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    Monday, August 21, 2006


    WHAT A CLOSE SHAVE

    school was boring today. i tried desperately hard to focus. succeeded but also failed.
    whenever i concentrate, my eyes would somehow drift away. probably i was too tired already!

    all right. i read this article from TEENAGE magazine.
    it's about this poor teenage girl who has to strive for herself. when things stand in her way, she's only there for herself, fending for herself. things such as food was a problem to her. it all started with her family. outcast her totally as a member of the family.
    her parents were so biased against her. her parents never treated her good and favoured her siblings over her. her parents wont even care about her, not giving her the attention she needed.
    so the depressing story continued...

    she had to scrouge for food in the kitchen at home, and no one fends for her. only when her beloved came into her world, everything started to change for the better.
    she stayed at his house, was showered with the LOVE of his parents. even her school books was bought by his boyfriend.
    being parted from the family is the saddest thing on Earth.

    at times, i harboured thoughts of leaving the house and not going back home. i wanted to run away from everything. scrutinzing eyes of my relatives and mother especially. i hated the way she treated me. i hated the way my parents think. despite trying to tell my troubles and how i feel about them, they shut me off.
    they didnt want to listen to me. they would always think that THEY ARE RIGHT. even if she'd made a mistake by misunderstanding me, she NEVER apologises.
    POIGNANT!

    just a few months ago, after the church retreat, i decided to cast really EVERYTHING to Him. really ALL to Him. and He's none other than our ONE AND ONLY TRUE GOD. i had found some ways which i can depend on Him.
    "AT LAST!" I THOUGHT, "A PLEASING WAY OUT!" *smiles*

    ok. even if im writing my troubles here, trying in a way to improve my sentence structure, my mother is making noise again. haunting me to shut down the computer!

    i just want to say that i really had a GREAT time today. i enjoyed being in your embrace. going to sing my lungs out next time. haha. i was soooo shy k. shuddered in fear.
    all right. after Os probably (: takkaire.

    -misses

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;