Saturday, November 19, 2005
WAHLAO?!
what is wrong with you ma GOSH!!!!! i dint even gave that look to you. you said i gav tt look to you. WTH is WRONG with you????????
you said you are v scared of mii.. are you being sacarstic or WHAT????!!?!?!?!?! im just listening.. and yet you spike ME FIRST!! arent you being BIASED? arent you practising favouritism?? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??
wadever kor asked you. you would gladly let him be. WAD ABOUT MI? just bcos i did EXTREEEEEEEMMMEELLLYYY BADLY fer ma exam?? did you ever recall bout kor's results???? he did as badly too!!!! y did you scold mi and not scold him? you said you DID NOT hold ANY GRUDGES.. well. you did not to others. BUT YOU DID TO ME!!! you HELD EVERY SINGLE GRUDGE ON ME! cant you just go think about it?????
you just hab to use your BUTT to think. dun EVEN need to use your BRAIN!!!!
ARGH.
you said i dint respect you. DID YOU EVEN RESPECT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?!
wadEver i do. wadever i plan. you would giv all sorts of excuses.. you would object.. den if i follow(wad i alwaes did) your wae. you would sae.. this is just a suggestion. you need not EVEN LISTEN. WTH? wont you just tell mi to NOT GO?!?!?! trying to test mi out huh? WTH?!?!?!
i cant stand it annimore!! you said.. everytime i wana go out. i just hab to ask dad and not ask you. den you said tt wo bu ba ni fang zai yan li. HOW DO YOU WAN ME TO BA NI FANG ZAI YAN LI??????? you dint even respect mi. you dint even liked mi. WAD YOU WAN MI TO DO?!?!?
i tried to please you times and times. and times and times.. you are trying to SHOOT ME! WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT???
you told mi not to go out. i accepted.
you told mi not to do this, not to do that.. i FOLLOWED!!!
WHAT THE HELL????????????
you said i gav you attitude. i m being cold to you... WHO DARES TO TOK TO YOU WHEN YOU ARE LIKE THAT??!?!?!?!?
HOW DO YOU WAN ME TO RESPECT YOU WHHEN U DID NOT EVEN SET A GOOD EXAMPLE AND RESPECT YOU???????
I BET YOU ARE A CHRISTIAN. and YET you smokes. EVERY SINGLE DAE?!?!?!
you are harming EVERY ONE ELSE in the HOUSE!!!!!!
one dae we'll just die JUST BECAUSE WE ARE PASSIVVE SMOKERS!!!
papa smokes. i KNOW!!!! but where he smokes??? he smokes outside!!! NOT IN THE HOUSE!!!
BUT YOU SMOKES IN THE HOUSE!! EVERYTIME YOU BATHE, YOU SMOKES!!!
I JUST HATE PEOPLE WHO SMOKES. BUT ONLY TO THOSE WHO SMOKES IN THE HOUSE! GOT IT!!!
i admit tt i only respect papa. so wad if i did?? you jealous or wad? felt not being respected?? all i can sae is tt u deserve it!!!!
you treated me like nobodii's business.. who can i tok to??? papa??? HOW I WISHED I CAN!!! he's so busy.. and he has no time fer us. yes. you are right. wad he can do is just to PROVIDE US WITH MONEY!!! he's having TWO jobs because of ME!!! because of ma ballet. RIGHT?
you MUST B THINKING.. im the one who cause papa to hab TWO jobs. cos ballet is sooo expensive. im the one who cause papa to gamble on soccer. so.. IM ALWAES IN THE WRONG!
WHO CAN I TOK TO THEN??? the only people i can tok to are church ppl. are my FRIENDS! and kor. NO ONE ELSE WOULD EVEN LISTEN TO ME.
you said i can go around telling ppl.. wad can i do then??? keep it inside me? till one dae i become a lunatic??? NO WAE.
FOR SOO MANY YEARS.. eversince y ou gav birth to ma sis.. you neglected me. the only person i felt love is from ma dad and kor. did you ever give something to me willingly???? DID YOU???
it is only papa hu gav everything to anibodii willingly..
come on. just look at how you treat aunty..
although she's a new maid.. HOW DO YOU TREAT HER??? YOU CAN JUST SCOLD HER AND SCOLD HER AND SCOLD HER FOR NOT DOING THINGS PROPERLY!!!
sometimes i wished i could help ma maid to sae something. but i noe u'll scream till the window glass break. you will just scream and the WHOLE DAMN building to collapse!!!
you can just scold me fer no reason. WTH?
sometimes.. i just wonder.. why can t you just treat me a little better? so tt i can respect you. and not to gib you attitude?
sometimes.. when u confronted kor. and kor gib you attitude.. you can just accept it. you would just keep quiet you wouldnt scold him or wadever..
OBVIOUSLY RIGHT?!?!?!
cos kor will surely fight back. cos u ZHONG NAN QING NU!!! you will just let him freely sae wad he wants.
wad i got from you is wad you'll get from me.
at times. i asked you nicely.. wad i got from you is.. NO!
at times i asked you nicely. yup. you did sae yes. but u guess wad? you unwillingly sae yes!
so how do you wan me to ask you nicely??????? wad did i get in the end?? only when go out with sally leeling xingti they all. you would sae yes! wad about my frens??? you HATE THEM TO THE CORE!!! DINT YOU?!?!?! YOU DARE TO SAE YOU DINT????
take fer example.. crystal. eunice. angela. jessica. sheryl.
dint you alwaes forbid me to go out with them? dint you hate them to hell?
im here to sae some good words fer MY FRENS!
my frens are ma frens. they should be respected. you shouldnt sae he or she is no good whether you liked it or not.
you shouldnt judge them EITHER!!!!! take for example crystal. SHE'S A DARN NICE GIRL. AND SHE"S MA BEST FREN.. SHE'S OnE WHO IS A VERY GOOD AND DISCIPLINED GIRL.
guess wad you said about her? you said she BADLY INFLUENCED me. i asked why??? gues wad ans you gav mii????????? YOU SAID SHE ALWAES ASK ME TO GO OUT. so this is why she's bad huh?
she's not like wad you said!!! ARGH.
i stil got soo much more to sae. but im tired to type them all out here, now.
im so FED UP.
aniwae. i need to go and prepare le. HAISH. IM TIRED. =/
[[debb*]]] - i just wanted to say ...# ;
