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    Monday, October 24, 2005


    hey peeps.. im darn sad la.. really darn sad!!! im the only one in my class retaining cos i failed my english and i pass only 4 other subjects and not 5 other subjects..
    im sooo darn sad!!!! i duno why i just cant do well.. well im sorta prepared to b a retainee next year.. but how i wish everything will b fine.. and i would b promoted to sec 4.. but i guess i cant. well. i duno y. i just duno y i cant pass my english. in fact.. its getting worst..
    *SORRY LEELING*
    i dint do well fer ma english. and im pretty confused and scared.. i duno wad to do.. all i can do is to wait fer GOOD news tmr.. and hope my principal will allow mi to go sec 4 express next year. hmm. but i'll b demoted to combined science. i'll just live with it ba. i duno wad's going to happen tmr..

    [dear]
    all those things you told mii this aftnn.. it may just b an encouragement.. i really duno which wae they'll let mi b in.. and well even if im willing to work extremely hard next year.. teachers and principal will not let mii hab a chance to do so.. i duno how and what to do now.. im so darn confused. i guess i'll hab to wait fer tmr den i'll get to know if im really going to retain anot.

    i duno wad to do now.. i duno how to tell my parents.. i studied hard.. i tried hard.. perhaps not hard enough ba.. but i really tried during exams.. i tried to recall every single thing tt every teacher has taught mii. but i duno y i just couldnt get them rite.
    my mind is reallt in a twirl now.. sooooooooo confused.. and stunned fer words when Ms Siti told mii this morning. haish.. im so darn DEAD.
    HOPELESS
    i knew im going to hav this dae.
    i guess i noe the reason why i got this ending.. or rather its my consequence.

    [[ how i wished euu are just rite beside mi now.. comforting mi.. hugging mi.. im super scared..]]

    ARGH.. why must this thing happen to mii.. HAISH!

    todae.. is another dae is school dae. dint hab the heart to listen during class.. because the news really affected mii BADLY. i cant concentrate.. all the things tt were in my mind was: "will i really be retained??" "will Ms siti help mi to get into sec 4 express next year??"
    ALOT of questions are hanging on my head.. i cant get them off.. really heavy..
    IIIIMMMM SSSOOOOO SSSAAADDDDD!!!!!!!
    SSUUPPPPEERRRR SSAADDDD!!!

    [dun heart pain.. NOT euur fault, ok?]]

    just hope tt God will help mii. but i doubt so. cos this is wad i deserve??? yup. =/

    i guess tt's abt it.. nothing more to add...

    [deb`]]
    + WHy MUST THIS HAPPEN TO MII??? +

    - i just wanted to say ...# ;