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new hp
NIKE sling bag
DO WELL IN Os
classic jeans and skirts
THAT puma bag
more pretty clothes
skirt from mng
naval piercing!
night party
heels
 do professional dancing overseas
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 shades from accessoriez
 that thing from billabong
pair of slippers
NIKE dunks
NIKE cap

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    by ice angel



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    Wednesday, June 13, 2007


    HAHA. ITS A GOOD FIND-OUT FOR THE WEEK. I'D LEARNT SOMETHING NEW.
    BROKEN PROMISES. BROKEN TRUST.
    BUT NEVERMIND MY DEAR FRIENDS. IM EEEEEEEFING ALL RIGHT.
    DONT WORRY ABOUT ME.
    I KNOW YOU GUYS WILL EEEEEEEEEEEFING MISS ME. (:
    I MISS YOU ALL TOO.

    thinking about today, it would make me smile through the darkest, most lonely night.
    however, as i recall about your recent post in ur blog which u told me about, i was eager to read it, hoping it was something sweeter, something nicer.
    however, when i learnt about it. it failed me.

    yes. you'd chosen me. yes, i know you knew you wouldnt be choosing the wrong one.
    BUT! you are still eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefffing confused about it.
    im utterly disappointed.
    i seriously enjoyed this day with you. because i thought your thoughts were true.
    im not sure if you are using me as a spare tyre or you are real towards me.
    i cant tell of your love towards me now.
    im feeling super lost. SUPER LOST.

    ive got no one to quarrel with. ive got no one to whine to. ive got no one to hoax me.
    its lonely. it will be lonely.

    --
    this coming friday is NRA camp.
    i dont feel like going already.
    im bloody eeeeeeeeeeefing depressed!
    i need my friends badly.
    i want shoulders to cry&lean on.
    im dependent on them, not you.
    though for awhile, i loved to lean on you. i loved&missed the feeling.
    i want to feel it again. but i cant put myself to.
    i wouldnt want to bring any hurt to myself again.

    yes. like what you said.
    i brought this to myself. its my bad.
    i forced you to say.
    thats why i cant blame you.
    i have to blame myself for being too sensitive.

    im too tired to think.
    let me bleed to death while you are enjoying your life at msia.

    LABEL: I'LL BE GONE

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;