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    Saturday, June 23, 2007


    how many more times do you want to lie to me?
    what you promised me was broken. not once. but twice or thrice.
    how do you expect me to trust you again?
    dont you think its VERY hard for me to do so?
    why are you always thinking of you yourself being emo&that NO ONE comes to talk to you?
    i believe if you ask gareth, he'll talk to you, more than willing to.
    but why would you want HER?!


    have you not think that i was emo because of your small little actions you executed?
    why are you doing this to me?
    i have known that the first&the last chance wasnt the first&last chance at all.
    it is the first many&the last many chances.
    sigh
    im UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.

    you want to gain back my trust, but are you doing it correctly in the first place??????????
    yes, you are gaining back my trust by your repeated lying.
    how can i not be emo now?

    you told the other girl that the girl you like was OBVIOUSLY PRETTY.
    how would i think?
    it was a TOTAL disappointment.
    i bet you didnt know that at all.
    perhaps you can just think that it just a comment from your mouth, you think that you might not mean it at all.
    but what will i think when i read it?
    have you ever think about it at all?

    the obvious answer is NO.

    i dont want you to lie to me again.
    because i dont want to emo&cry again.
    and i dont want you to think that im crying over small little stuffs.
    to you, those stuffs you said could be little&minute in your eyes, but to me, it can just shatter my heart into pieces.
    but you have not tried to understand at all.

    just one word, its enough to break my heart.
    just one small action, its enough to further shatter them.

    i dont want to live in this torture already.
    God, get me out of it.
    im sick&tired of it.
    Oh God, save me.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;