Saturday, January 14, 2006
boo. time is like flying. now. so soon. its alr sat. EVENING. hai. haven touch my hw. die. =/
todae. had performance. wow. this is the 1st time i dint sweat in a performance. clean dry. well. did sweat i little. not much! =))
WOW. my grandfather made the pumpkin cake. duno wad's called. haha. its soo nice! i love it so much. hees.. fried----GOLDEN BROWN! whaha. im so enjoying it. whee~
tmr stil mus go church. sians. im bored. feel bored. dun feel like gg. feel like a routine. every sun go church. just to listen to sermons. hmm. i duno y i kept fallin aslp. whaha. mayb cos its plain and bored? haha. unlike my sch. so hyper. well. ma teachers sang well. haha. esp mrs khor ms shen n ms ho. haha. wow. they're the t-r-i-p-l-e-t-s in ma sch. haha.
duno wad's the prob w me nowaedaes. yea.
i duno wad's "frens".
i dun get it..
i cant get it.
they really confuse me!
i felt so out of place suddenly.
i duno wad to do. just to stand there alone.
wondering like nobodii's business.
wad a world it is.........
sorta conflicts are happening.
previously, there's totally NO WALL in between us.
now. im feeling like.. wow. so cold. duno if its me or its you.
or perhaps its YOU ALL. i dun get it. im staying.. in a corner??
we WERE v GOOD frens.
now..
HORRIBLE.
COLD. though we are good on the surface. im so sad.
perhaps im gg to lose you. as a fren. im so sad.
you may not noe who im referring to. but i guess some of them will noe. =/
just bcos a group appear. i felt so left out. hav you guys ever felt that wae?
its horrible!
i guess its not only me.
there's somebodii else too. i duno if she feel that wae.
but tt's how i feel.
i hab a decision to make now. and i dun tink i hv a choice.
cos this will b the one and only chance. haha. well.
SAD. yes. that's the word to use.
DEPRESSING. yea. another apt word. =/
well. guess i'd **** all of them out. yea.
not feeling too good. hee.
thanks to all my frens who are willing to keep by my side.. and encouragin me. thanks JOLENEHENGWEICHEE! haha. thanks gal. ^^ - i just wanted to say ...# ;
