Thursday, October 27, 2005
hey people..
i've got a good news!!! REALLY A GOOD NEWS!
I AM NOT GOING TO RETAIN!!! haha. thanks to ALL the teachers tt had said good things about me..
heard from ms siti tt half of the teachers said tt im LAZY.. and the other half said tt im HARDWORKING.
well. its true.. i only work hard fer those subjects tt im interested in.. haha.
and now.. i've to drop ma bio.. cos i failed it.. i duno how.. cos i duno if i can choose to take combined bio.. and take pure chem at the same time or if i drop ma bio.. i must go to combined..
well. its hard to choose.. hmm. i duno how.. pls help mii. =/
aniwae.. i think im dropping to elect hist.. meaning im not going to take pure hist and elect lit.. haha. which means.. i only left with SIX subj. and i've got to REALLY work hard fer all these SIX subj.. cant afford to fail any.. yep.
todae so happii.. a happy dae.. went out fer "LUNCH" with you.. yea. haha. muackiies darling.
im so bored.. nothing much to blog todae. only got gym todae.. eh.. slacking everywhere..
hmm.. in the end.. eunice and i was feeling rather bored and decided to run around the hall.. we ran for FIFTEEN ROUNDS! haha. amazing isnt it??? haha.
quite fun. got to exercise FINALLY!!
hmm. yup. tt's about it.
takkaire.
muacks.
hugs-
[deb`=)_]]
[[[[[[[[___it's not your fault___]] - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, October 24, 2005
hey peeps.. im darn sad la.. really darn sad!!! im the only one in my class retaining cos i failed my english and i pass only 4 other subjects and not 5 other subjects..
im sooo darn sad!!!! i duno why i just cant do well.. well im sorta prepared to b a retainee next year.. but how i wish everything will b fine.. and i would b promoted to sec 4.. but i guess i cant. well. i duno y. i just duno y i cant pass my english. in fact.. its getting worst..
*SORRY LEELING*
i dint do well fer ma english. and im pretty confused and scared.. i duno wad to do.. all i can do is to wait fer GOOD news tmr.. and hope my principal will allow mi to go sec 4 express next year. hmm. but i'll b demoted to combined science. i'll just live with it ba. i duno wad's going to happen tmr..
[dear]
all those things you told mii this aftnn.. it may just b an encouragement.. i really duno which wae they'll let mi b in.. and well even if im willing to work extremely hard next year.. teachers and principal will not let mii hab a chance to do so.. i duno how and what to do now.. im so darn confused. i guess i'll hab to wait fer tmr den i'll get to know if im really going to retain anot.
i duno wad to do now.. i duno how to tell my parents.. i studied hard.. i tried hard.. perhaps not hard enough ba.. but i really tried during exams.. i tried to recall every single thing tt every teacher has taught mii. but i duno y i just couldnt get them rite.
my mind is reallt in a twirl now.. sooooooooo confused.. and stunned fer words when Ms Siti told mii this morning. haish.. im so darn DEAD.
HOPELESS
i knew im going to hav this dae.
i guess i noe the reason why i got this ending.. or rather its my consequence.
[[ how i wished euu are just rite beside mi now.. comforting mi.. hugging mi.. im super scared..]]
ARGH.. why must this thing happen to mii.. HAISH!
todae.. is another dae is school dae. dint hab the heart to listen during class.. because the news really affected mii BADLY. i cant concentrate.. all the things tt were in my mind was: "will i really be retained??" "will Ms siti help mi to get into sec 4 express next year??"
ALOT of questions are hanging on my head.. i cant get them off.. really heavy..
IIIIMMMM SSSOOOOO SSSAAADDDDD!!!!!!!
SSUUPPPPEERRRR SSAADDDD!!!
[dun heart pain.. NOT euur fault, ok?]]
just hope tt God will help mii. but i doubt so. cos this is wad i deserve??? yup. =/
i guess tt's abt it.. nothing more to add...
[deb`]]
+ WHy MUST THIS HAPPEN TO MII??? + - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Friday, October 21, 2005
ouch.. my muscles hurt!! todae.. played floorball. play until very hiong.. haha. really. my team was like so crazy.. very united and v enthu.. was glad to see the team spirit there. haha.. dint know SHERRY WONG can be such a good goal keeper.. HAHA. REALLY SURPRISING!
hee. and ERIKA and LAVENIA can b good defenders.haha. and natasha and mi can b good attackers. JASMINE can b a good stopper standing in the middle.. haha.
we picked the momentum up at the end.. we won 3 matches draw none and lost 2.. sad. we drew with PREMA tt group.
well.. stil.. NUR SHERYL'S grp stil won. cos they won 4 matches and drew 1 match. hmm. nevermind.haha.
SPORTSMANSHIP! =))
im so bored.. HEY!! MEL MAG AND CHRIS.. you all wan take photo neh tell mi to join.. neh all mi.. hmm. sad.. haha! nehmind.. ITS OK.. haha. must take with mii ok? hahas.
now like...stil so early.. tmr stil hab like wad.. HISTORY LESSON?!?!?! im already dropping history wad.. wad fer i go? haish. so like.. boring. but well. aniwae.. there're sec 4s. so yea. attention wun b on us the sec 3s. haahs. yea. we wld b able to slack. but we are not able to slp ir wad. sigh. so boring. i did horribly fer my history. sadx.. haha. well.. im hopeless liao.. haiz.
im so bored.. no one online.. chuzzle's getting rather bored.. so yea. and feeling abit slpy.haha. but i wan to hear your voice 1st. hahas.
takkaire.. im getting bored..
huggies
muackies
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
hello peeps.. just had a short circuit.. hmm.. tt means wad i blogged just now.. ALL GONE..
well.. todae had fun playing daidi.. with bliss gene sherry jolene phebe teresa and eileen ong. had fun.. and we were all screaming like hell. haha. kept switching our places to play.. haha. and teresa kept wantin to be the daidi queen.. haha. .LOL.
well. fer our post exam activities.. we are supposed to play.. foorball but in the end we were somehow posted to play captain's ball. im a betrayer.. went to play with 3/7. haha. well. dint noe THAT GAL can play so well.tot she's very weak. haha.
but we lost.. those TALLIES bully mii. or rather they bully us.. my team.. our team ppl all v short one..haha. den yea.. our opponents took this chance to win us.. yep.
another shocking news.. i tot i did well.. i have much confidence in my exam...
i dint expected tt. hmm.well. i tot they all wld go my way. but they just do the opposite. they went the other wae.. haish. im so like disappointed.. i failed so badly. dint noe wad to do. dinno wad happen oso. i lost all my confidence.. i think i wld just go to poly.. tt's my best i guess.
NO LIGHT
NO HOPE
NO PROMOTION
im so hopeless.. just hope tt i'll pass THAT SUBJECT.. just that subject wld be enuf fer mi..
haish.
baddie mood..
but im alright ba.. aft school.. went to hab lunch..hee. i was so full. haha. had fun toking. kept laughing.. haha. i enjoyed ma dae! thanks!! haha.
im so bored now.. i guess all i can do is to just hope and yearn fer it.. haish.
hee. chatting with euu.. im so happi. haha.
yeah yeah.
ok ok.. i log off now.. hee. byebye..
takkaire..
huggies.
muackies.
[deb`]]
+___im living for you___+ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
hey peeps.. im sent back home!! lol..
im so bored.. actually todae can go back school.. im quite happy.. cos i gotta see ma classmates agn!haha.
BUT.. im sent back home.. haiz.. cos ma sore eyes haven recover..LOL.
just realised tt ma chinese is so horribly done!!! =X
and ma chem managed to get.. 63 .3% fer EOY. haha. =))
hmm.wan get all ma results todae. well.. ma history is HORRIBLY DONE!!!
hmm. SBQ only got.. 10/25. i tot i did well. but i dint..
ma SEQ.. i got only 6/25.. WTH?? haiz. but i noe how to answer the 1st qn ok. duno how the teachers mark.. haish.. sians..
im quite tired now.. feel kinda sick..
whole body aching.. especially ma shoulders and ma back.. haish.. duno wad happen.. n i pulled the muscle at my jaw there.. duno wad happened too!
you know just now when i got sent back tt time.. i waited fer bus 174 fer very long ok! den i board the bus.. i slept.. and yea.. the bus was indeed moving VERY SLOWLY!!!
and yea.. felt abit giddy..and went to take 242.. i just missed ma bus.. WHAT AN UNLUCKY DAY! LOL. den when i was walking hm.. those ppl dril the holes on the ground.. den i cannot walk the normal way.. have to go ONE BIG ROUND to get to the lift..
i reached home at abt 10am. and i den realised tt ma mom called mi at... 9.30. wow.. i dint feel the vibrations..
called ma mom...and in the end got a BIG SCOLDING! den next time gimmi money go home la! wl.. im so darn pissed...
im hungry.. but i going to eat ma lunch ltr.. now stil early.. mayb i go slp fer awhile and i shld wake up at 12pm.. haha. so bored.. duno wad to do..
+thinking of euu boii.. miss euu alot..+
[debbieeeee``]]] - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
hey ppl..
im stil at home.. mayb tmr i would b able to go school already!!!! YAY!! cos im super bored staying at home..and rot.. missed the times writing and cheonging for homework. hah.
now im at home.. regretting tt i did not work harad enuf fer ma exams? but i did put in alot of effort in ma last minute revision.. and also did squeezzeeddd ALOT of brain juice fer ma exams..
yup.i did.. and i hope fer it.. i just hope tt i wld b able to pass.. tt's all. i'll just hope tt i'll b able to pass and go sec 4e4 next year.. and to stay on w my frens..
yay.. ma eyes are getting better.. haiz. i want ma results.. todae.. jolene dint ans ma call when i called her..hmm. so fed up already.. missed call her soo many times and yet the results are stili the same..
so bored!! just ate ma lunch.. and yea.. had my own fried-egg and some meat.. and rice.. haha. taste nice.. obviously wad.. cos.. I COOKED THE EGG MYSELF!!! LOL! =x but its' really nice.. lol. even ma brother sae its REALLY NICE!!! haha
but i followed ma dad's style of frying the egg..
heehee. DONT TELL YOU!!! >.<
HAIZ! i really wana b promoted to SEC 4e4 next year.. and i wana prove to ma dad tt all those studying really worth it..
they're NOT useless... though i played awhile.. slack awhile. but i find it really nice studying..haha.
I DID STUDY OK!
maybe not hard enuf..
BUT i tried HARD ENUF! =x
just hope tt i passed ma english..haha.LOL.
tt's the most impt thing! =/
im so worried.. so worried bout how euu are doing.. dint meet you fer so long liao.. haha.. aiya. cant blame ma.. got sore eyes.. lol. if not you'll oso get sore eyes...
hmm... takkaire yea???
i think i should blog till here...
and let mi gib JOLENE a call.. lol..
takkaire.. BYE PEEPS!
[[debbie`]++
__im so happii...__ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Monday, October 17, 2005
hey peeps.. i stil having sore eyes.. pain pain..
so unlucky.. now kena both eyes.. duno if can go school tmr leh..
hmm.wan get those papers myself..dun wan ma frens to help mi check.. i wan to noe my mistakes.. and to see how careless i am.. hmm.hope i'll do fine..hee..
ahhh..just got a stomachache..but im fine now..
ma eyes feel painful.. cant really open ma eyes properly.. so small.. and SWOLLEN!!
im like some kinda monster..
oh no..im feeling so guilty now.. just now ma maid asked mi if she can ma hp to call someone. i actually wanted to let her use one. but when she's abt to call.. my mom called me to tel her to cook barley water..den.. i got this chong dong to ask my mom..
den i asked her.den i passed ma hp to ma maid.. den ma maid gav ma mom the no. she wanted to call. den ma mom dun let her call.
den ma maid look v sad.. and she cried..
den ma mom called mi to tell mi tt maid lied to mi..and tt person she wanted to call sae tt she got nthg to do w ma maid..
den.. i asked ma maid agn.. who she wanted to call. den she say nvm la..nvm..
so i was thinking..if i didnt ask ma mom.. all these things wont happen..
she wldnt cry.. everything wld b ok..
xxxx__regrets!!__xxxx
hmm.. i wan to euu tt no matter wad happens.. i'll hold on tightly..and i'll never let go..
just b assured.. i'll b there whenever you need mii.. ok?
im so bored.. got no one to chat w on MSN.. everyone's not online.. im bored..
think i'll stop here..
haiz.. have to wear ma glasses.. cannot close contact w ma sister..
hee..LOL..
ok.. i wan wear sunglasses instead of glasses.. haha.
hee.. so bored.
ALRITEs..
i shall go now. takkaire.. tag tag yea?
byebye.. =)) - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Sunday, October 16, 2005
hey peeps.. im back to blog agn! and unluckily.. i got sore eyes!
OMG! sore eyes leh..hmm.pain..its NOT itchy.. hmm. well. just hope tt it wun spread to e other eye. but the other eye will soon b infected.. noe y?? LOL. there's pus coming out from the other eye too..lol.so like..hmm. yellow.. and pain..
duno y too..lol.. just hope tt it wun get worsen and i'll b able to go to school on tues.. cos tt's e dae im gettting ma papers back.lol.*scared* *nervous*
hope i'll do well. hmm. afraid to fail.. wan to pass leh..hmmm.
pass with at least 55%. actually not really aiming fer v high. but at least 55% will just satisfy myself and my prnts. but fer maths just hope to get As..
eh..to just practically went to church.. haha. melissa brought a new friend (err. friend???) to our church todae.. haha. WELCOME!!!
his name is RASON. yup. sec 4 from teck whye secondary sch. LOL.
i can rmb cos.. aiya. long story. had been toking w ahgong n sun zi bout them. haha.
i guess i left a "bad" impression.haha. alrights.
den aft church went to hab lunch w mel rason chris and mag at taman jurong. lol. yeah.. BA CHOR MEE again! wow.. really NICE n i dun find it 'ni' eating agn n agn.
i wan eat it agn somedae.
had fun toking.. and of course 'TO' chris.. haha.. lol..
so fun. her expression and reaction very FUNNY!
anywae. i duno if i'd mispelled rason's name.. lol..
ok..den went to famous amos w mag.. she's ma walking stick! haha. cos i cant see really well.. so yup. the rest need to go off fer their activities..
den i requested mag to b ma walking stick.. haha. THANKS AH GONG!
haha. aft buying famous amos.. we saw hao en and winston. haha. toked about poly stuff. heehee. very interesting! haha. LOL.
i stil hab ONE year to go. heheh.
im tired.. wan go zzZZZzzZZ alrd.
takkiare ppl.
taggie ma blog.. haha. thanks.
[deb`]
+im so in love with euu..takkaire!+
___iM haPpii tO b wiTh eUu..___ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday, October 13, 2005
yoz!
long time no blog...
because i was busy w my exams. was so stressed before the exams.. but now im sooo relaxed!
YEAH!
another year has just passed.. soo fast!lol. im so happy. but yet anxious bout my results.
hmm. wonfering if i can stil stay in pure science class. and i'd made up my mind.. tt im going to drop my elect lit.. den i drop my pure hist. den i go to elec hist.
my pure hist isnt doing quite well. and my lit really suck. yep yep.
im so bored here. need euu to by my side.. haix..
bored. im so bored...
yea. got holidae till mondae.. yeah! so free.. wan do alot of things. but think back i cant do alot of things. and i want to work. get money and i can buy my hp.. i wana get a new hp.. my this hp is so lousy.
though it may not really by lousy.hmm.
but dun hab special functions. like.. infared.. and camera.
so boring..
but rite. i duno if ma mom will allow mi to use my pay to buy hp. hmm.
so bored.. really bored. wan to go out and have some fun.
but currently i cant think of anithing.. no ideas. oh! i wan to go orchard and take neoprints. lots and lots of neoprints. hee.
wan take w euu again.
wan take agn w the slackers.
wan take w friends.. like jolene and crystal and yuxian.
wan take w chris mel rach and mag! yi jia ren.. haha. ONE FAMILY.
((: =P
and i wan go tann myself.tann til chao ta..
haha.. =x
wan go sentosa.. haha.actually anywhere oso can la. lol. wan go w euu.
hah.ok.miss euu boii.
hahas. =x
this morning woke up..brush teeth.. ate 2packets of biscuits. very nice. but only left the last 2 packets. so i finished them. den no more le.. i wan summore! haha. so greedddii..
ok.
im so bored. and sian. dun wana blog liao wan go find smthg to eat.
-im thinking of euu boii-
[debbie`]
+im feeling so happi.it'll not end!+ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday, October 01, 2005
hello.. finally gotta blog todae..
dint hab time to blog the last few daes cos of exams.
exams have alrd started. hee.
and yea. finished both english papers and social studies paper.
wow..im so proud of myself tt i can write soo much.
SERIOUS!
for english paper 1, fer the narrative, i wrote 2 pages plus!
1st time i wrote so much.
fer compre.. i noe how to do. but duno if ma answers were correct.
so yup. let God decide how i should get.hee.
as fer social studies... it was kinda horrible.
cos i haven finish my reliability question! argh.. which worth 7 marks k! hmm. i think i'll only get 6/7 marks fer tt question.
my hand was like aching after the exam. and my forth finger was like cramping..
but it was alright a few hours aft tt. hee.
ok. i shall write ma schedule fer my EOY exam.
next papers..
4/10/05 (tues)
MT P1 & P2
6/10/05 (thurs)
E.maths P2
7/10/05 (friday)
A.maths paper 2
Pure chem P1 & P2
10/10/05 (mon)
history (pure)
11/10/05 (tues)
A.maths P1
Pure biology P1 & P2
12/10/05 (wed)
E.maths P1
Literature Elec.
yup. looking at the schedule makes mii feel really... STRESSSEEDDD!
yup. but hmm. shall try to manage ma time.. and yep. hope i'll do well.. ((:
i cut ma hair! haha. yeah.. yippee..
soo happii. the 1st person i shared ma joy with was ma baobei!!
haha.. :)) finding mii a nuisance tt i kept repeating tt i cut ma hair?? hee. =xwoops!
lol.
i think i going off now. so bored.. shall do ma revision! hah.
i duno wad to do.. hmmm. wana eat ba chor mee tmr. lol.
hope can ba..
hee. =D
takkiare ppl!
byex.
[[x.deb.xx] - i just wanted to say ...# ;
