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    Thursday, May 31, 2007


    sometimes, i dont know i want to feel sad or happy.
    disappointed or not.
    angry or calm.
    sometimes i just feel that, ive got the rights to feel what i want to feel.
    but sometimes, you tell me that im wrong to feel that way. because you are supposed to be the one to feel that way.

    so this is the situation which i always get entangled in.
    im so sick being in the world.
    yet whenever i think of Him, i feel that im such a happy girl because there are many more unhappy people living in the world&around me.

    today, i feel especially calm though i felt emotional just now.
    to my surprise, i used reverse psychology to make it work.
    i realised i managed it well&i didnt use this method in my entire life with you at all.
    i was so elated cause it worked!
    however, i dont know if it was your contra-soberness which made things turn out fine.
    but im still contented with the situation now.

    though there are unhappiness in this relationship, i want to face it bravely&calmly.
    because i want to love you all my life. i want to sustain this relationship.

    i dont care how your friends look at me as your girlfriend.
    i will try my best to be one.
    &if i fail, i want to reflect&realise on my own.
    because i feel that it'll work better this way.

    in everything we do, i just want to deal those little hiccups with TOTAL calmness.
    i just want to say i love you. i will never want to let you go.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;