Saturday, February 18, 2006
im facing music.. every moment..
sigh.
wad a thing that happened last nite. im so sad.
SUPER SAD.
stil ponderin why singaporeans are so selfish.
stil pondering why people are like that.
y cant he/she just return me my phone?
so cruel.
so greedy.
so inconsiderate!
im so ANGRY!
come to think of it.
tears just rolled down my hot cheeky face.
i just cant stand it.
why ma mom have to treat me nicely when she came back just now.
and.....
all of a sudden...
SHE SCREAMED AT ME!!
wth.
i've got nthg to sae. cos its ma fault. fer being irresponsible.
fer not taking good care fer ma own things. such an impt thing. i can lose it jus like that.
i dint wan to go out to. though i wan. i wan to support ma fren.
ma fren called me and asked me if i would b able to make it fer jac's concert.
i said i will try. and i really wanna help her. so that the ticket wouldnt go to a waste. but.
ma hp.. poor hp.....
im just trying to help.
and in the end. its all my fault.
ma mom said..
you never go out den u wont hab ani problems alr la!!!---in chinese.
i was like.
wth.
i noe u dun wan me to go out. cos u just tink that im WASTING MONEY!
wad bout kor? isnt he wasting money too?
i noe i used alot of your income. fer my ballet. fer ma school stuff- magazines and wadever.
but u tink i wan?
fer ballet i've got nthg to sae. cos i really hope i can hav ballet as ma career next time.
there was once. i admired ma cousin, who is an air stewardess.. and i told my mom. i wan to b an air stewardess too. cos i can earn quite alot there.
den she said. papa pay so much fer your ballet. and yet u wanna change target fer your future! wad do u tink u take this fer??? --referring that im wasting money again.
im just saying out of admiration. out of envy. wad's wrong? =/
i just dun understand but trying to understand though..
im alwaes a CURSE in your eyes. EVERYTHING turns out to b my fault. even u realised its ur fault. u will NEVER admit and sae sorry!
i really got have got nothing to sae.
-speechless- - i just wanted to say ...# ;
