Monday, June 26, 2006
i decided to post this is because, the confusion im facing right now is really like a spider web!
seriously, i dont know how to continue with such a life like this. in this state, where many had come to persuade me, talked to me and sort of did some councilling. the effect was- ZERO.
and now. on 26 june, i decided to let it go. the guilt in me is really unbearable. i fought hard.
and den, during the retreat,i stood in the presence of God, truly i felt His presence. He hinted me last year before i left NZ for dance. i flipped open my bible. it was from Romans 1:24-32. God tried many ways to change me. and now, He did it!
i decided to let go all of them. and i want to be righteous before God. follwing His ways, obey His commands.
at the same time, i'll need help too. and i really want to thank those who had helped me a lot. (:
as i typed those just now, it was filled with sadness, but one day, i'll still need to let them all go. all will be kept as memories. a precious one. -tear tear tear........... ); - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, June 24, 2006
All right, I’m so excited for tonight’s special.
Yeah. And that’s my SPECIAL darling’s DAY. (:
And she’s JUSTINE KWAN YI TING.
Well, today’s her birthday party. HER sweet SIXTEEN! Wow.
Applause! Applause!
Right now, I’m at my mom’s office. I just helped her to finish her work!
I forced my way through and I hope I did not make any mistake. If not my mom is going to re-do everything! Yes. It’s EVERYTHING!
Feeling so cold, can actually feel the numbness in my fingers, restricting my to type each letter! OH. Just remembered! My friends are back from their Australia trip. And again, I really want to appreciate my friend, Justine kwan, for wanting to go with me next year instead of this year. THANKS LOTS GIRL!
Well, guess what! I have yet to buy her a lovely present for this LOVELY girl! I’ve to scrupulously choose her present. Though it may not be expensive, but it really comes from my heart. Though I’ve not bought her a present. WOOPS!
Okay, I shall type till here, don’t want to be a long-winder. *laughs*
May the Lord bless Justine abundantly!
(: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, June 16, 2006
All right, I would like to sum up what had happened these few days. I went to Tiara Beach Resort for my 1st church retreat. This retreat has created a "new" life for me. It's about prioritizing my life priorities.
We had sessions on it. Well, about 6 sessions. Though they were like vampires, sucking my blood and energy, I find that they were all useful for me. I would like to comment about retreat 2006, it was REALLY GREAT! It was fruitful, it was enjoyable, it was unforgettable! Seriously, I had learnt a lot of things which I had never learnt at all. There were also competitions such as, swimming, captain's ball, soccer (wow! This Applied to girls as well), marathon. I took part in all these events which took place. Despite these, I still felt energetic! I want to give thanks to the Lord who had pumped energy in me that could last throughout the retreat! He had made all these things possible! (:
Well, in the end, Group C, which is my group, won in the games! WELL DONE GROUP C! We were quite well bonded. I'd made new friends. Oh wait a minute, there was another church came to join us! It was His Family Centre. WELCOME! All right, let me continue, I'd made new friends. They were: Shu Min, Michelle, Xin Tian from His Family, Faith and her brother, Shawn, Issac, Cheryl, Sarah and Jolene from Acts and lastly, from Good News, they were: Evon and some others which I could not recall. However, I'd known Rui Xiang better in the sense that I talked to him. Actually this applied to Adam and Shu Hui. We had a talk on the last night and I shan't dwell in the contents and yes! We had a great time! I'd talked more to Gareth too! (:
All in all, we must prioritize our schedule. We must have enough rest so that we can have energy to accomplish all things. The most important of all things is that we must consecrate for Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior! Learn, apply and succeed!
Give all praises to the Lord!
Oh oh! One last thing! The song named, Potter's Hand, had touched my heart and it had made me want to love and crave for the Lord even more! (:
That's all I think! (: Have fun!
May the Lord bless you. - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
all right! i am secretly using the computer now.
recently, i realised that i'd been putting my cellphone far far away from me. The reason is because Haoem told me that it's negative effect even if you are not using! actually, i do noe the fact but i did not really care about it at first. blablabla and so on, i worry a lot about my brain. im afraid that i'll get brain t*m*u* all right!
my heart went extremely down down------- DOWN DOWN!
gosh. okay. i've got nothing to blog already. im so tired. =X drained OUT.
okay. this is the MOST recent photo of this GIRL. who is EXTREMELY OBSESSED with PHOTOGRAPHY! (:
- i just wanted to say ...# ;
