Wednesday, March 21, 2007
MY FIRST CHOICE
BANKING AND FINANCIAL SERVICES.
upon receiving a sms from my mom saying, "call me.", i felt rather a sudden frustration running through me.
this is what i always feel when my mom messages me.
for reasons such as scolding me and giving me a good nag.
i was travelling in the bus from SDT to victoria theatre for spacing rehearsal.
hence, with low spirits, i returned a call to my mom.
with those frequently asked questions such as have you eaten? what housework did you do today? what time are you going home? what time you finishing?, im seriously irritated.
dont ask me why, because thats what MOST teenagers always feel.
however, things changed this time round.
she was slowly disclosing the piece of good news to me.
HAHA. saying you know, NP has send a letter to me.
and she was REALLY excited and opened up to read it, hoping that i was being accepted! haha. :D
indeed, i was!
before she even disclosed it to me, my heart was palpitating really fast.
doubting myself in getting in to banking and financial services.
WHY???
because this morning, xiang brought me to NP and asked the person directly to see if DAE posting are out.
well. she said no. and told us the cut-off points for the courses id applied.
banking and financial services = 11
business studies = 13
early childhood = 15
was actually thinking that i might not be in for BFs. well. the acceptance letter proved my wrong! and so, im in to banking and financial services and follow my cousin's footsteps.
was really thankful! (x
honey was so super worried for me henceforth, insisted in going to NP personally to enquire.
well. it was a good day.
MANN.
TODAY IS MY DAY!!!!
haha.
HAPPY all the way.
i know nuts about the enrolment thingy.
well. just follow what it says in the booklet.
for now, summary of monday.
had class at SDT.
was really getting bored and long.
didnt feel too well to continue to dance. well.
monday really sucked, at SDT.
boredom was roaming the place.
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however, things head for the worse when i get to dancepointe.
went to office to peep if anyone was there.
well, shaun was there.
didnt want to say hi to him as i was so guilty and didnt dare to even look at him, because id let him down.
i was trying to avoid.
so dumb of me! shouldnt have went to the office.
DUMBO DEBORAH! ):
well. life has to carry on., i thought.
so i put on a smile on my bloody face.
and said hi to him.
and there i went, dashing to the studio for extra prac with the grade 8s.
girlfriend was good! haha. :D
LOVE GIRLFRIEND!
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after grade 8, beginners hip hop. then break then advanced hiphop.
well. during the break, i really dont feel like staying in the office as i was too ashamed of myself to face shaun.
so i went off to studio to dance my life out.
haiya. whatever. dancing myself?
LONELY.
HAIYA. dont want to talk about it already.
just depression and nothing better.
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now lets talk about better things.
hiphop was rather different that day.
was in fact, very different.
we did lyrical hiphop.
really enjoyed it. got the feel of it.
mann. was so shiok. (:
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well. first time doing lyrical hiphop.
didnt know it feels this way. but now i know.
tmr got company class!
anyway, ive got no more mood to blog on.
im still feeling guilty.
contributed to the stuff. oh well!
life has to go on.
bloody deborah!
WAKE UP!
prepared for the worst.
ending my day just like that. ): - i just wanted to say ...# ;
