Sunday, December 10, 2006
DANCE OR CHURCH?
it is indeed a tough decision to make.
at first, i was thinking of skipping church and go for my dance. just for this week.
but when i told xiang about it, he "TEACHED" me some values that have to be instilled in us.
like i, who always failed to prioritise, always made the wrong decision and do things which are not at the right time.
i believe everyone would want to do things in their own way.
but sometimes, we have to know which are the more important things that have to be done. (:
like: we have to always put God above everything else and this is what xiang had taught me.
specifically, we have to attend church instead of other supposedly-more-important activities that you have.
like mine: my dance teacher told me to skip church on sunday and only this sunday for dance rehearsal in the morning until night. 0830-2200. that's like 14hrs! (:
well, if we put God above everything else, God will bless us abundantly when we are called back with the Lord. hehe. :D
i know its hard to do things which you dont want to. but sometimes, when we really come to think about it, you will eventually think, WOW. THIS IS THE BEST THING TO DO.
but if you failed to think and do what we are supposed to do, you will regret. yeaps. (:
so haha. i've learnt a new thing. im feeling so GREAT. haha.
sidetrack a little.
i was at xiang's place eating dinner with his parents.
then his mom asked xiang, "Did you share God's words with deborah or not?"
then xiang replied, "YES LA. Got la."
then his mom said," you sure not? sure got share not?"
xiang said," GOT LOR. You dont know only."
then i looked at his mom and gave her assurance. haha.
somehow to tell her that his son is leading me in my spiritual life. though it might be a slow one. but this kind of thing cannot be a fast-paced one ma. it takes time. (:
and so, his mom smiled back at me. ((((:
im so going to tell my parents about my r/s with xiang.
i dont care what others might think la.
i just want to tell them because i dont want to hide from them anymore.
feel so guilty. well. i know im wrong in the first place la. but seriously, it happened so naturally. and so we are together ((:
thank God so much for xiang.
just kept me smiling since 8th aug 06.
and im still smiling every single day. :D
so people who are reading this entry.
must learn how to prioritise your schedule ok?
take care. ((: - i just wanted to say ...# ;