've to go home and wash up our pretty faces??? WHAT A WASTE!!! so we decided to go and take some pictures with DURIANS. ((:
POKE POKE.
we had stupid pics la. but interesting. we had a PERFECT and CREATIVE photographer for the night- ALLYSA!!! (:
show you the pics towards the end of the post. (:
soon, sarah&lydia (TWINS) and melissa shan came to join us.
but before that, meirly left for a meeting with a CHURCH friend at 0000.
so we went by the river to chat.
haha. IT WAS A LONG ONE!!!
chat and laugh until the clock stroke 1.20 AM.
then mel shan called her dad to pick us all up at the bus stop opp marina square. waited for about 15 mins. and there came a car. ((:
our eyes lit up immediately.
we were so DEAD tired!!!! ):
we sat in, greeted uncle shan, fetched xiaoxuan home first at sin ming road, then fetch me home at jurong west ext. then fetch sarah&lydia home at panjang. ALL TO OUR DOORSTEP.
thanks uncle shan. if not i would have slept on the streeets!!! haha. :D
reached home at 215AM.
DEAD tired!!!
well. bathed and slept. (:
it was GREAT! :D
HERE ARE THE PICTURES! 
after my make up at NP.
thanks to my make up artist- KAIFENG! ((:
this is the first time i see CAMILLE ANG in DRESS!!! haha. :D 
we seriously love mrs pillai A LOT! (: i, mrs pillai and teresa.
my best budd EUNICE.
I LOVE YOU PEEPS!
allysa and i and salina!! I LOVE YOU. ((:
sal juhi and i.
MISS CESSQUARADE 2006, angelin tanujaya of class 4e4. (: 
i, EGO and yuxian. 
rachel ng and i.
evil twin. qinglun and i. 
indo embassy,sher, teresa i and sal. (:
wearing our masks.
ally and i. seriously love her. 
yuxiang and i 
sarah and i
garfield at citilink.
sexy legs.
unglam! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
HAHA. :D
i LOVE yesterday.
yesterday was just so PERFECT to me.
the feeling all was just so right. (:
why?
this was what happened. haha. :D
went to school in the morning.
then i've gotten changed and met xiang.
after which he accompanied me to search up and down, left and right, inside out, outside in, right and left, down and up. haha.
and in the end, my heels hurt, the balls of my feet HURT. =S
went to daniel yam and search. found a few of them. quite appealing to me.
but saw bernice and hj and bernice said that there was one upstairs, VALERIE.
wow. quite nice. but xiang said it was the most gorgeous amongst all the dresses we'd seen. (:
haha. but guess the price? HAHA :D
but not very ex as compared to the ones my friends bought. lol.
$160.oo.
haha. :D saw many went to daniel yam to shop for prom dresses.
so i was thinking about pieces of advice form xiang. and in the end, decided to buy the one from VALERIE.
haha. im satisfied. but my heart aches la.
money GONE-
after that. went to PS to watch STEP UP.
with my dear and my ballet teacher and friends (junior).
haha. at first we didnt want to let ms foo see us holding hands. but in the end, we did in front of her. HAHA. :D
the show was FANTASTIC.
two thumbs up.
im in love with STEP UP.
whahaha. because dear watched with me!
:D
then. after movie, we walked from PS to somerset st.
quite stupid. but i really enjoyed it. haha. trying to steal time to stay together for the night. hehe. waited for bus for quite some time. then looked at the time. and decided to take train. ((:
accompanied me till JE and i let him go home.
because he got school the next day.
so i excused him. (:
hehe. so i went home.
but i reached home, i didnt msg him to tell him.
he got worried!!!
SORRY darling. ):
deborah loves you!!!
hhe. i got to go.
meeting dear to go change my prom dress.
gave me the size!!!!!!!! ARGH.
made me so kan chiong. ):
scoots off! - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, November 19, 2006
HELLO EVERYONE.
THIS IS AN UPDATE ABOUT MY ONCOMING PERFORMANCE ON THE 16 DEC.
TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO WATCH THIS PERFORMANCE "REALM DANCE", PLEASE CONTACT ME THROUGH E-MAIL OR MY HP NO.
THIS DANCE IS A PRODUCTION BY DANCEPOINTE.
NOT ONLY THE MAIN BRANCH IS PARTICIPATING, BUT ALSO THE OTHER BRANCHES SUCH AS.... EH. PAISEH. CANT RMB.
BUT ANYWAY. THIS DANCE IS TO SOMEHOW CELEBRATE DANCEPOINTE'S FIRST ANNIVERSARY. IN ADDITION, PART OF THIS TICKET SALES WOULD GO TO SINGAPORE AUTISM SCHOOL. SO, INDEED, THIS EVENT WHICH DANCEPOINTE WILL BE HOLDING ON 16 DEC IS A VERY MEANINGFUL ONE!
THE TICKET PRICE GOES LIKE THIS.
MATINEE SHOW (2.30PM) - $20 $25 $35
GALA NIGHT (7.30PM) - $25 $35 $45
PLEASE TELL ME HOW MANY TICKETS YOU GUYS WANT AND CONTACT ME ASAP INORDER TO GET THE BEST SEATS FOR YOU. THIS IS A FIRST COME FIRST SERVE BASIS ALLOCATION. PLEASE TAKE NOTE. (:
PLEASE TELL ME LATEST FROM 2-3 DAYS FROM TODAY.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME ASAP.
AND ALSO, GIVE ME THE MONEY LATEST BY THIS WED OR THURS, IF NOT, THEN FRI.
BUT I CANT GUARANTEE YOU FOR THE BETTER SEATS IF YOU GIVE ME ON FRI.
AS SINGAPOREANS, WE ARE KNOWN TO BE THE KIASUs AND KIASIs. HENCE, THERE'LL BE MANY OTHER PEOPLE WHO WILL BE EARLIER THAN I, FIGHTING FOR THE BETTER SEATS, COMFORTABLE AND BETTER-VIEW. (:
REMEMBER PLEASE TELL ME EARLIER. MUCH EARLIER IS THE BEST.
THANKS A LOT FOR YOUR COOPERATION. :D
IM ALSO AFRAID THAT THEY'LL NOT HAVE ENOUGH SEATS.
SO PLEASE TELL ME EXACTLY HOW MANY TICKETS YOU WANT.
ASK AROUND AND TELL ME.
TELL ME THE NAMES TOO. SO I CAN PLAN AND ORGANISE.
THANKS.
IN ADVANCE, THANKS FOR YOUR GENEROUS SUPPORT!
HAVE A NICE DAY. :D - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, November 18, 2006
WHO AM I
who am i
that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt
who am i
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart
not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
not because what i've done
but because of who You are
CHORUS:
i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave toss in the ocean
vapour in the wind
still You hear my when im calling
Lord You catch my when im falling
and You told me who i am
im Yours. im Yours.
who am i
that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love
and watch rise again
who am i
the voice that calm the sea
would call out through the rain
and calm the storm in me.
not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
not because what i've done
but because of who You are
CHORUS:
i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave toss in the ocean
vapour in the wind
still You hear my when im calling
Lord You catch my when im falling
and You told me who i am
im Yours.
this is indeed a beautiful song.
just went to learn how to sign it today.
it was really a fruitful session!
could actually sense the eagerness of each person to learn them well.
a challenge for us to take on.
though it might be difficult, but i believe that all of us will get to familiarise with the signs and YES.
we'll do it as a form of worship to the Lord.
hehe. :D
special thanks to all the instructors!!!
and continue guiding us tutors! hehe.
anyway. after which, christina and i went to tiong to have her long awaited lunch.
haha. and so accompanied her to kopitiam.
ate and yes, chat a little about God and everything.
a fruitful gathering.
well. went home after that.
darling left at 3pm.
so yeaps. didnt get to meet him after that already because he went to meet up with his sec sch friends to play bball. haha :D
anyway. i was pondering about some things.
well. it had appeared in my mind a few months ago.
and today, it flashed through my mind all of a sudden.
friends are supposed to help one another instead of backstabbing each other.
well. when we come to label someone as friend, you have to help that person when he/she runs into a problem/complication.
and not let him/her seep deeper into it.
truth always emerges.
when i come to know about some facts, mixed feelings were developed, both glad and disappointed.
the fact was some people just helped someone to seep deeper into a problem in an indirect manner.
the right way should go like this.
listen to your friend spouting his/her woes to you. (YES. THATS THE RIGHT WAY)
listen to the FULL complication (mind you)
listen to what others have gotten to say.
then you think/ ponder about it before making a statement/ comment.
YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE WHOLE SITUATION BEFORE BELIEVING WHAT HE/SHE IS SAYING.
i know sometimes is hard to believe what the other parties had said when you'd heard what you heard about what your friend had said.
but sometimes, by not listening to the whole story will cause some misunderstanding amongst people and cause some unwanted problems.
so please. to SOMEone.
do tell the right things and not only part of it or even just a summary.
this will KILL.
tell the whole thing.
dont try to salvage your own situation.
PLEASE PLEASE spare a thought for others.
sometimes i just think that what's the use of having a clique when its not really a clique.
or i should say, im not really part of THIS clique.
thought of leaving such a clique.
why? there are several reasons.
but shant expose them out.
mainly because of the mistakes i'd made.
and many thought that i am the BAD one.
well. indeed im the BAD one.
but I HAVE TO.
there's an urgency to salvage myself.
i'd created a chance to salvage yourself.
yet, due to toooo much thinking, you are indulging yourself into your own life far way toooo much.
with somehow someway wrong friend pulled you deeper into the well.
thats why you cant get out.
i believe with fervent prayer and GOOD AND RIGHT encouragement from RIGHT friends, you'll be able to grab hold of the rope and get yourself out and experience the RIGHT and BEAUTIFUL life God has created for you. ((:
i know you might get angry or furious. i dont really care. i meant i do care a little.
but i cant control your feelings after all.
so think deeply and seriously about your situation.
hope to see you get out.
one day. i'll hope to see. not even i. but many others will be VERY encouraged to see you change for the better :D
for those people, if you think that im very cruel.
sorry.
but i've to do it this way.
you guys can say that im selfish. im ignorant.
i dont care.
i just want to live a righteous life.
discriminate me if you guys feel like to.=S
there no way history can repeat.
this post is getting real long.
shall put a stop to it now. (:
all the best people for MCQ.
takkaire. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, November 17, 2006
im still floating in the days of intensive revision. everyone else are jumping for joy, leaping from place to place, dashing from corner to corner, but why i dont?
i was supposed to feel like what they are feeling.
am i too affected by Os that i am emotionless now?
crystal and i are emotionless. haha. :D
upon making our exit to the corridor, my friends were busily hugging each other as they had finished their exams.
and there was i, standing there looking at their smiles, feeling their joy.
however, i didnt feel mine.
probably i still have my MCQ paper on monday.
and then after my MCQ paper, i may smile from ear to ear. ((:
dont worry. im not affected by Os.
hope so (:
im finishing and will finish them well.
its been long waiting for this day to arrive.
and its arriving! haha.
i will get my hair done and everything. haha. :D
im tired of exams.
in a blink, we are coming to end of year 2006.
WHOO.
congrats mates.
we've made it!
be glad. and give thanks to the Lord. (:
before i went to take my hist paper, i was stressing myself to revise and try to memorise all the facts.
and this was the aftermath of me, studying history.
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, November 16, 2006
finally, we are going to put "the last stretch" to an end.
rejoice?
celebrate.
HALT.
not time yet.
oh well. to MOST of the people,
YES!
and these people are irritating.
HAHA. :D
however, to me and to some of us,
NO!!!!
tmr, we still have our history.
on what?
modern world history.
SIGH. ):
guess what?
monday will be my last paper.
i just pray that my motivation and my discipline will still be kept up high.
and also pray that i'll finish them well.
let our results shine for our Lord. ((:
and bring glory to Him.
THAT'S the MOST important thing.
next year in feb, we'll be getting back our results.
WHOO.
pray for my results. (:
THANKS!
anyway, i put my focus on the Lord for this O level.
of course, in everything i do next time, i will do the same.
because i really experienced many good things and have had good promises from Him.
so. TRUST in Him. ((:
ok. sounded so like Pastor Loo.
next tuesday, we'll be going to school at 9 a.m to get our leaving certs and CCA certs.
oh well. the most important thing about it is PAE thing. i dont know la. )):
im SOOO NOT going JC, for goodness sake!
i WILL NOT be able to cope.
just happen to remember what my da yi (eldest auntie) said.
telling you what i felt when she said that.
okayy. this thing happened like this.
--> my third aunt was asking me if im having my Os exam now.
i said yes.
she asked my which institution i want to go, POLY or JC?
i replied POLY, confidently.
i AM sure that i WANT to go there.
then she was smiling at me as if she was trying to say that. YES. that's the way. you should go and pursue what you like and what you want to do.
i smiled back at her.
here comes the pause.
i was actually looking at my eldest aunt's face, waiting for her expression to emerge from her face.
acting ignorant, she asked, "eh? i thought you said that you wanted to go SAJC? and you already got in or whatsoever?"
i was like, "yar. but i know i will not be able to cope there! so i decided to go poly. (:"
then she went off to get her things done and she returned.
and she 'advised' me, " dont think about enjoying life now."
i felt that i was being spiked by her words. )):
sigh. nvm.
different people have different views.
all they want is good money for the future.
do what you dont like now, and you get good money next time.
sigh. dont know what they are thinking! )))':
all right.
i have paper tmr.
wish me ALL THE BEST. haha.
all the best to those who'd just read this entry. :D - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
im getting bored. and so i was playing around with photoshop.
this is my master piece. haha. :D
its fun. try it. ((:
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
surprisingly, amaths wasnt THAT difficult.
it wasnt as difficult as i expected. oh well.
on my way back, i ran into my neighbour, eileen how.
and i was asking her how was the amaths paper.
she was like, "it was REALLY easy. oh well, paper 2 is going to be hard. ):"
i thought, oh mann. the paper was so difficult! and she went all the best. and yar. amaths paper 2 is going to be harder. ))):
im going to strive for my As. HAHA. i HOPE i can make it la.
with fervent prayer and intensive revision, i WILL be able to do well enough to prove MS SITI and my PARENTS and RELATIVES WRONG.
whahas. im longing for that day to come. and that's going to be in late january i guess. (:
WHEEE.
THREE more papers and im done with my Os.
and MCQ sci paper will be a key to my freedom.
HAHA. and yar. 23 nov is prom night.
that's the day where we can see REAL beauty queens. :D
wonder whos going to be the prom queen this year.
last year was natalie pryke.
this year?
some guesses.
sherry.
sophie.
jacqueline.
kerri.
that's all. i cant think of more. (:
but sometimes, we must expect the unexpected you see.
so maybe, our class- hema? haha. :D
WOOPS. =X - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, November 12, 2006
back to blog.
recently i have been quite slack in the sense i didnt touch my amaths book.
and now, i've to touch it. ):
i doubt i can make it for my amaths. nevermind.
i shall just try my best.
NRA rocks.
but, i cant join NRA as they arent going to recruit any new memberss next year.):
SOBS. :'( - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, November 10, 2006
A PIECE OF BIG NEWS
saw miss siti today in bus 174 when i went back home at 8 plus.
she boarded the busfrom bukit batok.
and i think she was unfamiliar with that place.
and so she was feeling uncertain to which side she was to take.
so she took the one which went BOON LAY.- JURONG WEST.
that's where i stay. ((:
lol.
she was looking kind of flusttered. =X - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, November 09, 2006
some of the photo taken yesterday. (:
before we proceeded on with our celebration.
this feeling is incedible.
this is US. God drew us together.
we love to be style. :D
our gifts for each other. mine for him was not able to match up to his price. SIGH. wanted it so much. but didnt want him to buy at all. but i still love it. thanks dear!
my gift for him. its SWEET. a lot of effort was being put in. i know you love it! ((:
and THAT "I LOVE YOU" pair of chopsticks. just like us. cannot NEVER do w/o each other. must use it in PAIR. (:
after celebration. (: at train st. we did what most people do. haha. :D
we are forever happy. i love you!
cant bear to leave each other. that's end of out THREE months celebration. THANK YOU DARLING.
080806 exist forever. (:
and the reality continues until the end... - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
IM SO SUPER HAPPY TODAY!!!
WHEES.
firstly. today's is xiang and my day. - 3rd MONTH tgt. (:
after my english exam, i went to meet him at KAP.
and so. i did.
walking languidly towards KAP. not the front door but the back.
it was kind of wierd. because i dont usually go by the back but front door instead.
however, i thought that i shouldnt go by the front but the back.
to my surprise, i saw BLACK a gang hanging outside cold storage.
it was dar and his clique. ((:
dont know why so coincidental. ((:
and so. aloy handed me something. i was stunned la. and also paiseh.
SUPER PAISEH.
ALL HIS FRIENDS WERE THERE LEH!!!!
then i looked into the bag and saw something brown- pinkish.
you know what?!?!!?!??!
its the NIKE bag which i'd yearned for!
and now, my dream had come true.
but yet, i didnt expect him to buy it. and i NEVER wanted him to spend SO SO SO Much money on me.
SIGH. really shouldnt tell him in the first place that i liked that NIKE bag.
i feel so bad right now.
ALL HIS MONEY gone.
-GONE-
hehe. but i managed to return him 30 bucks (:
so he's once again rich! (((((:
HAPPY THREE MONTHS!
and still going on. loving and sweet. ((:
i thank God for xiang being so loving and patient with me.
so faithfully praying with me every single morning.
currently having mental stress from Os.
he is still being very patient with me by understanding my situation.
how sweet can this guy be? (:
indeed as sweet as honey.
sweeter than honey.
I LOVE YOU.
i've got this particularly STRONG feeling that God has great plans for me. and i shared this joy with sally just now. im feeling great. WOW.
the feeling is incredible. something special and unique that i didnt feel before in my life.
REALLY. speaking of the truth. :D
once again.
HAPPY THREE MONTHS DARLING!
I LOVE YOU.
forever i will stay and stand by you.
and my english paper is OVER. what a GREAT relief!
i was worried at that point of time.
nearly couldnt finish. O.o
i prayed to God fervently, kept asking for His direction and His wisdom.
and guess what. my prayers were answered.
God is always so faithful. and i forever trust in Him. (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, November 05, 2006
IM SO BLOODY DEAD. ): - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, November 04, 2006
SIGHZNEH.
you have yet to call me darling.
nevermind.
im going back now.
so yepsss.
will call you. ((: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, November 03, 2006
back to blog.
currently dying of boredom.
can you imagine a scenario like this.
you didnt study for almost two days and you are back to real business at NIGHT- like this. im just taking a break now from my revision on AMATHS?!
i still cant get it right baby..
i cant do a SIMPLE QUESTION.
oh mann. im so going to fail.
even if i pass, i will NEVER pass with flying colours. ):
SOBS.
waiting for call. im feeling so bored yet at the same time, im a little stressed up.
i'd actually wasted almost two days resting and chilling outside.
i cannot continue this kind of lifestyle!!
if not, i'll be getting FULL-MARKS for my L1R5.
wow right? haha. full-marks leh.
not bad wad. ((:
-sacarsm-
dear's bbq-ing at east coast now.
he'd been out (not at home) for two days!
his parents must have missed him a lot. ):
just thought about melissa chan.
it's been so long since i last saw her!
just a few ten-minutes ago, i viewed her friendster profile. (:
looked a little different.
and when i heard about the "curfew" she had from her bf, i sympathize her.
it used to be mel controlling rice.
but now, its the other way round.
it a sad thing.
that's probably why we dont see mel now in church.
no more lunchie with us.
no more church services.
no more pool-ing with her.
NO MORE MEETING UP WITH HER!
haiya. im still waiting for SOMEONE'S call baby.
waiting and waiting((:
nvm. i dont mind waiting because afterall, they're worth all the waiting. ((:
all right. im going a little 'sehh-' already.
dont really know what im posting up here. ):
waiting. (((: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, November 02, 2006
i was still floating in my dreams when suddenly i felt a slap or two on my face.
i woke up. picking up pieces of things that were happening around.
i wondered around. the sky was azure and birds chirping could be heard.
i knew i didnt have to go to school.
this isnt my day.
continuously turning around, feeling a tension at my cheeks, i realised someone had given me a slap on my face!
it was my mother. she thought i have to attend school and though i was late again!
SIGH.
i've got a slap for nothing. darn. ):
she left for work and gave me an sms.
it said, "Need you vacuum and mop floor with pain water."
haha. she said wrongly la. should be "plain" water and not "pain" water.
i knew this kind of thing will happen.
if i dont have to attend school, surely, i'll have to do housework.
its going to rain.
went to find dear and i saw mag and company.
saw isaac too. but he didnt see me.
went to canteen 2 in the end and ate pasta. haha. :D
it was delicious.
sorry for causing you to be late. and sorry for not being able to wait for you till school finishes.
have to let you go back home alone. SORRY. )':
im stoning. im feeling tired. though i woke up at 9 plus plus and did housework.
it was such a coincidental when i saw dear in his dressing.
haha. i was dressed in black t-shirt with denim shorts. deat dressed in denim jeans and black shirt too. hahah.
it wasnt planned okay.
i've got to start memorizing my social studies. oh mann.
and practise my emaths. )):
im so stressed. i shall pray and pray and keep praying. ((:
drizzling now. sobs.
want to go pastor's house later. (:
study.
whees. :D - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
NEXT PAPER
MONDAY AT 0800 - EMATHS PAPER 1
AT 1400 - SOCIAL STUDIES - i just wanted to say ...# ;
after a great stuggle trying to pack those pieces of information into my small tiny winny brain, im finally done with my biology paper.
last night's revision was really intensive.
i was thinking that i should go through the whole of bio textbook once more and pick out the more important things. i noted all of them down and it filled up nearly the whole of a notebook!
yesterday, as i was studying, the clock read 10pm.
which chapter was i at?
HAHA! ):
chapter 6!
goodness gracious! i'd around 21 chapters to study and yet i was only at chapter 6 at 10pm!
as panicked as i was, i flipped through the pages and browsed through the words.
nothing went into my head.
i resorted in closing my eyes so as to calm myself down.
after that, i went back to where i was and started going through in detail.
i pulled through until the clock stroke 12am. - 0000.
haha. :D
i did it. i totally gave up heredity.
i seriously cant do genetic diagram!
it sucks.
the questions for this yr's bio is okay.
not as bad as i expected.
PHEW!
relief!!!!
thank God.
i had encouragement from my dear.
every morning before my paper, he'll pray with me through the phone.
this actually helped. it helped me to calm down.
i was once one who bored such a thinking, " sure cannot make it one la. im so scared. im so worried. fail how??????"
after much persuasion and talks from dear, i became one who wants to do it well. (:
thanks dear!
anyway. the laksa i ate was very nice today.
-you-
just want to tell you that i didnt forget those past both of us shared.
its just you who kept thinking and assuming that i pretended nothing had happened.
well. its your choice to believe what i say. those memories, i said and i promised, that i'll hold them close to my heart. im not that forgetful all right.
did jealousy take over you and lead you in such a thinking? i truly dont know.
and i dont want to know. just want to let you know that everything is like that now. and i want it to stay this way. arent we friends now? do you want it to be back in the times when we had cold war?? its totally up to you. that's all i've got to say. (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
allysa and i and salina!! I LOVE YOU. ((:
indo embassy,sher, teresa i and sal. (:
sarah and i
sexy legs.
unglam! 
before we proceeded on with our celebration.
this feeling is incedible.
this is US. God drew us together.
we love to be style. :D
our gifts for each other. mine for him was not able to match up to his price. SIGH. wanted it so much. but didnt want him to buy at all. but i still love it. thanks dear!
my gift for him. its SWEET. a lot of effort was being put in. i know you love it! ((:
and THAT "I LOVE YOU" pair of chopsticks. just like us. cannot NEVER do w/o each other. must use it in PAIR. (:
after celebration. (: at train st. we did what most people do. haha. :D
we are forever happy. i love you!
cant bear to leave each other. that's end of out THREE months celebration. THANK YOU DARLING.