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do professional dancing overseas
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Monday, June 26, 2006

i decided to post this is because, the confusion im facing right now is really like a spider web!
seriously, i dont know how to continue with such a life like this. in this state, where many had come to persuade me, talked to me and sort of did some councilling. the effect was- ZERO.

and now. on 26 june, i decided to let it go. the guilt in me is really unbearable. i fought hard.
and den, during the retreat,i stood in the presence of God, truly i felt His presence. He hinted me last year before i left NZ for dance. i flipped open my bible. it was from Romans 1:24-32. God tried many ways to change me. and now, He did it!

i decided to let go all of them. and i want to be righteous before God. follwing His ways, obey His commands.
at the same time, i'll need help too. and i really want to thank those who had helped me a lot. (:
as i typed those just now, it was filled with sadness, but one day, i'll still need to let them all go. all will be kept as memories. a precious one. -tear tear tear........... );

- i just wanted to say ...# ;