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    Sunday, March 18, 2007


    first of all, i want to declare my guilt for what had happened today.
    i am seriously sorry for being late at such event, performance at east coast.
    we had put in so much effort for today, yet, i destroyed it with ease.
    wasted all those efforts.
    wasted all those time.
    shaun must be hating me to the core now.
    but im not really concern about it.
    just concern about the disappointment i've created in him.

    i guess everyone was disappointed.
    including i.
    something to roar.
    you guys shouldnt have told me to go down to east coast. when you guys have already decided to change the formation when im not included in the item.
    that time girlfriend called me, i was very near fort canning.
    i could just make my way down to SDT for company class.
    now, i'd spent so much money on cab and what did i get in the end?
    cold shoulder, embarrassment and .. oh well. i cant think of it.
    fcuking pissed.

    i know its my fault. but when you guys have changed the dance, at least tell me and not till when i reached the place when you guys have nearly danced till the end and yea. tell me about it.
    so pissed.
    AHH!!!! *bang myself against the wall*

    FLAJ$#%dfmjq498te3$^%#GO%&.

    im tired.
    im emotionally, spiritually, physically and mentally break down.
    tell you something dear.
    i hate crying over you. i hate crying those small little things.
    i hate crying over this relationship which both of us wanted it to last.
    HATE CRYING!
    dont make me feel so terrible can.
    dont keep saying this and that about me.
    i just hate those stuff.
    get those off my ear!!!!!

    today is a bad day.
    and i guess, my bad days will continue, so long as i continue crying over such stuffs.
    not worth my tears.
    they are so minor. AH! HATE IT.

    just need someone to slap and bash. thats all.

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;