Thursday, October 12, 2006
im so missing you badly. (:
because you just left my side. )x
tmr will be the last day of school.
but please. dont tell anyone. (:
because i want to go out and study. let me try out for a week.
see if its more effective.
sigh. i need to wash my own clothes from now onwards.
my mom is not going to wash them for me. but washes for everyone else.
i didnt help her vaccum the floor yesterday.
and she was furious. blown off her top.
no joke.
she was really spikey at her words.
poked my heart.
then, she carried a knife and stabbed my heart.
i didnt say anything.
because it was my fault anyway.
of course, i was furious too.
the things she did to me last night, was really NOT her.
as a parent, she shouldnt do it. but she did.
she was really acting so disgustingly. i hate it.
i was actually sitting on the carpet in the living room.
she was vacuuming the floor. and she came over and used the stupid vacuum cleaner and banged against my butt.
whats more. i left that place and shifted to somewhere else.
she came over and hit my feet!
sigh. was really frustrated.
still, i kept quiet.
its my fault anyway.
i hate her!!! but when can i tell her that?
life without her rocks.
rocks totally. -.-
but i found comfort from the bible.
God gave me advices and wisdom, of course.
i was really glad.
i went into the room, and flipped open the bible.
saw a few verses. they werent for me.
and so i told myself, "Surely, God will want to tell me something. cannot be. flip more and i'll read something that is more for me."
and so i did.
i flipped a few times and it read before me, "colossians." then it continued, "rules of a christian household."
and i had this feeling that that passage is for me.
and so i read it on. (:
and.... TADA!
i found comfort.
flip open your bible and you'll know what i meant. (:
ok. in case you dont have the bible, i shall post them up. (:
colossians 3:22-23
salves, obey your earthly masters in everything you do; and do it, not only when their eye is on you and to win their favour, but with sincerity of heart and reverence for the Lord. Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men.
colossians 3:12-14
therefore as God-chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.
its so comforting. (:
today, dear passed me vodka absolut bottle. haha. so pretty!! (: *kiss*
and yep. (: enjoyed my day lots.
LOVES` - i just wanted to say ...# ;
