Wednesday, November 01, 2006
after a great stuggle trying to pack those pieces of information into my small tiny winny brain, im finally done with my biology paper.
last night's revision was really intensive.
i was thinking that i should go through the whole of bio textbook once more and pick out the more important things. i noted all of them down and it filled up nearly the whole of a notebook!
yesterday, as i was studying, the clock read 10pm.
which chapter was i at?
HAHA! ):
chapter 6!
goodness gracious! i'd around 21 chapters to study and yet i was only at chapter 6 at 10pm!
as panicked as i was, i flipped through the pages and browsed through the words.
nothing went into my head.
i resorted in closing my eyes so as to calm myself down.
after that, i went back to where i was and started going through in detail.
i pulled through until the clock stroke 12am. - 0000.
haha. :D
i did it. i totally gave up heredity.
i seriously cant do genetic diagram!
it sucks.
the questions for this yr's bio is okay.
not as bad as i expected.
PHEW!
relief!!!!
thank God.
i had encouragement from my dear.
every morning before my paper, he'll pray with me through the phone.
this actually helped. it helped me to calm down.
i was once one who bored such a thinking, " sure cannot make it one la. im so scared. im so worried. fail how??????"
after much persuasion and talks from dear, i became one who wants to do it well. (:
thanks dear!
anyway. the laksa i ate was very nice today.
-you-
just want to tell you that i didnt forget those past both of us shared.
its just you who kept thinking and assuming that i pretended nothing had happened.
well. its your choice to believe what i say. those memories, i said and i promised, that i'll hold them close to my heart. im not that forgetful all right.
did jealousy take over you and lead you in such a thinking? i truly dont know.
and i dont want to know. just want to let you know that everything is like that now. and i want it to stay this way. arent we friends now? do you want it to be back in the times when we had cold war?? its totally up to you. that's all i've got to say. (: - i just wanted to say ...# ;
