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    Tuesday, June 19, 2007


    yes. it was sweet. sweet till i dont want to give it up.

    today was the day just the TWO OF US. i was so pleased that i plucked up my courage to swim in the deep deep water! it was darn high tide. i was feeling super nervy.

    i didnt bring so many things! like, extra pair of shorts.
    how dumb of me to continue to swim with my one and only pair of shorts.
    was so desperate that i was actually drying it with the hand dryer available in the toilet.
    after 1/2 hour, it was still not dry. so it equals to dear waited for me for 1/2 hour.
    sorry dear. but i really cant take it to wear a pair of wet shorts.
    though it didnt dry after that&i still wore it. -.-"

    got ourselves washed up&found out another lie.
    it was a 360 degrees switch to emo-ness.
    this is a normal reaction when girls realised that their bfs lied to them again about the same issue.
    total disappointment. but still, it worked out after songs of the sea.
    dear hoaxed me&yes, i responded greatfully. i responded&i really love him!
    dear bought me a pair of cargo pants. i really felt bad for him.
    those money he spent was supposed to be for himself!! )))x

    ate carls junior. it was shiokness. (:

    took bus with dear. and i forgot to tap my card against the card reader.
    darn it. it was TWICE.
    nvm. shall learn from it. (:

    emoness filled me once again.
    we quarreled again.
    BREAK UP seems to be the BEST idea.
    but i cant let go. perhaps i just expressed it out of disappointment, depression&anger.
    he confused me. i dont know whats love from him.
    im worried sick for him.
    the thought of breaking up seems not to be at the right timing.
    i want to take care of him. till both of us are old.
    i dont care. but these obstacles seemed so hard for me to just take a step over.

    im telling you dear, that im trying hard to get over it.
    finally, i got over it. but last night you lied to me again.
    and so i find it so hard to trust you again.
    for everything, it becomes my fault.
    well done deborah.
    you'd brought all these unpleasantness to yourself.

    im stil trying to work things out. sigh.
    want to thank ben for listening me out.
    i called cheryl. but she didnt pick up. so i called ben.
    i want to hear comments from him. cos he's a guy. he knows what a guy would think.
    though each individual has their own character, but i still relied on his point of view to try to understand how guys think.
    thanks ben! (:
    anyway, cheryl. sorry if i bother your ben too much!
    but i want to thank him alot for listening my cries&amp;anger&disappointment. (:
    you have a great bf! treasure him!
    love you cheryl!!! (x

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;